How it feels like for a boy to be in love

Hello everybody!

Here's my first Glee fanfiction! I'm currently suffering from a serious case of ChrisColfer/Klaine Fever! I know Chris Colfer/Kurt is gay, but yeah... he's just so cute! And a great dancer! The winter hiatus is waay too long, and the next episode is in a month! So I started writing...

I'm not sure how I'll continue this fic, but it will focus on Kurt/Blaine and the other powercouples are Burt/Carole, Finn/Kurt (as brothers), Kurt/Mercedes (friendship) and maybe some Will.

Rating for now is K+/T, but it might change to M for sexual content, but I'm not sure if I want to do it that explicit.

So this is the first chapter, please read & review! I hope you enjoy it!

(If you're a fan of Grey's Anatomy... check out my other stories!)

Chapter One: Happy Days Are Here Again

They were singing. Not in a group, not with the Warblers, just the two of them together, singing a beautiful song. When he sang, Kurt was the happiest person on earth. And now he was singing together with this beautiful guy. Blaine was an awesome singer and he had become a great friend these last couple of weeks.

And by friends, I mean a friendship from both sides. Because Blaine had never been a normal friend for Kurt. From the moment their eyes had crossed, it had been very clear for him. He was in love. He didn't just like him, it wasn't just a crush for Kurt. Kurt loved Blaine. And he hoped that Blaine loved him back.

"If you got pneumonia and d-", sang Blaine when he was cut off by a kiss. He felt the sweet lips of this cute boy on his. Kurt's hands were crawling up to his hair and Blaine stepped over the couch to get closer to this special friend. But after a while, he laid his hand on the smal boy's chin and he drew back his head. Kurt looked confused and tried to kiss him again. Blaine chuckled. "Whoa, easy... We are going to spend a lot of time kissing, so we can miss this few minutes."

"Are we? Going to spend a lot of time kissing?", he asked smiling, "Because I would like that, you know... A lot of kissing."

"I want that too. But I want to talk too." Blaine sat back on the couch and was quickly joined. They held hands and looked at each other. In their eyes it became clear that they both were in love with each other. But they didn't know it, and were both afraid. Blaine had had boyfriends before this, so he was afraid to hurt Kurt. He didn't want to push him, because this guy... He had been through a lot at his school. The bullying and all his problems.

The other one had just been afraid to do something. Blaine was his friend now, and he didn't want to ruin that friendship because he was in love. Apparently they both shared this feelings.

"So this kiss," Blaine started, "Was that just a sudden inspiration? Or is it because I'm the first gay dude you know? Or...?"

Kurt bit his lip and looked down. "You are the first out-of-the-closet gay guy I know, but that's not it... I don't know what this is, but I've never felt like this. It's like... when you sang Teenage Dream, the first time I saw you... I felt... I think I'm in love with you." He looked up, shyly waiting for his reaction. It was the first time he'd ever said that to someone. And the first time he had ever kissed someone when he really wanted it.

Blaine let out a sigh. "Gosh, I'm happy to hear you saying this... I wasn't really sure if you felt the same way... I didn't want to rush you into something... You know, I've had boyfriends before this. And I didn't want to ruin our friendship."

"Yeah, I was afraid of that too," Kurt answered, "So when you say you've had boyfriends before... this... Does that mean that?"

"I'm your boyfriend," Blaine cut him off, "If you want that, off course", he added a little unsure.

The beautiful smile of Kurt took care of the answer. He, Kurt Hummel, had a boyfriend. A real boyfriend with whom he could kiss and just hang out. Someone who loved him. He couldn't wait to tell Mercedes... she would be over the moon.

"What are you thinking now?", Blaine asked.

"Still processing the fact that I have a boyfriend. A hot boyfriend, I should say...", he chuckled, "I think my heart's going to explode, Blaine. I am... happy. Like really happy. And the only time that I'm so happy is when we won sectionals", Kurt answered. But he looked thoughtfull.

His boyfriend shrugged his shoulders. "Yeah... that was pretty cool. A tie with your old Glee Club, kinda cool, right?"

He shook his head. "No... I mean... yes, it was cool. But I didn't mean those Sectionals... When we won Sectionals with Glee... My Glee, the New Directions. That was an amazing."

Kurt suddenly realized that he wasn't a Warbler. He had never been a Warbler and he would never be a Warbler. He was a gleek, a part of the New Directions. He now had a beautiful boyfriend, but he wasn't happy if he wasn't with his friends. "I'm not a Warbler..."

"What do you mean? You are a Warbler, boo. Maybe you don't really fit in right now, but that'll come around fast enough."

Kurt chuckled. "Oh boo, I like that name... You just have to understand this, Blaine. I love it here, everyone is so nice to me, I like the teachers and I'm really glad that I have you here... But I miss my friends. I am a New Directions kid, not a Warbler..."

"Oh...", was the only response he got.

They didn't say anything for the next few minutes, but both understood what was going on. Kurt wanted to go back to his old school. And Blaine understood it. It's not that he wasn't accepted, but Kurt had a point. He didn't really fit in, he wasn't a group person. And at Dalton Academy everything happened in groups. In the lessons they were divided in small groups to discuss the material, after that they did their homework together. Then there was the Warbler's, extra sports and the meals... They only had about two hours for themselves there. And Kurt needed more.

Blaine sighed. "But what about Karofsky? And the bullying? And what about me? I want to spend time with you!"

"We'll have time... I can visit you after school, you can visit me. And Karofsky... I don't know about him... But he'll have to face it sooner or later, baby.", boo answered. It was clear that Blaine was sad and disapointed. He needed his boyfriend with him. "Just... Just discuss it with your dad and Carole."

"If you follow me to my bedroom, I'll make it up to you", Kurt said as he took his boyfriend's hand teasingly.

Blaine let out a laugh. "Won't say no to that."

In his bedroom, the fresh couple shared their first kiss as two boyfriends. And they liked it.