Why Did You Have To Go?

Series – Axis Powers: Hetalia

Rating – M

Pairing - USxUK

Summary - "You always gave me the strength to move on when I looked into those Blue Eyes of yours.. Now you're all grown up, and I have no idea what to say anymore.." Angst!England, USUK, Partial Lemon. Switches Speaking Positions. 2 Chaptered Story~

For LinkeyGirl/Alanna/Russia from deviantART.

Damn...Damn it all..

Why does it have to be you of all people..?

Alfred...

~x~

"Is this for me?" The American boy held a neatly designed box in his hand that was given to him. A smile seemed to cross his face; That showed England that he was very optimistic about obtaining such a present from him.

"Yeah. Open it and look inside." He simply answered, having a small smirk tug at the corner of his mouth.

America grinned when he noticed England's gleaming eyes face him to wait for eager boy to click the button on the box and open it. His face lit up quickly, placing it onto the table and taking out what seemed like little people in uniforms.

"Uwah~!" America's jeer from his gifts made him happier than England had ever seen him before. "Toy Soldiers! And they all have different faces! Wow~"

"It was made by hand," England gave a weak chuckle, smiling.

"Is it really okay for me to have this?" And then he saw the nod that England gave him, looking back at it. "Thank you, England!"

"You're welcome, and take good care of it." He waved his hand in front of his face, smirking.

"Hoor-Ah! Your hand.." America's smile slowly faded. "Is it hurt?"

England's hand had a white bandage around it that had stained red. He winced a little, trying to bend his fingers so America wouldn't have such a worried look on his face. Though, it didn't work..

"Huh? Oh! N-No this.." He was stuttering over his words. "Don't worry about it! It doesn't hurt at al-Nn.."

~x~

America was towering over my body once he moved me over to the bed. I could hear and feel the pulses of my heart race through my entire body. Never before in my life I had felt like this.. It was too new, and it was quite painful the more I tried to push the feeling away from me.

"I-I love you.." Dammit. My voice was strained, and someone could easily tell that from how I spoke. "I don't know when it all started.."

America caressed my cheek with his fingers, locking those soft blue eyes that were always cheerful when he was younger. It wasn't like they weren't cheerful now, but...

"Do you feel pain when you're with me..?" America's breath was warming up my ear every time he spoke. The wanker, always trying to get what he wanted.. He was always so greedy, but this time.. It didn't bother me, or irritate me..

"Ah.." His lips; Those lips that always had some sort of smile were supporting his teeth that were connecting to my neck's skin.. It felt so nice, but.. Why? Why did it feel like my heart was being ripped into pieces?

"How should I address you..?" I didn't realize he had taken my uniform clothes off while leaving my briefs on.. All these thoughts in my head had distracted me more than they should've. Though, when I looked back to him, I noticed the pale body in front of me. He had surely grown from that time..

My breathing had become rapid, and my heart couldn't take anymore of this aching. I felt something wet fall against my cheeks—Was I crying..?

"Ah... Ah..!" More moans escaped my mouth when I felt him suck on the skin that was mine. His hands were rubbing all over my body, and going towards the little nubs that were yet to be touched. I felt him twist them a little, and pinch them hard. "No..!"

His face moved towards my own, our noses touching when he was into my fuzzy view. "I.. Love kisses.." He grinned, placing his lips onto mine in a way that was neither forceful or painful; It was actually quite nice..

My head involuntarily moved to the side, looking away from his eyes. Those same eyes had hurt me in the past, and I didn't want them to stab me like knives anymore. I noticed him utter a little "Hm?" before feeling his cold hands slide down my body. They slid lower, and lower, until-

"Hey, look at me.." I could feel him touching me down there! My hips were bucking with the ministrations he was giving it. First he was pumping it up and down, and then-! "Are you still afraid of me..? Can't you just forget the past..?"

I heard what he said, but the way he was teasing me wouldn't let me answer the way I wanted to. I felt like my mind was going numb.. "Ah..Such places..!" I bucked once more, the blush that I could feel on my cheeks grow larger, "Those fingers.. ah..!"

"It's still not wet inside.." Those same fingers,-two of them to be accurate-, were thrusting into that hole that was right in front of him. He had taken off my briefs! Dammit.. There's no way in hell I could care about what was right or wrong anymore.. "If I come in roughly, it'll hurt.."

"I-I don't care..!" I felt my whole body lunge up and embrace him. I couldn't stop panting, because of all the treatment he was giving me either.. "Just take every part of me.. Ah.. Ah-!"

~x~

England walked up to the younger America, who was sitting in the grass all alone.

"America, we're going home." He held out a hand to him.

"Okay!" America giggled, grabbing his hand once more..

~x~

'You always gave me the strength to move on when I looked into those Blue Eyes of yours.. Now you're all grown up, and I have no idea what to say anymore..' is what I tend to think..

The harder he thrusted inside me, the more I couldn't stop thinking about him.. What the hell is wrong with me? It feels like my body's melting..

~x~

England had his hand over his face, crying while the rain had lightly kissed the top of his head. He knew this war he fought was lost, but he couldn't help sobbing in front of his "ex"-brother.

It was then that America knelt down and brought him into an embrace, slowing down the wails that he had let out from the start. It hurt him as much as it hurt England, and all he could do was brush the hair with his fingers and kiss him lightly on top of the head. The rain didn't cease..

"I'm sorry.. For everything up until now.." He placed another kiss on his forehead, "Thank you.."

-To Be Continued..-

To be honest, this isn't my first lemon that I completed. In fact, this is a disgrace for a chapter. It's quite sad, really ;;.

It was based off a Drama CD, and this is a gift for my friend LinkeyGirl on deviantART. OH MY GOD. I FEEL SO.. DIRTY WRITING THIS.

Hetalia (C) Hidekaz Himaruya