Chapter 41

It was Brian's day off so he came up later in the day to hear if he could take Mr. Cool out running with him.

"Hey Sofia, do you think Mr. Cool want to go running with me?"

Sofia smiled, "hey Brian, I don't know maybe if you can get him away from William."

"So how is it going found a nanny yet?"

Her smile faded somewhat as she met his eyes, "No, it's impossible we haven't managed to agree on one yet."

Brian looked at Sofia and raised his eyebrow, "why not put him in daycare then?"

Sofia looked at him, "have you been talking to Sara today?"

"No, why isn't she at school today?"

Sofia's eyes narrowed slightly as she nodded, "yes she is, and because he isn't old enough."

He shook his head lightly and offered her a smile, "oh sorry, I didn't know they had to have a certain age before they could start."

"They don't I just don't think he's old enough to start at a place like that."

Brian looked at her, confusion showing clearly on his face, "if you don't mind me asking but why not?"

She inhaled deeply, "because he's only five months old and it's more secure for him to be in his own home."

Brian gave her a brief smile, then lifted his hand to rub his neck nervously, "well, I don't know anything about babies, but how can it be better for him to stay at home with a boring adult than go out and meet other kids on his own age and have someone to play with?"

Sofia stared at him through darkened eyes as she crossed her arms over her chest, not really sure about what to say.

Brian shrugged his shoulders as a smile appeared, "I don't know Sofia, I just always been told that it's throw correlation with other people you learn how to socialize, and I bet the best one to educate a child is a child, but I do understand why you feel more safe having him at home."

She pursed her lips as her eyes narrowed, "Yeah, I'm actually thinking about shifting to the night shift."

His eyes met hers and she watched a devilish grin play on his lips, "Guess, you haven't heard?"

"Heard what?"

He shrugged his shoulders and grinned, "That Nelson just has shifted to the night shift."

Sofia sighed heavily, "Brian, that's not funny tell me you are kidding?"

Brian couldn't stop laughing so he just shook his head, slowly he stopped laughing again, "Sorry sweetie, but I'm telling you the truth."

"Whoa… lucky me, guess I just goner stay home and take care of William cause there is no way in hell I'm working with Nelson" Sofia said facetiously.

Brian smiled, "can't blame you but we do miss you. I better get on with my running," he looked at Mr. Cool and chuckled, "guess you're not coming, see you later Sofia say hey to Sara for me."

"Sure, Brian later" Sofia answered simply.

After Brian left Sofia spent some time thinking about what Brian had said, there were definitely several things she hadn't thought about. She also thought about how things would be if she changed her shift, and actually there wasn't anything about that she liked.

She would have to work with Nelson and basically wouldn't be seeing Sara, so… that was a no and a no. Then she thought about nanny contra daycare, well a nanny would make William feel safe because he was in his own home, but if you got the wrong person to look after him he could end up not being safe. He wouldn't feel safe in a daycare, but wouldn't that only be in the beginning until he got used to the place and the people around him, and if it was the one at Berkley Sara would be there all the time.

Sofia sighed the truth was, she actually didn't know what she had against daycare, since she never had been in one.

She leaning over him and rubbed his stomach, William wrapped his hands in her hair and giggling happily, "I think your mom is much more scared to leave you than you are to go out and conqueror the world."

Receiving a giggle in response, Sofia nodded and picked her son up, "I think it's about time we go see a daycare," she kissed him, "well, guess you already have seen it so you can show me around."

Sofia got them both ready and then they went back to Berkley, she thought about calling Sara but she wasn't quite sure if Sara was teaching for the moment and she didn't wanted to disturb her, so she didn't. When they arrived they once again were met by Louisa.

"Hey and welcome back," she looked around, "Sara isn't with you?"

"Hey, no she still has classes."

Louisa smiled, "okay, guess you want to see the place?"

She gave her son a bright smile before looking at Louisa, "That would be nice if you have the time?"

