Scarred

They said you're gone, gone forever

So why am I still upset?

It's what I wanted right,

So why wont this feeling go away?

C|O|L|D

"You should be ashamed!"

Your never show fear...

So why did you flinch at his words, Daddy?

I thought fear was for cowards?

You don't like cowards.

C|O|L|D

As soon as you caught my eye,

That feeling came back.

That feeling of violation

Just doesn't seem to go away.

Why do you do it daddy?

"I'll be back for you Courtney"

You touched me with your filthy hands,

And suddenly I felt unclean.

Why?

C|O|L|D

Why did the warm lady cry, daddy?

I never cry.

Because you said, when you cry you're weak

And you don't like it when I'm weak.

You say the scares make me stronger.

C|O|L|D

They said they took you to a bad place,

For bad people.

For cold people.

They said its were you belong.

So why aren't I happy, daddy?

C|O|L|D

Even with you gone,

it still seems like your still here,

still watching me,

feels like everything's just the same.

C|O|L|D

They said could off find my mother,

But I knew there way no point to even try.

Because I don't have a mother.

Right, daddy?

Now I'm living with new parents.

There different,

There warm

W|A|R|M

I should be glad,

Shouldn't I?

But everything feels the same.

Same old memories, that just won't go away.

But that was you intention, right daddy?

You wanted to scar me,

As if you hadn't bruised me enough.