"Damon!" Katherine calls walking right in his room.
"Katherine" He says with a acted surprise expression.
"Let's go live it up tonight. What do you say? Catch up on old times" She says becoming face to face.
"No" He whispers.
"You cant stand mad at me forever...Or is it Rose? Maybe she has brought feelings back".
"Very funny. Now if you will excuse me I was trying to do something"
Katherine backs away and just stares at him. Damon looks back at her raising his eyebrows.
"Shoo. Go away"
Katherine walks away slowly closes her door on the way out.
"God can I not stand her! She is driving me insane! I dont know how much longer I can take being around her. But I made a promise to protect Elena from Klaus. I promised. I cannot believe that Katherine would do that to me. She really has loved Stefan over me all the time. All these years I've wasted giving as much time as I could to find her, To set her free. All that time she was out, Not giving a damn about me. I might as well give up with anybody as this moment. I wont trust anyone, I wont give in to anyone. She already told me that if she would have followed that plan, Stefan or I would have had to die. An guess who the willing victim was...Me. Yeah, She told me right to my face about the dagger, About how she would have chose Stefan...
News flash, Stefan doesnt want you, He has gorgeous Elena. I DID EVERYTHING FOR HER. EVERYTHING I COULD AND THIS IS HOW SHE TREATS ME?"
"Damon...It's me Elena" There's a knock on the door.
"Nice try Katherine. Go away"
"No, It's really me Elena"
She walks in and Damon runs up to her and pushes her againest the wall.
"Oh. It is you. Sorry" He says taking his hand off of her neck.
"Stefan wanted you to help him with the journals and Elijah. He doesnt want Kahterine to know"
Damon nods his head and just looks at her up and down. She cracks a short but sweet smile and Damon walks out. She stares around, Never being in his room before. Elena goes through a few books on the floor, Fixes the sheets and opens the blinds a little. When she grabs the sheets, A notebook falls on the ground. Damon's Diary. She opens it and reads the first entry about Rose. Turning a few pages more she reads Katherine. Shuffling through the rest there is nothing. Until the last page.
"I knew I had to put this last. I couldnt put it towards the beginning to my problems. Elena. The one who chose Stefan because he got to her first. So much like Katherine. Som uch alike. The looks are dead on and the personality is so different though. She's so sweet, She's so carigng unlike her. I wish I had someone like that around. Someone I could talk to, Someone to hold. I lost the only I had which was Rose. It's always Stefan getting the first in all these things, And I know I could never have her. What she told the night Rose died, Was...Was real to my heart. And I'd love to tell her thank you for it.
That time Katherine appeared, She told me it was always Stefan, IT was never ever me. First person I went to was her, I knew she would understand or at least help me. Then crushed my heart by saying it will always be Stefan. I wish I could haveb a heart, Be something like him. But I cant. Or even that time I thought I kissed her even though it was Katherine. I thought I had a chance right there, I felt free. But everything turned upside down. Elena told me she was surprised that she thought I would kiss her back. I was hurt, I still hurt a little inside.
Insted you know what I have to do? Insted I have to make myself suffer. I have to find my victims and open up to them. It's like I'm opening up to nobody. I have to make them listen, I have to use my compulsion. You dont understand what it is like. You couldnt understand the pain I go through. Telling them all about how much I'm missing my human life, How much I wanna go back. Then I have to kill them. It's in my blood to do something so evil...I can never get away from this"
"What are you doing?" Damon asks walking in his room.
"I was just looking around in your room" She drops the diary.
"You were reading that werent you?"
"I just looked in it, I didnt read it"
"Get out. Dont you ever come back it here" Damon says walking over to her.
"Damon, I didnt mean to..I"
"Get out!" He yells.
She picks the diary off the ground and puts it back on his bed.
"Your welcome"