This is my very first fan fic so everyone please bear with me through this. I will do my best to update whenever I can =]] I have never actually written a story so this will be my first well unless you count my story I wrote in second grade about my cat taking a trip to Mexico. Lol but anyways im not sure if I will be putting a lemon in this Im only 14 so I wouldnt be to comfortable writing one but i might try. So please read and review thank you! =]]
Oh aaaannnddd I do not own this lovely series we all know as Vampire Academy even though God knows I wish I did own it but sadly i dont the wonder Richelle Mead owns it.
"I cant stay here with you, I cant love you Roza its not right." Ugh, and three, two, one. Heart break all over again. I mean you would think since its been three fucking years I wouldn't hurt anymore!
But nope Rose Hathaway cant ever catch a fucking break from all the heart break those damn words cause me!
I cant love you anymore Roza.
I cant love you anymore Roza.
I cant love you anymore R-
"What the hell?" I scream into my pillow. Well there is one good thing that he left me with. My beautiful daughter Kaitlyn Lissa Hathaway. My little angel.
"Kaity get up angel its time to go" I say, while grabbing her little foot and tickling her. "Nuu mommy stop!" she says trying and failing to free her little foot from my grasp.
"Okay Im up" she says still giggling.
Kaity has my hair and my attitude, she has his eyes and in her rare moments she has his calm attitude, but shes still the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. Besides him.
She sits up and looks at me with her chocolate brown eyes. A huge pain of heartbreak and loss threatens to take me over and it takes all my strength to keep control.
"Come on angel," I say fighting hard to keep the emotion from my voice.
"Momma I don't want to" she says stubbornly, what do you expect she is a Hathaway.
"Now or we wont be going with Auntie Lissa to Vegas," I say in my authoritive voice. Who knew I would be trying to get through the almost impenetradeable head of my daughter. I almost laugh at the thought.
"Fine momma" she sighs dramatically.
"ROSE!" Lissa yells downstairs. I quickly check the bond to see what the hell she is doing up so damn early. Aaah CRAP! I rush downstairs.
"What is wrong Liss?"
"What is wrong! Hmm I don't know what about the fact that you skipped out meeting yesterday!" she yells at me.
"I got caught up sorry Liss" I say sincerely. She watches me carefully, "Fine Rose your forgiven" she smiles at me. I cant help but smile back.
"You ready for Vegas this weekend?" Lissa asks me excitedly.
"Of course!" I tell her, equally excited. "Yo Rosie!" Christian says walking into the room. "Call me Rosie again and I will break your face okay Sparky?" I say sweetly. He just shrugs and walks over to Lissa and kisses her on the cheek.
"Sure thing Rosie" he says equally sweetly.
I was about to make a smart comment, but the next thing I knew something slammed right into me. If it weren't for my dhamphir reflexes I would have landed right on my ass. I righted myself before I fell. I looked down at my beautiful little angel. She looked up at me and smiled that smile the reminds me so much of him. I smile back at her and pick her up and kiss her forehead.
"Im ready to go mommy" she tells me.
"Okay angel"
"See you later when you get back Rose!" Lissa yells as I walk out the door.
I drop my little angel off at kinder and head back to my place. When I get through the door Liss is already hurrying me upstairs to start packing.
"Liss you know I will be on duty while we are there right?"
"Well duh Rose, but still you wont always be on duty there. So it wont hurt to pack some sexy and dangerous dresses and outfits." She tells me.
"Don't you find it kind of funny that out kids have the same birthday Liss."
"That's exactly why this will be the best birthday ever!" Liss exclaims. We packed in silence a while longer.
"Rose…" Lissa started.
"Yes Liss" I look up at her and try to get a feel through the bond, but shes blocking me.
"Tashas coming to Vegas" she says quietly. I was about to say something but she quickly goes on "I told her not to bring Dim-him" she quickly corrects herself.
"That's fine Liss" I lie, I really don't want to see that stupid bitch who took Di-him away from me. I sigh internally he doesn't love me anymore. He threw all of that away the day he left me.
All I had now was Lissa, Kaitlyn, Eddie, Christian –even though we argue and mess with each other we have gotten a lot closer- , and of course Adrian. Of course I have my parents Janine Hathaway (badass guardian I had to get that from somewhere) and of course my knee-cap breaking father Abe Mazur. I met my dad when I went to Russia for a break with Lissa before we has to report back to the Royal Court. Everyone calls him "Zmey" it means snake in Russian.
Adrian walks in with all his arrogance.
"Her little dhamphir" Adrian said. I looked over and smiled at him and quickly gave him a hug.
Later we were all packed and ready and were headed for Vegas. Of course flying always gave me a headache with the whole shadow-kissed effects. But I had managed to block the ghosts so the headache was bearable.
"Momma!" my little angel said.
"Yes angel"
"I love you mamma"
" I love you too angel"
A couple hours later and we were at the airport. The party wasn't for another two days so we still had time for last minute things. We got to the hotel and checked in.
I laid Kaity down and went to unpack. I finished unpacking Kaitys things and was about to unpack my stuff but instead ended up curled up in bed and fell into a deep dreamless sleep.
I woke up the next morning very aware of the tiny little body next to me. I kissed Kaitys little forehead and got out of bed. I quickly showered and got ready for the day. I got Kaity up and quickly got her dressed. We went to Lissas so Kaity could spend the day with Uncle Sparky while Lissa and I got everything for the party set up.
"Oh my gosh!" Lissa yelled. I looked at her questioningly.
"We need more balloons and we need to pick up presents and dresses for the party tomorrow." She said.
I groaned, "Liss I don't need another dress! You know I don't like shopping!" she turned toward me, tossing her platinum blond hair to the side and placed her hands on her hips. "Rose .! You are going to shop with me whether you like it or not," she smiled slyly at me –Oh Lord this woman!- I thought " besides" she continued, " Rose if you wont go as my best friend then I will make you go as my Guardian."
I narrowed my eyes at her. "Liss I could always get a different Guardian to go with you."
"Oh Rose you know you wouldn't do that!" I turned towards the voice.
Adrian.
"Oh Ivashkov your comments are always so damn adorable!" sarcasm dripping off every word that left my mouth.
"Whatever little dhamphir you know you love me whether you want to admit it or not. Never the less my undying love for you will always be here for you!" to my surprise Adrian bowed to me dramatically. He actually bowed!
I laughed "Come on Liss, I would love to go shopping with you" I said quickly grabbing her hand and pulling her along.
"Watch the decorations Adrian or I will hurt you!" I called over my shoulder as Lissa and I quickly left.
"Anything for you little dhamphir!" Adrian called back.