I know, I know. I haven't updated it what seems like forever! A lot has been going on. Even when the semester ended, I had a portfolio due. That shit took forever! Major news though: I went to my very first concert to see DEMI! It was the best experience of my life. It was so surreal. I even cried during some of the songs. Also for the first time she sang a cover to Chris Brown's Turn Up the Music. It was AMAZING! Better than the original! If you have time make sure to YouTube it, if you haven't already!

Okay, back to the story!

Sonny's POV

I woke up next to Chad on my bed. He was still in his clothes and I remember him putting me down for a nap. My stomach growled so I looked at my clock. It was half past six; slept through lunch. I tried my hardest to sit up but I couldn't. I tried and tried again and I just couldn't pick myself up. My head dropped to my pillow. I huffed in exhaustion. I looked to my side and Chad is still sleeping. I would wake him up to help me but I want to try this on my own. The wheelchair is next to my side of the bed. All I have to do is at least try to get to the edge and sit myself up. I take my left arm and reach across my body. I grab the bed sheet and pull myself onto my side. My back is starting to hurt from all the strain I am putting. I haven't met with the physical therapist yet so I don't even know if I am supposed to be doing this. I twist my body and try to use all my arm strength to push myself to sitting position.

"What are you doing?" I hear Chad ask from behind. He was on his feet in seconds, running to my side of the bed.

"Don't touch me." I said through clenched teeth. I realized I just snapped at him for no reason. "I'm sorry," I sighed. "I just want to at least try to get out of bed myself." He nodded.

"Why don't you try to sit up? I will move the wheelchair closer to you and help you get in the chair. We haven't done physical therapy so we don't want to risk anything. I don't think your legs are strong enough for the strain. Please Sonny, let me help you." He pleaded. I know he is right. Part of me wants to yell at him for not thinking I can do it. Another part wants to fall into his arms and cry. I nodded and continued to slowly sit up. When I finally did it Chad smiled at me with pride. The look in his eyes warmed my heart. It made me feel like I could do something with my life after the accident. Eventually, I will be walking; I'll make sure of it. I reached out with both hands so he can help me. He lifted me up easily and placed me in the chair.

"Thank you" I said as I wheeled myself to the kitchen.

"What do you want to eat?" He asked me as I slid to the dining room table.

"Can we order in a pizza?" I asked. Chad walked to the front of the house and looked out the window.

"The paparazzi are still camped out in front of the gates. Security already caught one who escaped through. I don't think it's a good idea to call in a delivery guy. I also don't really want people following me to get pizza." He explained. I nodded in understanding. I kind of felt a little guilty that leaving the house for Chad will be even more of a chore than it already is. "Why don't I call my parents and ask them to bring a pie over? They wanted to see you anyway." He suggested. I smiled and agreed. I get to have my pizza and see his parents: double win. Cindy and Chris have always been supportive of my relationship with Chad. Chad smiled and went to call his parents.

"Hey, Chad?" I said as he came back into room and sat next to me. "I've been thinking we should get in contact with that physical therapist. I want to get a move on walking. I don't want it to take three years." Chad smiled at me and kissed my hands.

"I will call the doctor and have him give me the information." He said. He leaned in and gave me a kiss. My hand went slid to the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. The kiss got hot and heavy really quickly. I think we both enjoyed it, seeing that we haven't made out like this since before the accident. However, like all great things, the kiss was disturbed too soon. The phone rang and I let a big groan. Chad chuckled, getting off me so he can answer the phone.

"Yea, okay, I'm opening the gate right now. Make sure security block the entrance. You got through? Alright, I'm unlocking the door just come in when you park." He said before hanging up.

"That just ruined the moment" I stated.

"I'll make up for it" he said, wiggling his eyebrows. I couldn't help but giggle. I heard the door open and feet tapping on the marble floors.

"Those paparazzi won't give it a rest" Chris said as he appeared from behind the wall, Cindy in toe.

"Sonny, darling, how are you?" she said, he arms spread out, getting ready for an embrace. She leaned down and gave me a hug. Chris walked up to me after setting the pizza down on the table and gave me a brief hug.

"I've been better. It's been hard, but I'll be okay." I said, smiling.

"That's always like you, Sonny; always a smile on your face" Cindy said. I looked over to Chad; he was putting plates on the table. He caught my gaze and read my silent plea to direct the attention to something else.

"Hey mom, let's eat. I'm starving." He said. His parents got up and walked to the table. I let go of a breath that I didn't know I was holding in. During dinner I didn't speak much. Cindy and Chris talked about their business and how well it was doing. They kept hinting to Chad that one day he should take over. I know how much that bothers Chad. No matter how supportive his parents are in his acting career, they still want Chad to work at the business on the side. And no matter how successful their business is, Chad just doesn't want to work.

"You know, I am getting tired." I said, forcing out a yawn. Chad obviously got the hint and agreed.

"Yea, I think we should hit the sack" he said to his parents.

"It's only 10 o' clock. You guys go to sleep earlier than we do." Chris said, laughing.

"Yea, well it's been a busy day." Chad said, getting up from his chair. Chris and Cindy got up and I wheeled myself from under the table. We said our goodbyes and the door finally closed.

"Well, my parents talk way too much" Chad said, shaking his head.

"Yea well, at least they care, in a way." I said giggling. Chad cleaned the table and went over to me. He swiftly picked me up and carried me to bed. He laid me down and hovered over me.

"So I was thinking," he said, pecking my lips. "If you wanted to take the kissing to the next level." He said, moving to my neck. I let out a soft moan and pushed his chest.

"Chad, I know we haven't done anything in a while. I know that you have needs and I understand. It's just—'' I stopped, looking at him. I could feel my eye glazing over. I want to do stuff with Chad, I really do, but the thought of not being good enough is creeping over me. He is looking me in the eyes, searching for some sort of clue into what I am thinking.

"I know I can feel it, it's just—'' I stopped again.

"What is it, Sonny?

"I won't be able to," I paused, "help you out." I finally said, looking away.

"Oh Sonny," he cooed, pushing my chin so I could look at him. "It's okay. You don't have to do anything." He said kissing my cheek.

"Chad, that's not fair to you, I want you to get—''

"Sonny, you get me going by just looking at you. Don't worry about it." He said, kissing me. I nodded and smiled. Pretty soon clothes were flying off. Chad was doing most of the work but I tried my best to help.

The deed was done ;)

That's the story! Please review and tell me what you think and what you want to see happen in future chapters!

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