A/N: This is a one- shot. Maybe longer if I get reviews to continue it. All disclaimers apply. Journal entry 1- Skipper: I'm back from me and my team's latest mission. It was the worst yet. Blowhole managed to catch us. We beat him. That's for sure. He will not come back after this battle. Even though he went down, he didn't go down without a fight. He was about to shoot me with a ray gun, when Private jumped in and saved me. Why did he do that? He didn't have to. We lost Private. When we buried him, Kowalski was sniffling. Hey, even Rico shed a few tears. But me? The one that he risked his life for? I just stood there. With a stern face. No feeling or anything. Why am I like this? Showing no concern like that. I guess I'm walking wounded. A/N: Should I continue? Just review and tell me if I should with some ideas and suggestions.