Violence/angst/mentions of rape

Disclaimer: obviously I don't own star trek – all kudos to JJ Abrams and Gene Roddenberry and the actors

Spock's POV

Just thought I'd attempt something different from my usual schmoopy fluffy spirk stories. Probably my first attempt at writing violent/angsty stuff.

Maybe the blood dribbling out of the alien's mouth was wrong.

Maybe my knuckles also being covered in that same blood was wrong.

Maybe the fact that I was willing to sink to these depths was wrong.

Maybe being so in love with my mate was wrong.

Maybe the squirming victim lying on the floor in front of me pinning my boyfriend against a wall and raping him was wrong.

Maybe my boyfriend telling me this fact was wrong.

Maybe the fact that I am three times stronger than the blue-skinned creature before me was wrong.

Maybe the fact that he hadn't denied the rape was wrong.

Maybe the fact that he didn't even care about what he'd done was wrong.

Maybe the fact that my love for Jim overpowered all my logical thinking was wrong.

Maybe Jim not trying to stop me from hurting the rapist was wrong.

Maybe feeling no remorse for my actions was wrong.

Maybe walking away and leaving the man to bleed-out on the pavement was wrong.

Maybe it wasn't wrong.

Maybe I was correct to punish the evil creature for even thinking of hurting my T'hy'la.

Maybe the fact that Jim just hugged me and kissed me and told me that everything was over, everything was sorted out proved that all of those things weren't wrong.

At least that is what I tell myself when a wave of shame and guilt flows over me. He hurt my Jim; he deserved to be hurt in return. My love for Jim overpowers any regret that ever crosses my mind.

When Jim wraps his arms around me, and trusts me again to be close to him, and allows me to kiss him and entangles our naked limbs, I know that I made the right decision. Sometimes it is ok to allow emotions to rule your actions.

Hope it isn't too shabby

Never cross an angry Spock…or even think about hurting his Jim…Spock will make you pay…and he's 3x stronger than you- so probably not a good idea.