A/N: Wow. Three fanfics uploaded in one day. That has got to be a record.

Nothing was harder than watching her walk out that door. Not my Dad dying, not my Mom leaving, or even discovering that Virna wasn't my real mother.

No. This topped all of that. And the worst part is; it hurts like hell.

She didn't know it, but when Cory finally let go of my arm, I followed her down to the car. She didn't see me and that was okay; I had already said good-bye.

But the hardest thing was watching her get into the car with her Father and drive away.

I stood there a while, watching as the car pulled out of the parking garage and onto the street. As it stopped at the stop sign, I found myself praying the car would turn around, that she would realize her mistake in leaving me and come running back.

But she didn't.

I've been at home for a while now. The apartment is quiet, Jack and Eric having decided to stay at the Student Union.

But me? I can't go back there and face them. Not yet. Heck, I'm still trying to deal with the reality of her leaving. It hasn't quite sunk in yet.

I would drink, but I know how bad it would be. Drinking runs in my family and I know how I act when I'm drunk.

Instead, I think I'll crack open a bottle of soda, sit on the floor in my room and think about us.

Memories are all I have left.