Title: Far away
Pairing: Adam/Chris
Plot: Takes Place around 2002, the very day, hours before Adam suffered a broken neck.
Rating: M
Warnings: M/M, Lang, Sexual situations, Angst, and Alcohol/Drug usage.
Disclaimer: Sadly i don't own them ... an old fart does ...
Feedback: Pleaseeeeee *Insert pouty lip and puppy dog eyes*

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Chapter 1

.Adam sighed watching Chris talk and laugh with his band members. Yeah Chris was a WWE superstar, Actor, and Rock star, but none of that mattered to Adam. The only thing that mattered was that Chris was his boyfriend, his lover, and Adam loved Chris more then anything in his life, that scared him. The fact that he's quit wrestling forever if that meant he could spend every second of the rest of his life with Chris.

Adam sighed, as here lately Chris had been so busy with his new CD that was about to be released, and his role in an upcoming film, that he basically ignored Adam, barely even acknowledging him, other then a mumbled "good morning" or a shrug, that was it for the past few months. Chris stayed out late with his band, so Adam didn't seem him all, and when he came home all he'd want to do is sleep.

Adam closed his eyes clenching his fists at the anguish he was feeling. All he simply asked for was a hug or a kiss, hell even a peck on the cheek would satisfying him at this moment. But Chris wasn't even looking in his direction. Adam felt tears welling up as he turned to leave, Chris would be out all night, as this was his band's CD release party, but Adam had a match later on with Kurt.

Adam quickly dressed in his ring gear, pulling his ring coat when Chris walked in.

"Adam! There you I've been looking for you" Chris murmured with a smile.
"Oh really, well I find that hard to believe, I've been around, you know... been here" Adam muttered not glancing up at Chris. "Adam come off it please, as you know my big Album release is tonight and me and the rest of Fozzy are going to celebrate it, so i may be a little late-"

Adam cut him off. "Chris! Please don't even, you're late all the time, at least where it comes to me anyways, it'll be no different. I've never objected to anything you've done, have i? No. So Chris have fun at your little party" Adam tossed his empty roll of wrist tape at Chris's Chest before plastering a fake smile and walking out for his match.

Kurt came out and the match started off. Everything was going fine until Kurt hoisted Adam up for a belly-to-back German suplex and Adam could've sworn he heard something "crack". Kurt must've as well as he didn't go for the other two, instead telling the ref to check Adam while posing, trying not to break Character.

"Edge, you okay?"

"Give me a minute" Adam tried to move his arm but it wouldn't budge. "I can't move my Arm! I can't feel my arm!" Adam muttered to the ref. "Do you want to stop?"

"No finish the match"

Kurt put Adam in the ankle lock and Adam gave in since he couldn't move his arm. The referees rushed Adam to the back, to see the trainer.

"Adam you should go get an X-ray, i can't tell you anything for sure but i think you may have a slipped disk in your neck" The trainer told him as Adam blinked. "What?" he asked as if in a daze. "Let me put it this way, You may have broken your neck" The trainer said as Adam bit his lip, getting up and limping away to his locker room without another word, finding it empty. He didn't feel like taking a shower so he gathered his belongings, turning to leave when Hunter walked up smirking.

"When Sex toys break, or become boring you throw 'em away" He said with a smug look on his face. Adam glared, hiding his tears and left the arena.

After he parked, still clad in ring gear he grabbed his stuff and walked up to the room he was supposed to be sharing with his very non existent boyfriend. As he turned the key, stepping it and flipping on the light he turned around surprised to see Chris sitting on they're bed.

"Adam, you're in your gear?" Chris asked standing, still wearing the clothes he was to wear for his celebration. "Why aren't you at your party? Just leave me alone, i have to shower and hurry up." Adam muttered dropping his things as Chris stood walking towards Adam who had his to Chris. Chris gently wrapped his arms around Adam's sweaty narrow waist.

"I thought about what you said, i skipped it, i can afford to miss it, considering my lover needs attention, so where's the fire baby, what's wrong?" Chris answered 'shhhhing' Adam who turned to face Chris. "You missed it for me?" Chris nodded kissing Adam on the lips. "Chris we can't ... tonight" Adam sniffled "I need to get an X-ray tomorrow"

Chris blinked "Baby what happened?" his sky blue eyes filled with concern. "Tonight in my match with Kurt he gave me a German suplex, and i heard something crack, i can't move my left arm, and the trainer said it's possible i may have broken my neck or could have a slipped disk" Adam sobbed as Chris shook his head in disbelief.

"If i do have a broken neck, you gonna drop me like a bad habit, huh Chris?"

"No ..." he whispered. "No Adam don't say that ... I'm sure everything will be fine. I WOULD NEVER Leave you baby... I love you, how could you say that Adam?"

"Well ... Like Hunter told me a few weeks ago, you only want me because of my looks ... and as i was leaving he told ... m - me ..." Adam's sobs got louder as Chris wrapped his arms around him, suddenly seeing red as he sneered, his blue piercing eyes narrowed in anger.

"H-he said ... when a sex toy breaks you throw it away ... be -because ... nobody wants broken sex toys" Adam began sobbing into Chris's chest as Chris was seething. He took a deep breath, calming down, mentally promising Paul severe pain.

He cupped Adam's face gently. "Adam you ARE NOT a sex toy, and i would never abandon you baby, as i said I care about you, i love you, Hunter just wants to break us up to take you, to get to me, ignore that fuckin' bastard, he'll get his believe me on that one. If your neck is broken, i will personally cancel everything to personally take care of you baby, as a matter of fact i'll go with you tomorrow for the x-rays, Okay?" Chris asked placing a soft kiss on Adam's lips.

Adam sniffled "Kay".

"Come on cutie, let's get you showered for bed, right now all I want is you in my arms" Chris murmured softly leading Adam into the bathroom.

Adam wondered in the back of his mind if Paul was right ... Time would surely tell ...

End of Chapter 1