A/N: if I owned wowp, would I be here writing this crappy useless poem?
Written in Alex's POV:
My love for you will always stay untitled,
You broke through my barrier of non-chalance,
I tried so hard to get you out of my head, but I failed.
I know it's forbidden, I know it's a sin.
I'm not one to care about right and wrong,
Yet the sense of guilt is setting in.
Every damn time I see you, my heart skips a beat.
My brain keeps screaming that we can't be together.
I'm slowly sinking into this sense of defeat.
I tell myself all the time that this is wrong,
I pull pranks on you to fight this thing,
But every damn time I see you, my longing gets strong.
I can't help how I feel,
This feeling's just too real.
And you know I'm not someone who'd think a lot.
I keep asking myself, why don't we just give us a shot?
I try to think of a way
To let you know what I've got to say.
But my mind is cramped with so many fears.
What if you hate me? What if you think I'm disgusting?
Those are some things I can never bear.
I can slowly feel time slipping away from my hands,
I can slowly feel my sanity float to a far-away land.
I can't breathe; I am blinded as soon as you walk in through that door.
I know I can't hold it in anymore.
"Justin" I call out your name and
Pray that you'll somehow understand.
I can see your jaws tense, your muscles flex.
You look at me with skeptical eyes, "Yes Alex?"
I'm thinking of running away at the last minute,
This whole situation seems so indefinite.
It can go any way; I don't know how you'll react.
But I need to get it out today, or it'll get harder- that's a fact.
Your eyes lock on mine, and I know that it's time.
Why chicken out now when I want to dive into the crime?
My throat feels so clogged all I can get out is an "I"
My eyes won't leave the floor; I can't look into your eyes.
"Alex?" there's something about your voice that catches me off-guard.
When I look up and seen the pain contorting your face, I swallow hard.
I see hope when I see your eyes flicker,
The resistance I put up against myself is growing weaker and weaker.
Some evil voice keeps whispering into my ears,
Telling me you feel the same way, making me smile through my tears.
You look worried by now; your hand is on my head.
If looks could kill, I would have been long dead.
Your stroke my head gently, like you always do.
It's getting clearer each day, why I fell in love with you.
You offer me a smile. "It's okay."
And I think we just settled it today.
We don't even need words; you can always read my mind.
A love like this, where can you ever find?
I don't think anyone has ever been this happy to destroy everything,
But you're all that matters, my limbs, my eyes, my voice, my wings.
I feel like this happiness is engulfing me, everything else in this world has paled.
My love for you will always stay untitled.
A/N: I always wanted to write a jalex in poetry. Now you see why I was embarrassed to publish this XD still, I have to say, writing this was tougher than it looked. It had to rhyme, it had to make sense, and it had to stay (more or less) in-character. Hopefully it worked? Please review and let me know what you thought of this. And no worries, no more poetry-torture from me in the future :D