Louisa nodded her head as she smiled sweetly at her, "Sure, why don't I show you around, then afterwards you can go talk to Beth, she's the one who runs the place."

Louisa showed Sofia the whole place and the outdoor area then she offered to take William while Sofia went talking to Beth.

Louisa introduced Sofia and Beth to each other and then she walked into the playroom with William while the two women went into Beth's office.

Beth told her how the inner structure in the house was working and which pedagogical values they worked from, Sofia had to admit that it looked like the house was driven very professionally and with a very well educated staff.

"So Sofia, do you have any questions?"

"It all sounds very fine, but I just can't get over this hurdle that I think William is too young to start at a place like this" Sofia stated hesitantly.

"I think a lot of parents feel that way especially with their first child, but I promise you it's much worse for the parent than it is for the child" Beth answered honestly.

"Yeah maybe, it wasn't like William was even close to start crying when Louisa walked away with him" Sofia retorted to Beth's amusement.

"I know you think his is too young but he won't be the youngest kid here, we actually have two kids who are younger than him, and William seems to be a very strong boy with a lot of self-confidence" Beth said candidly.

Sofia chuckled, "oh yeah, I don't think he needs more there, I swear he has that after Sara she has absolutely no qualms letting him start here."

"Oh Sofia, you couldn't be more wrong about that, no parent have ever put us under so much investigation as Sara has, I think each and every one of us have been checked out" Beth chortled. "I think she has spent every free time in her schedule here just to see how things are working and to watch the other children, sometimes I wonder if she has checked them out as well" she wondered aloud.

"Really? Guess I shouldn't be all that surprised nothing with her is ever randomly" Sofia replied, smiling at her.

"I can imagine that especially when it comes to William, but why don't we go out and see how William is holding up, maybe I will be easier for you to make up your mind after seeing him with the other children."

They got up and went into the playroom, they found him on a mattress in front of a big mirror with a little girl around his own age, both giggling and having the laugh of their life.

Except when he was playing with Mr. Cool, Sofia couldn't remember seeing him laugh so much which brought a big smile on her own face, Louisa came over to them.

"You have a very bright and inquisitively boy Sofia, he is already trying to crawl just to get around seeing and touching things." Louisa nodded, though her tone implied that she was teasing her, "and I think he already has a girlfriend, his very enthusiastic about Melissa, and I think she likes him."

Beth attempted unsuccessfully to stifle a laugh, "so much for too young!"

Sofia gave her a look that bordered somewhere between amusement and a scowl, "my son has a girlfriend?"

"Yep think so, they didn't want to play with the other children we placed them with and normally Melissa wants to play with everyone" Louisa told her, chuckling.

"Okay, well I know William is advanced for his age, but I would have thought he would be talking before dating."

Beth smiled, "sorry, but I have some work I need to put my attention too, but I hope you will think about letting him start here, I'm sure it will be good for him."

Sofia smiled back, "I will, and thank you for taking the time talking to me."

"You're welcome and feel free to call if you have any questions."

Sofia went over and picked William up, but he wasn't at all happy about they had to leave so he decided to cry for the most of the drive home, when they got home Sara was already there, she came out from the office when she heard them.

"What's wrong with William?"

Sofia let out an exaggerated sigh, "hello to you too, he's just sulky because he can't have it his way all the time."

William's cry slowly quieted to a soft whimper as Sara's voice lowered to a whisper, "What's up with you? Are you giving mommy a rough time?"

William just giggled, Sofia went to his room with his things, and Sara took William into the office with her. After playing a bit with him Mr. Cool started to get impatient so Sara put William down on the floor just as Sofia walked in. She went over to the brunette and straddled her, she cupped her face and kissed her, Sara was so surprised that she just kissed back.

She stared into Sara's eyes, "enough with this, I miss you!"

Sara smiled and gently caressed her face, "miss you too, Sof."

For a while they just kissed but Sofia finally broke it, "want to know where we have been and why William was sulky?"

