Thinking of you
Parings: Faberry
Rating: T
Summary: Everything starts in a party that goes terribly wrong for Rachel, when Quinn helps her, she can hardly believe but Rachel could never guess how that party would turn her life upside down.
Author's note: So... I'm reading too many Faberry fanfics I just needed to write one. And someone really insisted so I ended up writing it. I'm quite excited about it and this first chapter is just a start to what's to come, 2nd chapter may come even today. Enjoy and review please :D

Chapter I – The party

I'm here now. There's no turning back. Rachel thought to herself as stepping into the house, well, actually there was a turning back, she wasn't locked into the house, all she had to do was turn around and leave. No one would hit her, no one would shot her, no one would kill her, she could just simply leave. But now she was there, so she wouldn't be going back.

She had already lied to her parents, she had already felt miserable about lying and she had already text Finn saying she had arrived, so she wasn't going to go away now. For the first time in her life, Rachel was feeling like a bad girl, but she didn't exactly like it, she was wondering if she was going to turn in one of those girls that just screw all their lives with partying, always hurting and lying to her parents, but then she calmed down. Is not like I'm on drugs, ok, I am in a party, of a guy I don't know, with alcohol for under-age teens to drink, probably some are indeed doing drugs and probably there'll be lots of bad things happening in this party. But I came, because all my friends came too, my boyfriend is here to protect me and even though I don't know the owner of the house, all school was invited, so it's kind of indifferent.

Her fears only really slipped away from her mind when Finn showed up in the hall with his natural cheerful smile. He was looking good, but then, when he came closer to kiss her, she noticed his eyes, all red and puffy. In his mouth she tasted hints of vodka and probably some other drinks she had never tried, for that she pulled him away quite fast.

"Finn! You taste like vodka, it's gross! Have you already been drinking?" He glanced at her looking sad for being pulled away, but then he laughed, kind of a nonsense laugh, too much laughing.

"You took so long to get here, baby. I'm sorry. But this party is mad, come, let's get you a drink!" he took her hand and tried to drag her through the bunch people, the house seemed to be crowded everywhere. But Rachel didn't move, instead she pushed Finn to look at her again.

Of course, if he wouldn't want to be turned, he wouldn't have, because Rachel strength compare to his was close to nothing. Anyway, Finn felt the grip from his girlfriend and he spun to face her again, even bending a little bit to look at her, because she was so small.

"What?" He asked with his dumb tone when all the brunette did was staring at his eyes, she didn't reply to him, still just looking. Red and puffy, but not the kind of red and puffy you get when you are crying, it was not that, it was more like…

"FINN HUDSON! ARE YOU HIGH?" Rachel yelled, but no one heard because everything was so loud. Only Finn heard. And she did not need a confirmation, his expression was easy enough to get how guilty he was of her accusations. "I can't believe you! Who give you those drugs?" He stared away, so their eyes wouldn't meet and then he casually shrugged.

"The guys were all doing it. Not the Glee guys, not even Puck was there actually, it was just some football dudes…"

Rachel almost wanted to slap him, but she knew it wasn't worth for them to fight there, in the party, he was already high so she really wouldn't try to tell him how wrong that was. They would speak the day after, but he was really in trouble with her and she decided it was really a horrible idea to have agreed coming to that party. Anyway, she was already there, she would look for Tina or Mercedes, since she clearly wouldn't want to hang out with Finn like that. She was actually ashamed of dating him right now.

"You're just unbelievable, Finn. Tomorrow we'll speak, now I just don't wanna look at you, especially at your eyes!" And she did the diva storm out thing, although she couldn't actually be very successful doing that in a room crowed of people, it turned out just ridiculous but it only made her angrier.

She hoped to find her friends, Tina and Mercedes would be great, she didn't know if Kurt was there, but would be nice to see him too, Artie hadn't come, Mike would be good to find, particularly because Mike should be with Tina, even Puck would be fine if he wasn't high too. When she started thinking it might be hard to find someone in that mess of drunken teens, she thought about sending a text to their phones asking where they were. But when she did, the only one that replied to her was Mercedes.

'I was in the party w tina and mike, kurt didnt come. Tina and mike started makin out big time, so I decided to leave cus I was doin nothin'

Oh good… no Kurt, no Mercedes and definitely no way she would try to find Mike and Tina if it was to watch them kiss, she thought about sending the text to Puck also, but it was better just to leave. Even after all the lies she had to say to get there, it didn't matter, she was mad and she just wanted to leave.

Before leaving she looked for a bathroom and as soon as some really drunk girl pointed her where it was, she just moved there quickly. The door was opened, so she stormed in closing it violently behind her. She turned to gaze at her face through the mirror and she screamed in frustration. I'm such an idiot, I'm such an idiot! I have never lied to my parents before and I did now just so I could come to this crap and feel miserable. Finn is such an idiot!

Her thoughts were shut when she saw in the corner of the mirror, a girl lying on the floor. She turned immediately and quickly recognized the Cheerio's uniform and the blonde hair in a high ponytail. No, not Quinn. It was Brittany. She didn't seem alright, she didn't even seem alive.

Carefully, Rachel stepped closer and called. "Brittany… are you ok?" No reply, she stepped even closer and tried to call her again, still nothing. Putting one hand in her shoulder, she turned the girl, so she would lie on her back and the brunette could take a look at her face. Britt was alive and awake, her eyes were barely opened, but she saw them moving slowly to stare at her when she turned the girl. She still didn't look good, she was obviously very very drunk and it wouldn't be a surprise to her if the cheerio would have taken drugs too. "Brittany, can you hear me?"

