I AM NOT DEAD! Just been feeling awful for forever, but I'm gonna try and get back to normal with my fanfics and such.

I've been working on a few projects, and a lot of them have been HP/KUROSHITSUJI crossovers. This was one of them.

Disclaimer: I don't own HP or Kuroshitsuji

Pairings: SebaCiel, maybe AgniSoma, but no idea who to pair Harry with. It's got to be someone from the Circus arc.

Warning: Wizard!Ciel, SLASH, AU-ish (I'm going to try and stick to the Kuroshitsuji plotline.), Ciel and Harry are brothers Ciel is older they are not twins, probably some OOC

Summary: The Queen gave him a mission: Find the children and get them home. But Ciel's got his own mission: infiltrate the circus and find his brother. Simple right? Especially with and extraordinary demon butler on his side. But when has anything ever been simple for the young Phantomhives?

Part 1

Ciel knew that something was very, very wrong when he walked into the townhouse and his baby brother was not there to greet him.

"You're late!" Soma yelled happily; his arms outstretched as he waited for Ciel to hug him, which of course didn't happen. "Are your plans for the day over?"

"Welcome back" Agni said

"Teach me how to play chess today!"

The prince's command went unheard as Ciel and Sebastian continued walking into the house, not stopping their conversation about the circus. But both were thinking the same thing: Where was Harry? Harry who loved outings with his brother had said that he was too busy to go to the circus (which did not make Ciel freeze because he felt a little hurt, that's ridiculous). Harry, who was still wary of large crowds, had taken his coat and left the house, alone, at eleven in the morning.

"Heeey! What's up Ciel, that's a really sour look!" Ciel twitched. "You should at least greet me with a smile!" Soma whined.

"SHUT UP! I'm busy right now so SHUT UP!" The thirteen year old yelled. He was beyond frustrated and Soma's annoying presence wasn't helping. His gray-blue hair was momentarily disheveled and his visible eye had turned to ice. Good lord, where was Harry and his calming demeanor when he really needed it? With a growl, Ciel started to stomp down the hall. Had he been any faster he wouldn't have heard Sebastian question their foreign…guests.

"Forgive the Young Master, he has had a rather trying day." Sebastian explained. 'Trying, that's one way to put it.' Ciel thought with a hiss. "Ah, Have either of you seen young Harry around here by chance?"

"You mean he's not with you?" Agni asked worriedly.

Ciel froze. He did not like that answer. Anger momentarily forgotten, Ciel grabbed onto the nearest table to support himself while he listened.

Sebastian was shocked. A feat very few could actually say they have accomplished, the top two on the list being Ciel and little Harry. It wasn't too unusual for Harry to go to Diagon Alley once in a while to get some supplies or call upon his few London-dwelling friends. But he always went with someone, and he had never been out so late before. The demon would not admit it out loud to anyone who wasn't his Ciel, but he cared for the youngest Phantomhive. Not, of course, the same way he cared for Ciel. No, Harry was like a son to him, and to hear that there was a possibility that he was in danger was unnerving.

"No, what made you think that he would be?" Sebastian asked.

"He came back at around three. He said he had gotten most of what he needed done early because he felt bad about not going to the Circus with you. He said that the rest could wait until later and that he was going to make it up to you guys." Agni said. He looked at Sebastian apologetically. "We, tried to get him to stay and wait for you to return, but he said that it was important to go to the circus with you."

Ciel's blood ran cold. No, there was no way….but that sounded exactly like something Harry would do.

FLASH BACK

Ciel was glaring at his paperwork, trying to make it burst into flames, when Harry burst into his office. His cute green fencing top was covered in dirt. His dark hair was slipping out of its braid in big, messy clumps, and his green eyes were wet from tears. Harry looked upset, exhausted, and hurt I the way Harry held onto his right arm was anything to go by.

Immediately, Ciel shot up from his tall chair and ran to his brother's side. "Harry? Harry, What happened!"

"'M sorry." Harry chocked. He pressed his face into Ciel's shoulder as tears slipped out. Fingers carded through his hair and he was pulled closer to his big brother. "I was in a rush…and…."

"And…?" Ciel pressed. If someone hurt Harry, even by accident, they were going to pay.

"I-I tripped and I fell onto a tree root." He removed his hand to show Ciel a small, but fairly deep, gash on his upper arm.

"What the-Sebastian! Come quickly and bring me a disinfectant salve, a pain relieving potion, a mild healing potion, and a calming draught!" Ciel stood up and ushered Harry to his chair.

"Yes, my lord? You aren't hurt again I hope." Sebastian said lightly as he walked into the room.

"No, idiot! Harry needs these! He fell outside, I'm going to burn that tree for heat, I swear it. What on earth had you rushing so carelessly for?" Ciel asked Harry. He took to potions from Sebastian's arms and started to tend his brother's wound. Sebastian stood a little ways behind watching.

"I felt bad."

"What? Why?"

"I told you that I had too much to do today, so we wouldn't be able to go to London together. But I got everything done fast so I could spend time with you to make up for it." Harry said quietly.

One blue eye blinked. "Why were you so careless though! You could have been injured worse than this if you fell anywhere else!"

"I wanted to get to big brother. I couldn't bear the thought that I had made you upset, so I did everything I could to get here fast, without using magic. I'll always put big brother first."

Ciel stopped pouring the potion he had in his hand and turned to Harry, shocked. "Why?"

"Because I love you silly!" Harry said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. This made Ciel blush one hundred shades of red, really, did Harry need to say such embarrassing things with Sebastian in the room?

Sighing, Ciel pulled Harry into a one-armed hug. "I don't want to see you get hurt because you're trying to get to me though. Promise me you'll not do this again?"

"I'm not going to make a promise that I don't intend to keep. You taught me that, remember brother?"

END FLASHBACK

Stupid! Harry would do that! They didn't see Harry at the Circus, nor did Sebastian sense him, so where was he?

"I see, well, thank you Agni, Prince Soma, but Young Master and I have some very important business to discuss." Sebastian turned away and walked up to Ciel.

"He's not with you, is he?"

"I'm afraid we are going to have to continue this conversation later, Prince Soma." Stiffly, Sebastian led Ciel to his room. All the while listening to Soma and Agni's quiet sobs.

"He went to the Circus to find us." Ciel whispered. He sat heavily on his fluffy bed.

"It would seem so." Sebastian shut the door, and Ciel started undressing as if he was on auto pilot. For once, the demon took no pleasure in watching the boy as he stripped.

"Did you sense him there at all?"

"I'm positive sensed Harry's magic, but it was faint." The older man said. He went and pulled off Ciel's boots, went to get a clean night shirt for the boy, and finished helping him change.

"Faint? How so?"

"For one, it felt very repressed, as if there was a block in it or something." He watched as Ciel stiffened at the mention of the block. The teen and Harry knew all too well what it felt like to be under a magic suppresser. "It was also like he was there…..but not…"

"But it was still Harry's right." He visibly relaxed at Sebastian's nod. "Good. So tomorrow I want you to be on the lookout for Harry."

"Yes, my lord." Sebastian bent a bit.

"Well? Are you going to lie down or what?"

The demon smirked. "Of course." He changed out of his suit and into a large night shirt before crawling next to his young lover.

"I still can't believe you singed me up for the CIRCUS. This is going to be awful." Sebastian could only smirk more.

AN

Meh, quick starting chapter.

Like it? Review and tell me who should be with Harry:

Snake

Joker

Dagger

Jumbo

Doctor

William