"Mmm-hmm… if you want to tell."

She met Sara's eyes and a devilish grin spread across her face, "we have been out on Williams first date."

Sara raised an eyebrow as her confusion shone in her eyes, "what? You have what?"

Sofia wrapped her arm around the brunette's neck, her fingers playing in her hair, "well, I didn't know it when we left, but that's how it turned out, and he wasn't a bit happy about leaving his girlfriend."

Sara gazed at Sofia before turning her head looking down on the floor at William, but he had fallen asleep wrapped around Mr. Cool, so she looked back at Sofia.

"Okay, so let me get this straight, my five month old son is dating, and you are letting him?"

"No, but I wasn't the one looking after him when it happened, I was caught up with this woman!"

Sara arched a brow; "do I really want to hear this?"

Sofia just smiled before kissing her, "yeah, I think you do."

"Mmpf… You are seeing a woman and William is dating, is it even safe for me to let you two out the door?"

Sofia wiggled her brows, "perhaps not but it was your idea."

Sara sighed heavily, "For you to go see other women, oh no babe, I don't think so."

Sofia chuckled, "sweetie, we have been at the Berkley daycare center to see how it works, and then I went in and had a talk with Beth."

Confused, Sara just shook her head, "you went to see the daycare center, why? You don't want him there."

"No, but you do, so I thought I at least should go see the place."

"Okay, so that do you think about the place?"

She shrugged her shoulders and cocked her eyebrow at her, "well it seems like a great place."

She looked into the blonde's eyes and raised her eyebrow at her, "but?"

"There's no buts, it's just he's so young." Sofia sighed heavily before meeting her eyes, "but I think my dislike towards a daycare has more to do with my own fear of leaving him in a place like that. William didn't seem to mind, he didn't started crying before I wanted to take him home. I just know I will feel like a bad mother if I sent him off to daycare, just so I can start working."

Sara saw Sofia's concern and smiled to comfort her, "even, if it makes him happy?"

"Sara, I just…"

Sara silenced her with a kiss, "no Sof, you can never be a bad mother, and I think William is much better off with a happy mom who is working, than a grumpy mom who is going home with him, and he can't be that young if he already is dating."

Sofia relaxed somewhat, "maybe not, and I guess the place checked out fine?"

"Sof, I wouldn't dream about putting our son anywhere without giving the place a thorough investigation first."

"So I was told" Sofia snickered. "Perhaps we should give it a try, but I'm going to take him out of there if he doesn't like it."

"Of course you are, but trust me babe he is going to like it there it really is a great place," she chuckled, "and on top of that they know I'm close, and will keep an eye on them. So who is he dating, please say it's Melissa?"

Sofia looked at her, "it is how you knew?"

"I didn't but she is such a sweet little girl, I have her mother in some of my classes, and if Melissa is as smart as her mother, she's just perfect for William."

Sofia broke into laughter. As her laughter slowly ebbed, she looked back at the brunette, "Sara, they are just babies I don't think anything has to be perfect just yet; he might goner meet other girls he wants to date."

Sara cocked an eyebrow at her, "mmpf… don't think I like the sound of that."

Sofia kissed her, "sorry honey, but it's the truth, and if he already is starting now I'm afraid there are going to be a lot of girls in that boy's life."

"Stop," Sara growled, "I really don't want to hear that."

"No..?" Sofia grinned at her expression before continuing, "Then you better find a way to silence me."

Sara's lips slowly started roaming on Sofia's neck and throat, while her hands started unbutton her shirt, until Sofia's stopped them.

She inhaled sharply as Sara kissed her neck, "sweetie, we can't."

Sara flicked her tongue across Sofia's lips, "babe, he is sleeping."

"Mmm… but he never sleeps for long in the afternoon, in fifteen minutes his up again."

"That long? We've been faster" Sara said, pushing her eyebrows up and down suggestively several times.

