A/N okay first off. Im soo sooo sooo sorry that I haven't updated in a long ass time, but I assure you I haven't left behind this story! Its been… a year now? Maybe but I'm updating now so here is chapter 19 (its short but at least it's something ;) )

Chapter 19: the argument

"It's no problem sparky I've had to deal with the same exact thing remember? Or still am." Then I laughed. Then something bothered me. "Guys have you seen Dimitri? He's been gone a really long time."

"Don't worry Rose I saw him going to his family's room to probably talk to them. I'm sure he is al-" then the door burst open and came running in Karolina. "ROSE! PLEASE YOU HAVE TO HELP DIMITRI! HE'S BEEN TAKEN AWAY BY GUARDIANS!" My heart froze. Everything around me stops and waited for my reaction. Lissa having been healing all day wasn't helping my control and I lost it. "WHAT!" I screamed.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN HIS BEEN TAKEN AWAY?!"I yelled at her. I made the mistake of trying to get out of the bed and almost falling flat on my face. I repeat almost. My mom caught me just before that could happen. I guess spending a long time in bed can make the world spin when you try to get up.

"Rose I swear I tried to help him but there were too many of them! And Dimitri was still injured so he couldn't fight back! I got knocked out for trying to help him and by the time I woke up he was gone! Please, I'm so scared! What happened to my baby brother?! Why did he get taken away?!" Karolina then broke down. By the time she finished I was repeating my attempts to stand and after getting the look from my mom she helped me up.

"Lissa, I need you to heal me." she looked at me like I was crazy. Rose you can't go! You just got out of surgery!

"Lis that's why I need you to heal me! I need to go after them!" I started walking towards her.

"ROSE I CANT! I won't! I will not let you get hurt again! You can't do this! Your baby almost DIED rose! You need to recover! I won't lose both of you!"

"And I won't lose DIMITRI! Listen lissa I need you to heal and I need you to do it now! We are wasting enough time as it is! As for my baby I won't make the same mistake twice. Those jerks caught me of guard that's it!"

"NO! I won't do it rose! I won't lose you!" That's it I've had it. I snap. I grabbed lissa by her shirt and put her in front of my face.

"Listen Lissa. Dimitri was taken because of me! I won't lose him! I almost lost him once and I swore that wasn't going to happen again! Now get your head out of your ass and heal me!" I yelled at her.

"Rose put Lissa down right now!" sparky yelled. He made his way on me. I let go of lissa and now faced my new target.

"Stay out of this! If you come any closer I swear I won't hesitate to hurt you Christian." I said. Rose please don't do this, Calm down please! My head snapped back to her.

"Don't you dare! Don't you dare ask me to calm the hell down! Now I'm going to tell you this only once HEAL ME!" I started walking to her again. My mom knew I wasn't myself so she grabbed me from behind and started pulling me back to the bed.

"Rosemarie please calm down this isn't good for you or your child. Please I'll help you just calm down!" I was thrashing around trying to get loose.

"WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THAT DIMITRI NEEDS ME! LET ME GO!" I screamed. Rose please! Relax and calm down! You're putting too much strain on the baby! "LET ME GO! LET ME GO! MOM PLEASE! I NEED TO SAVE HIM! PLEASE!"

"Rose sweetheart I know you want you save dimka but please you have to calm down. You're no help to him if you're hurting yourself worse." Olena said coming in the room. The moment I saw her face I just collapsed in my mom's arms. I felt saw the tears dropping on the floor before I realized I was crying. Then it turned into hardcore heartbreaking sobs. I was trembling. "shhh you're okay Roza. Everything is going to be okay." Olena wrapped her arms around me and pulled me from my mother. She took me to the bed and laid down with me. "It's okay…" then she started humming the lullaby dimitri used to hum to me back when we were in the cabin. The last thing I felt before I blacked out was Olena hand creasing my hair. Dimitri I will save you… then everything went black.