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thought that Padme and Anakin didn't deserve what happened to them so this is my version updates might be a little slow because of school

March 28, 2012- Over a year since this was published and I realize how horrible the first chapters of this story are so I am revising them one by one. Here is the revised chapter.

Prologue

He wasn't sure why he kept the Holo images, and yet he did. It wasn't against his master wishes, after all they only brought him anger and pain, emotions that kept him tied to the darkside, the problem was that they brought him to much pain. The images of her were like a drug, they were wrecking his life and yet, he couldn't stop looking at them.

There were 7 of them, three of her making speeches or following her other duties as a senator. One had been taken off the Holonet, it was of her standing on the balcony of her apartment, her dress softly glowing in the moonlight, she looked heavenly. But with the picture blow up as it was he could see two things, which he never admitted he could see. The first was a small band adorning her ring finger and then other was a shadow of a man who stood in her apartment. If he didn't admit that the man was there, he most certainly didn't admit that he most likely knew him. There were two of her and various balls, held for the senate, wearing beautiful dresses with her hair up in elaborate styles. And then in the center was his favorite, she was standing in the courtyard of the senate building, it had been a warm day and the dress she wore was light and had a low back and a neckline that left her shoulders bare. She looked nonchalant but her gaze was fixed on the back of a blond figure some ways away. The jedi robes he wore were identical to the ones Asor had wore long ago, even his shaggy blond hair looked as his did then which allowed him to pretend that the love that filled her gaze was for him, though he knew better.

He had taken that Holo himself and he knew exactly who she was gazing at, the jedi who had stolen everything from him.

Even before he had set his sights on the beautiful senator he had been top of his class at the temple. He had a high mediclorian count, the highest in his class, and was clearly talented with a lightsaber. It appeared that he would become very high ranking in the jedi order, most likely a master on the jedi council. But then a boy showed up, the same age as him, rumored to be the Chosen One, and he had taken his place.

When they were older he first noticed Padmé Amidala, she had just had an attempt on her life and he and his master had been sent to investigate. He had fallen in love with her from the first look but Skywalker had been assigned as her protector and when the returned from Naboo, not only had he won her love, but he was also knighted.

And after that he hatred of Anakin Skywalker had grown to the point that Darth Sidous, his master, had noticed it and offered him a place with him and a chance to destroy Anakin Skywalker, he quickly accepted. He acted as a spy until Order 66 was issued when he took his place as a sith lord and slaughtered all the jedi, except for Skywalker who received a different punishment.

He was sentenced to a lifetime sitting in the jail cells of the empire, being tortured for information he couldn't possibly know. And at the same time Asor Claggan assumed his identity, leaving everyone to believe that the betrayer of the jedi was their former Hero With no Fear and their golden boy, Anakin Skywalker.

Later he apprehended Padmé, offering her a chance to become his wife and rule as empress with him when he overthrew his master. She told him that she would never betray her husband like that and just the though that she had married his rival caused him to throw her into a cell next to her traitor of a husband, they would be so close but could never see each other.

And both of them sat, as the planets turned and years pasted, all alone. Finding comfort in their memories and dreams of the other, and their children, what could have been.

But one day, about 19 years later, a rebel ship was captured and a princess apprehended, a princess who reminded Asor, as he would realize later, of a former senator who he had once loved, and a jedi who he would always hate. And so he put her in the same cell as that woman, who he couldn't quite stop loving, to offer her company and a person to talk to because he couldn't help but care for her. It would also give the princess something to do before her death.