Sofia chortled at the thought, "yes we have, but I don't want fast, so you my dear are going to wait until tonight after his been tucked in."

Sara pouted, "That long? Don't we have any sleeping pills in the house?"

Sara laughed loudly as Sofia gently smacked her arm and leaned forward to kiss her, "no we don't, so you just have to be patient."

"Okay," Sara sighed, "I better finish these papers then." She pulled the blonde into a passionate kiss, sighing heavily as Sofia gently pulled from her arms and stood up.

William woke up and Sofia brought him with her to the kitchen to start dinner while Sara got her school work done.

They talked some more about daycare over dinner, Sofia wanted him to start before she went back to work that way she wouldn't have to stop working again if he didn't liked it. Sara agreed and suggested that he could go every other day and stay home the other one until they found out how he would react to the whole thing, it would also give Sofia a chance to pick him up and with her own eyes see how he was doing.

Sara cleaned up the kitchen while Sofia gave William a bath afterwards Sara and William were playing their picture card game. Sara had taking pictures of the people in their life and a lot of different animals and laminated them. Whilst she was showing them to him she would tell him who or what it was.

When they had started Sofia had just shook her head thinking that William didn't understood the game, but that had only lasted until she realized that William always took the right picture whenever Sara was asking for mommy or Mr. Cool.

They never played it for long Sara always made sure to stop before William lost interest, sometimes under big protest from William but Sara never gave in and Sofia wisely stayed out of it. When it was Williams bed time Sofia read him a story and tucked him in while Sara went for a walk with Mr. Cool. When they came back the dog went straight to the baby room and placed himself right beside the cradle.

Sara went into the bedroom where Sofia was lying on the bed watching TV, she went over and kissed her, before going to the bathroom for a shower, afterwards she went back to the bedroom and lay down beside Sofia.

"Tired sweetie?"

"No, but William didn't wanted to sleep, so this is closer than the living room."

She raised an eyebrow at her, "something wrong or is he just not tired?"

Sofia pulled Sara tight against her body and smiled, "oh, he's tired he just wanted company, so I expect him to go to sleep, with Mr. Cool in his room."

"Want me to check on him?"

Sofia shifted her position slightly and pulled Sara on top of her, "no, I want you to keep me company."

Sara traced the blonde's lips with her tongue before kissing her, "just company?"

Sofia let her lips roam over Sara's throat, "what do you think?"

"I think," Sara smiled, "I have waited long enough."

Sara mouth found Sofia's, soon tongues was dueling and teasing while hands was investigating bodies and removing cloths. Sara's hand slowly roamed down Sofia's body closely followed by her mouth. Breasts was kissed and nibbled before she moved down to the stomach, just as she was about moving further down Williams crying stopped her.

Sara raised her head and looked into her eyes, "dinner?"

"No," Sofia giggled, "possibly a clean diaper."

Sara pushed herself up and kissed Sofia, "don't go anywhere I'll be right back."

Sara got up and went into William, he got a clean diaper but he didn't look particular tired so Sara sat down in the rocking chair and started telling him a story.

After thirty minutes Sofia started wondering what was taking Sara so long. She got out of bed and went into William's room and found Sara and William sleeping in the chair.

A smile slowly spread across Sofia's lips, "well Sara guess the day you got to tired arrived after all" she said lowly, leaving the baby room.

She went back to bed and was soon asleep but not for long, warm soft lips caressing her skin slowly woke her up. Sofia's hand instantly went to the back of Sara's head; Sara kissed her way up to Sofia's ear.

"Did I wake you?"

She looked up at her and smiled "mmm."

"Want to go back to sleep?"

Sofia caught Sara's lips, "no, do you?"

"No, still want you," Sara's fingers lightly ran up Sofia's breast, before sliding back down to the waistband of panties, slowly pulling them off, "I just got a little delayed."

Sofia chuckled, "so I noticed; sure you're not too tired?"

