Hey Ya'll this is my first VA fanfic I hope u like it.

Rose's pov

Dimitri had left me. Lissa had been murdered. What did I have? Nothing.

Those where the thoughts going through my head as I stared at the gun in my hand. It would be fast and easy. I had always told people that my death wouldn't be planed, penciled in on some calendar, but when I said that I had been a different person. I had a reason to live back then. More than one. My biggest life lines were gone now, and I couldn't go on without them.

Ok it's time. Bye world.

Christian's pov

I walked to Rose's room. I need to borrow her phone. Mine had fallen into the sink with the garbage disposal running. A stupid way to lose your phone, but was I that upset about it: no.

After Lissa died I got so many sympathy calls - really how did all those people get my number- it just made me feel worse because I would have to think about it again when they brought it up.

Still I had told Aunt Tasha I would call her, and because -besides Mia who was off with Eddie somewhere- none of the other Mori talked to me, so I had to -grudgingly- go ask Rose for her phone.

But when I opened her door -without knocking- what I saw made me completely forget about borrowing her phone.

"Rose." it came out choked. Then stronger I said. "What are you doing?" there was a gun aimed at her head, and she had her finger was on the trigger.

She looked surprised to see me, but didn't put down the gun. Tears filled her eyes. "I can't do it anymore." she gave me a sad smile as some of the tears did flow down her face. I had never seen rose cry before. "It's time for me to leave. Dimitri left me. He told me he loved me then he left me. Lissa is dead. She was murdered to end her line. I. Have. Nothing." I was at a loss when it came to the Dimitri thing, but the pieces were clicking.

"Rose you can't do this. You don't have nothing." I didn't try to take the gun away from her because he could knock me out without even trying, and I was worried she would shoot if I tried. "You have your mom, your dad, Eddie, Mia, Adrian . . . You have me." the last part came out in a whisper but I knew she heard.

Her hand was shaking. I was worried she would accidentally pull the triger, even if I could talk her out of this. Ugh why did my people skills have to suck so much! This would work better if I knew how to comfort people.

Very hesitantly I took a step toward her. Her head shot up to look me in the eye. I stretched out my hand. "Rose give me the gun. You can make it through this, we can make it through this." slowly hesitantly she handed me the gun, then burst in to tears, letting out silent sobs.

I put the gun down out of her reach before I wrapped my arms around her, and let her cry into my chest. I didn't even care that this was a new shirt. We didn't say anything she just cried. It was probably better that we didn't say anything because I didn't know what I would say. I was so confused, and worried.

If someone had told me a few months ago that I would be sitting in Rose Hathaway's room hugging her while she cried into my chest I would have laughed at them and said some lame comeback. Now that it was happening I didn't know what to do, so I just let her let it all out.

We ended up falling asleep in each others arms on her bed that night, still not having said a word since she stared to cry on me.