Ciel ran over to where I stood. Glass was embedded into my shoulders and legs, yet I could feel nothing but anger and remorse. I loathe demons…Usagi was shaking in my hands, whether in fear or outrage, I knew not.
"Aisu…" I looked up at Ciel and smiled, "It's nothing, Goshujin-sama…You were right we should rest a while…" I walked past him, towards the door. I could feel the blood trickling down my legs and onto the floor. "Aisu you're bleeding let me help you…"
He tried to grab my arm, but I flinched away. "I-It's fine, I'll just go wash up…" His eye narrowed, "Would you just listen to me!" He grabbed me by the shoulders, shaking me. Then, he abruptly stopped. He shook his head and dropped his hands.
"Go…I'll get you some fresh clothes…" I looked up. Ciel was no longer looking at me. His eye was on the broken glass scattered across the floor along with splatters of blood. "Thank you…" I whispered. Not once did I look back at Sebastian.
It was easy to find the wash room. It was across the hall from Ciel's quarters. I closed the door, not bothering to lock it. Usagi jumped out of my hands, onto the sink. "Oujo-sama…" Usagi's voice was crackled and weak.
"I'm fine, Usagi-san…" I grabbed a piece of glass that protruded from my shoulder, ripping it out. Usagi winced, "…Oujo-sama…"I quickly pulled out the rest of the broken glass, letting them scatter across the floor.
"Goshujin-sama looks just like you, Usagi-san… I've finally found what I've been looking for all these years." I smiled at Usagi. He did not smile. Usagi looked away from me, "Phantomhive…Kinoau Hito…?"
I nodded, "Yes, but his soul is in the hands of a demon." I slammed my fist into the porcelain sink. My heart was beating rapidly. Usagi hopped up, laying a ragged paw on my shoulder, "Kinoau Hito." He stated, nodding rapidly, "Kinoau Hito."
"He's made a contract, Usagi-san…how can I possibly break it?" He pointed at my heart, "Kinoau Hito." His wide grotesque smile returned. "What if it's not strong enough?" Usagi shook his head, "Koware nai! Koware nai! Kinoau Hito!"
I smiled, picking him up, "Humph, you're right." Usagi smiled, "Oujo-sama, Goshujin-sama, Kinoau Hito." "I've waited too long for him, Usagi-san. I won't lose him to a demon." Usagi let out a feverish giggle, clapping his paws together.
"Ureshii! Ureshii!" He sang joyously. I laughed, "Ureshii, Usagi-san…" "A-Aisu-san…" My eyes widened, Usagi collapsed lifelessly on the floor as Ciel opened the door. In his arms were weird looking clothes. He didn't make eye contact with me.
"These are some of my old clothes; you can wear them instead…" His eye was on Usagi. "You've gotten blood all over my floors…" I tried to smile, but it was weak, "Gomen, Goshujin-sama…" he faced me, "Iie…"
I reached out, grabbing the soft fabric from his hands, "Thank you…" He nodded, "Does he need to be cleaned?" He asked, motioning towards Usagi. I picked him up, noticing the dark spots of blood. "No…" I whispered, more to myself.
Ciel grabbed Usagi, inspecting him, "I'll have Sebastian clean him for you…" "N-No!" I almost yelled, trying to grab Usagi, yet Ciel pulled him away. "Why is this so important?" He asked, with an amused smirk.
My eyes were watering, "Please, Goshujin-sama…" He stood his ground, unaffected by the threatening tears. "Tell me." He stated with authority. "It's the only thing I have left…the only thing that matters most to me…"
Ciel looked at Usagi, "You're a little too old to be playing with dolls." I shook my head, "Usagi-san is much more than just a child's plaything…he is my past, he is my future…" Ciel looked at me, his eye filled with doubt and dull humor.
"Impossible, it's just a toy." With that, he walked out dropping Usagi on the floor. "He is you." I whispered, knowing Ciel wouldn't hear as he closed the door.
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