Sara tilted her head to look at her with passion-glazed eyes, "sweetie, I can never be too tired for you, delayed perhaps, but I can never be so tired I don't want you."

Sofia rolled them around so she was on top; slowly she started kissing her way down Sara's body she teasingly kissed a breast before sucking the nipple into her mouth while her hand cupped the other one, her thumb gently rubbed over the nipple.

She went further down, her tongue softly slide over the smooth skin on Sara's stomach while her fingernails lightly scraped up and down on Sara's inner thighs. Sara groaned and her hips buckled up when Sofia's tongue slid over her clit, the blonde's tongue went further down but only to slide very lightly up again just teasing around. It didn't take long before Sara got impatient; she gently lifted Sofia's head and gazed at her.

"Something wrong?" Sofia smirked.

"Enough with the teasing," Sara growled.

Sofia's tongue traced a path back to her lips. She smiled and looked at her, "I'm not, baby."

"You're not?" Sara softly bit Sofia's lower lip, "let's find out shall we?"

Before Sofia could react she was on her back Sara placed between her legs, she bent down and spread the blonde's labia very lightly she let her tongue slide over the lips but didn't touch the clit she just blew on it. She moved her lips to her lover's inner thigh and softly sucked on the skin; she moved and did the same on the other thigh.

Sofia was groaning and it didn't take long, before she was just as impatient, as Sara had been just a few minutes earlier. Sofia pushed herself up resting on her elbow, and looked at Sara.

"Sweetie, stop teasing" Sofia gasped lightly as Sara's tongue slid along her inner thigh.

A mischievous grin appeared on her lips, "I'm not, babe."

Sofia wrapped her arm around Sara's neck, her fingers playing in her hair, "hon, come on."

Sara looked into her eyes. Blue eyes full of passion "babe, on your knees!"

Sofia slowly got on her knees; Sara placed herself between them and pulled the blonde's body down until her tongue reached Sofia's clit. Sara gently started licking it while a finger circled around her lover's wet opening.

Sofia's hands softly roamed down Sara's body, she caressed the brunette's breasts and gently let her fingers pinch the nipples, her hands went further down one disappeared into her lover's pussy the other one she rested on the brunette's hip to support herself.

Sara groaned when she felt Sofia's fingers on her clit, her groin began rocking against the blonde's hand as she pressed her tongue inside her lover making Sofia moaning and thrusting against her tongue.

Soon it wasn't enough for Sofia only to touch; she bent down and let her tongue slide over her lover's clit. Sara replaced her tongue with two fingers and let her tongue go back to lick and nibble on the clit.

Their pace gradually went up both was whimpering and moaning muscles was quivering and their breath nothing more than rasping gasp, both bodies was flushed and covered in sweat.

When Sofia let two fingers slide inside her lover she could almost immediately feel how Sara's inner walls started tighten around them, she thrust a bit harder and soon after Sara went over the edge bringing Sofia with her, both crying their lovers name out loud.

After catching their breath Sofia turned but kept lying atop of Sara and for a while they just laid there kissing without speaking, but finally Sara rolled them around and locked eyes with Sofia.

"Do you know I love you?"

Sofia looked up at her and smiled, "yes I do, and I love you."

Sara brushed her lips against hers and smiled, "do you know you have given me the one thing I never thought I would have?"

Sofia looked up in puzzlement, "Sara, what are you talking about? I haven't given you anything."

Sara's hand gently stroked her cheek, "Sofia, you have given me everything; you have given me a family."

Sofia smiled at her and gently kissed her lips, "no I haven't sweetie we made that together."

"I have a family," Sara's face lit up in the biggest smile; she lightly shook her head, "whoa…"

"Yes you do," Sofia pressed Sara's head down and kissed her lips tenderly, "now and forever?"

Sara knew at this moment, without a doubt, she never wanted this to end. "Now and forever" she smiled before finding Sofia's lips in a long passionately kiss.

The end

Author's Note: …Or maybe …Tbc… one day since I still have a few ideas..!