Disclaimer: I don't own glee or the characters.

A/N: Ok, so I'm really sorry for not updating this sooner, I just didn't have the right inspiration for this at the moment and to all of you who is readi my other story Florida Trip I'm also working on the next chapter for that as well and it should be up soon if it goes as planed. Ok here's the next chapter to Blame it and I hope you all like it.

Laying in his arms is so comforting, I hate having to lie to everyone. I finally stopped crying after about 15 minutes. We can hear a voice coming up the stairs so he quickly break apart form each other and I wipe away my tears while Kurt helps.

"I'm just checking on them" we hear my mother's voice from outside the door. A silent knock is heard on the door.

"Mercedes, Dear can I come in?" she asks.

"Yeah, Ma you can come in." I call back after checking myself in the mirror making sure I look decent. She slowly opens the door and walks in. she smiles at Kurt and she walks over to sit on the bed.

"How you two doing?" she asks.

"Fine," I answer briefly.

"You sure? Cause the look on Kurt's face says other wise," she says. I look at Kurt and he looks at me and she says he's sorry with his eyes. He was never really good at keeping things from people. You could always ready what he was thinking just by looking at his face. It's a shame my Ma figured that out.

"I told you just a bad day and Kurt is helping me get through it. It was really rough. So no I'm not ok, I'm freaking out about everything because I have no control over anything and I-" I stop when Kurt places his hand on my shoulder. He is looking at me telling me to stop before I said something that I don't mean. I look to my Mom and she's looking at me with eyes wide and mouth hanging open.

"Sorry," I whisper after taking a deep breath.

"It's ok, I shouldn't have pushed. I just don't like to see my baby girl Hurt." she says placing her hand on my knee.

"I know you don't but pushing me to tell you something is not the best way to handle this at the moment. In due time I will tell you what's going on. You just have to be patient. Ok?" I ask making sure she got the message to leave me alone for now.

"Ok, sorry I interrupted, and also dinner will be ready in a few minutes so be ready to come down soon. Kurt you're staying right?" she asks turning around in the door way.

"If that's ok with you, I don't want to intrude." he answers.

"Oh, honey you're always welcome. So it's settled you're staying." she says walking out the door. I could tell I upset her by not telling her what's going on. But I couldn't tell her…not yet anyways. I just hope she will understand.

"Cedes?" Kurt questions.

"Yeah," I respond.

"You do plan on telling her eventually right? Like before you start showing? Cause if she finds out because you start getting bigger then I think she will be really pissed and really upset. And I don't even want to think about what your Father will do to you let alone me, once he finds out that it's my child." he says stroking my arm.

"Yeah, I plan on telling her. I just can't at the moment. I have to figure things out and I have to get used to it myself. We have to figure out what we are going to do once it's born. Do we want to keep it or give it away. I don't know Kurt I really don't and it scares me. I normally have complete control over things but with this I have none. Why did I have to drink at that stupid party?" I ask myself. I feel the tears starting to come back.

"Hey, look at me." he says scooting closer to lay next to me on the bed. He wraps his arms around me and pulls my body against his and lays his forehead against the side of my head. I turn my head so my forehead is on his.

"We will figure everything out. You just found out about this. You shouldn't be worrying about if we are going to keep it or not yet. It's a little soon for that. And everything else will fall into place as well and life will be fine again. The pressure will be off for a little bit. And I'll be with you every second I can." he tells me looking deep into my eyes.

"I promise." he says kissing my lips softly.

"I trust you." I whisper once he pulls away. We lay there a for a few more minutes with our foreheads pressed together. A feeling comes over me when I close my eyes and just feel his arms around me holding me tightly against him. I feel safe, like nothing can touch or hurt me. It's amazing how one person can make me feel this way. I guess that's what love is all about. A person making you feel so special you know you can let them escape your life. You need them forever, and I need Kurt forever.

A/N: Ok, so i hoped you liked it and if i get enough reviews i will try to update soon. i'm sorry once again that it took so long. please review.