Shadow- 'ello there peoples :D

Germany- aren't you suppose to be writing on a certain other fanfic T_T?

Shadow- well yes but I wanna write a Hetalia fanfic cause well…STOP INSTIGATING YOU MEANIE ;A;!

-Ve~! Doitsu she's still writing =o= you don't have to be angry.

Germany- let's just do the disclaimer before my blood pressure goes higher then it needs to be =A=.

- Shadow-chan doesn't own Hetalia ve~.

Germany- Himaruya Hidekaz does.

I still remember the last time I saw you as if it was yesterday.

You had asked me to become one with the Holy Roman Empire and I had refused for good reasons. I hadn't wanted you to had suffered the same strife and war like my late grandfather Rome had had to endure when trying to create such a vast empire.

At night, I still cry myself to sleep wondering why I didn't try to stop you.

"I have always loved you since the 900 hundreds Chibitalia."

"If you did, why did you leave me?" I think every time the others aren't paying mind to me.

I only act happy and clueless to makes sure they don't worry about me.

I still have questions that always go on to deaf ears.

What if I had decided to go and join you as and empire? Would you have stayed and settled down?

What if I had tried to stop you from leaving to war after you'd kiss me instead of just standing there and crying? Would my pleas and begging have made you stay?

I will never know.

But maybe you haven't really left me. Maybe, just maybe you live on as a new nation.

Germany.

It was during the closing of the first World War.

I had been hiding in a tomato crate and heard an angry gruff voice yelling and prodding at said crate to see if someone or something was inside the wooden cube.

At that moment, I was dumb enough to make myself the Tomato Box Fairy hoping that you would believe me but didn't.

I panicked and shot my head out of the box crying and begging that you not hurt me.

It was then that I was able to get a good look at his face. The resemblance had almost made me fall backwards into the crate because of shock.

This man who I would later know as Ludwig, the personification of Germany was like an older version of you, Holy Roman Empire.

The only slight differences were his hair which was slicked back and his eyes that were that icy blue color that seemed to calculate everything before making a move.

Besides that it almost seemed as if it was you.

I almost cried but stopped myself.

"You don't look as if you are related to the great Roman Empire…" grumbled the German as he looked me over.

That comment had stung a bit but I pretended it didn't. Or at least not have heard.

So at that moment no very second, I had decided that I would befriend him. At first, my reasons for doing so were to see if I could jog his memory and see if he really was you.

Selfish yes but I really missed you.

But then as the days and years passed, I realized something that made me both giddy and scared.

I had fallen for Ludwig (he had started to let me call him that or as Kiku had taught me Doitsu)

I felt as if I had betrayed you by letting my heart go and be smitten.

After Big Brother France had told me that you had most likely died from the Thirty Years War, my whole world crumbled around me.

As France was telling me that it would be best to forget you and move on I had decided no VOWED, to never fall nor love for another. Whether it be another nation or a human, I would never want to feel the same feelings I'd felt after I'd heard that you'd died.

But over the centuries, I had grown and learned from all I had seen as times changed. But not as much as I have learned after I befriended Ludwig.

From him, he taught me it was okay to love again. I was actually able to feel as if I could keep my guard down and let others know how I felt. He taught me and showed me time and again that he would always come to help me or save me even when I didn't even deserve it.

Don't think that I'll forget about you Holy Roman because you'll always have a special place in my heart and memories. You may be gone but never forgotten.

Even if Ludwig isn't you reincarnated and that it was just a coincidence that he looks like you, I don't care anymore.

Until we meet again in the next life, I hope you watch and protect me and all my friends.

You taught me a lot Holy Roman Empire and I thank you for that.

As I wait for our paths to cross again when someday the Republic of Italy may crumble one way for another, I wouldn't mind waiting.

I have someone who would be sad if I left and wouldn't want to see him anguished.

Arrivederci e ciao Sacro Romano Impero~

Okay so yes I know I should be writing my next chapter for my story Bittersweet Memories but well I just got this while well eating an apple so yea lol 8D.

Tell me whatcha thunk and yeaa. Who knows I might continue this but meh it depends lol XD. So rate review and I won't get Russia on youu~ =w= I like Ivan xD.

BYE BYE 8D!

I apologize if this is short but oneshots don't really work for me unless I write them down cause then I can fill up lots of pages =A=~!