"Manhands…" She could hardly understand what the blonde girl had said, because that could barely be considered talking, it was like all in her was too slow to form words. But even though she was almost dead in the floor and still the only thing that came to her mind was an insult towards Rachel, the brunette felt that she could not just leave the girl there, like that. She would have to find Quinn or Santana, they could help their friend.

Rachel tried to shake Brittany a little bit again, but the reaction was just a lost gaze, so she gave up, she would really just have to find the other two. The brunette left the bathroom taking the key with her and locking it from the outside, therefore no one would get in to find the cheerio like that.

Now how was she going to find Quinn or Santana? She really couldn't text them because she didn't have their phones' number, the only way she had was to seek through the infinite crowd of people in that house. Although, most of people should know Quinn and Santana since they were probably the most popular girls in WMHS, so she could also ask people if they had seen them.

And she asked, she asked a lot of people; most of them didn't know, some pointed directions, some said they saw Santana get a room with Tyler, she didn't even know who was Tyler, but it didn't matter anyway. Then when she was following in the direction one guy said he had seen Quinn she was abruptly stop by other guy.

She could not be sure, because she really did not know him, but if she was not mistaken that should be David, the owner of the house. Short black hair, deep green eyes, tanned skin, very tall, large shoulders and a piercing in his bottom lip, that's how she had heard Quinn describe him during Glee when Tina asked who was throwing the party. He was not a very popular kid, he was more of a trouble maker, but when people heard of free party with lots of alcohol and everyone invited, everyone ran to the party.

"Hey pretty lady." He said in a confident voice, when he pushed Berry against a wall, she immediately tried to leave, but he put both his hands against the wall denying her any way out and then he laid his body against hers, making their lips stay only inches away.

"What? Get out of me, I have a boyfriend!" She tried to pull him away, but it only made him press her strongly against the wall behind her. He grinned and as if it was the most natural thing to do, he slipped his hands under her shirt and kissed her.

"This is my party, I can do whatever I want." He said when he pulled away, by that time, Rachel's heart was beating strongly against her chest, almost popping out for fear, she didn't know what do, pushing certainly wouldn't help and it seemed like if she screamed people would not hear or if they did, they would probably ignore it. David hands reached to her bra and groped her breasts, while his mouth was making a wet away through her neck, to her ear and then reach to the lips again.

Why was that, that she was slushied almost every day at school, she was laughed at by everyone, she was always the last one boys would pick and now, exactly when she didn't need it, some boy would find her beautiful? Damn my luck, damn this day, damn this party!

"Leave her alone, David." Rachel eyes were closed and David was kissing her again, she was too scared to fight back, so she was just letting him do whatever, praying that Finn or Puck would eventually see and save her, but the problem was that anyone that saw Rachel and David would probably think they were just a couple making out, because even though her face was absolute horror, she was not fighting him. And that was part of why, when she heard the voice, she couldn't believe it belonged to who she thought it belonged, because that blonde girl in cheerio's uniform, and that time it was indeed Quinn, wouldn't ask a guy to stop kissing Rachel Berry.

David pulled a little bit away just to stare at the other girl, almost like he was undressing her with his eyes and for some reason the brunette didn't like it at all, she wanted to punch the guy for looking at Quinn like that.

"Wanna join? I think we can find a free room upstairs." David said with a smirk, he looked back at Berry with the same undressing eyes, one of his hands was still on her breasts and the other one was in her butt, under her skirt. He didn't move them and Rachel was still too afraid to take them out, even if she didn't want Quinn Fabray to see her like that with a guy, she was probably thinking she was cheating on Finn. But then again, why was she telling the guy to back off?

"I said let her go, David. I don't care if it is your party, I can still ask some guys in the football team to beat you up if you intend to rape her, especially because she's Finn Hudson's girlfriend. So if you don't want this to turn against you and if you don't want Hudson to know, you let her go right now and we both won't speak about this."

David groaned and looked with hate to the both girls, then he pulled definitely away and got lost in the crowd of people, disappearing from both girls eye sight. The brunette didn't know what to say, so she just stared at the floor, but Quinn reached out for her and hugged her.

"Someone told me a small brunette was looking for me and I thought it could be you, even though I have no idea why you were looking for me. But something I know is that you wouldn't cheat on Finn and knowing David and seeing the way he was touching you I got what was going on." Rachel was still staring at the floor, feeling small and uneasy in the blonde's arms, but also weirdly comforted, maybe because she was so scared before and Quinn saved her. "Look, I don't particularly like you, Berry, but I obviously wouldn't let that pig force you into anything." Quinn felt like hugging Rachel was the right thing to do, because she still looked so scared, but hugging Berry was a very strange thing for her to do… really a very strange thing. "Are you ok?"

"I think I am now." The small girl said quietly and she gazed up to look into Quinn's eyes. "I can't thank you enough for what you just did…" She hugged Quinn back for a while and then stepped back, remembering the girl in the bathroom that wasn't definitely alright. "Look, Quinn, I was searching for you because Brittany is in the bathroom half passed out, I think you have to help her…"

"Take me to her." Quinn ordered with a sudden serious expression, the brunette could see she was just hiding her worries in that mask, so she took her hand and tried to go as fast as she could through the crowd to the bathroom where she had found Brittany.