Summary: Lilli Patterson just moved to Forks after the death of her dad. When she meets Paul how will she react to him imprinting on her when she doesn't even want a boyfriend. Her last relationship didn't go so well and its left her not wanting to date again. "Lilli, everyone has scars," Emily told her. "Its just some people's aren't as visible as others."

Disclaimer: I own nothing relating to Twilight, It belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

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Italics will be flasbacks or Lilli's dreams.


CHAPTER 1

Lillianna Patterson stood in the middle of her room looking around at all her suitcases, her packed suitcases. Her mom was moving them across the country, they were leaving in just a few hours. She was leaving sunny Florida for rainy, cloudy Forks, Washington. She let out a sigh and ran her fingers through her blond hair and went downstairs. Her mom was in the living room taping a box up.

"That's the last box," she said and let out a sigh. Lilli shook her head and walked into the kitchen and got a glass of water. Her mom followed her.

"Lilli I know you don't want to leave your friends but we both need a fresh start," her mom said as pulled her brown hair in a ponytail. "There's nothing but bad memories here for both of us," she told her.

"I know," Lilli said quietly.

"I know it doesn't seem like it now but you might actually like Forks," she told her. "It is my hometown."

"Yeah its your hometown you loved so much you left," Lilli said shaking her head.

"Lillianna," her mom said.

"Do you know like the sun rarely shines there, it rains three hundred sixty five days a year."

"It does not rain three hundred sixty five days a year," her mom told her. "And the sun does shine in Forks." she assured her.

"I like it here, even if there are bad memories, I don't want to make new friends and have everyone looking at me the first day at school because I'm new." Lilli sighed.

"This move will be better for us in the end you'll see," she said and laid a hand on her shoulder.

"Whatever," Lilli said pulling away from her and sitting her glass in the sink and went back upstairs to her room and slammed the door.


Lilli walked over and sat on her bed. She took the picture of her dad off her table and looked at it.

"I miss you daddy," she said and wiped the tear that ran down her cheek. Her dad died of Pancreatic Cancer about three months ago. Lilli's dad didn't like doctors and always refused to go
so by the time Lilli and her mom convinced her dad to go to the doctor it was to advanced to treat. She sat the picture back on her table. Maybe her mom was right, maybe they did need a new
start somewhere else. She was still dealing with her dad's death and then there was what her now ex boyfriend Keaton did to her, she still had nightmares about it. She wiped away another tear
that ran down her cheek when her mom knocked on her door. "Come in," Lilli said and her mom opened the door and walked inside.

"Lilli," she said and walked over and sat beside her. "I know you don't want to leave all of this behind," she told her. "I know how much you love living on the beach and how much you like being in the water
this will be good for us." she told her and looked at the picture Lilli held in her hand. "I still miss him to," she said quietly and Lilli nodded. "This will be good for us i promise."

"I hope so," Lilli sighed and looked away.

"My brother still lives in Forks."

"Charlie," Lilli said.

"And his daughter Bella lives with him now, she's the same age as you."

"Mom I haven't seen Bella since we were kids we probably won't even get along," Lilli said.

"Not with that attitude you won't," she told her. "I've already called Charlie and told him we were moving there and I've already got a job and we're having dinner at Charlie's tomorrow night."

"Mom…"

"We're leaving in a few hours and hopefully things will get better," she told her and pulled her into a hug.

"I hope so mom," Lilli said.


A few hours later they had everything loaded up to go to Forks. A friend was taking them to the airport, her mom had sold their car and sent money and Charlie had gotten a car for them
and would be picking them up at the airport tonight. Her mom had hired movers to bring the furniture and a lot of the boxes in a truck and it would be there tomorrow morning some time.
Lilli and her mom got to the airport and were finally allowed to board the plane.

"Things are going to get better, you'll see," she told her as she laid her hand over Lilli's.

"I hope so mom," she said. "I'm not exactly ecstatic about this move, I would eventually have gotten past what happened with Keaton."

"I know but the further away you are from him the better," she said.

"I'll be fine mom," she told her and pulled her hand away from her grasp.

When they landed at the airport Charlie was waiting for them.

"There's your Uncle Charlie," her mom said and she looked at the guy her mom was walking to and let out a sigh and followed her.

"Charlie," she said.

"Kara," Charlie said and she wrapped her arms around him in a hug. "Welcome home." he said and she smiled.

"Charlie, this is my daughter Lillianna," Kara said. "I know its been a while."

"Its Lilli," Lilli said.

"Well its nice to meet you Lilli," he said.

"You to," he said. "You'll get to meet Bella tomorrow for dinner."

"Ok," Lilli said.

"Well come on, I already got your car at your new house, I'll take you two home."

"Thanks Charlie," Kara said.

Charlie pulled up outside their new house about thirty minutes later.

"See Lilli its not that bad," her mom said as she looked at the white two story house in front of them.

"Its ok," Lilli sighed and opened up the back door and got out and shut it behind her and looked up at the house.

"She's not exactly happy with me for moving her out here," Kara told Charlie. "But both of us need this."

"She'll come around and Bella and I will see you tomorrow," Charlie told her.

"Thank you Charlie," she said and got out of the car and went and got their bags from the back and they went inside their new home.

"Our stuff will be here in the morning,"

"Ok mom but where are we supposed to sleep tonight," Lilli asked. "On the floor."

"Its just for the night and tomorrow everything will be here and then we'll have our work cut out for us." she said. "At least Charlie got the lights, water and phone hooked up for us."

"That was nice of him," Lilli said.

"He's our family Lilli," her mom told her as her phone rang. She walked over and answered it.

"Hello," her mom answered.

"Kara, its Charlie,"

"I figured it was," she said.

"So what time will your stuff be there tomorrow?" he asked.

"Around 9:30," she answered.

"Well I have to work but I called my friend Billy down at La Push and with tomorrow being Saturday he said he'd send his son Jacob and some of his friends to help you move your furniture in," he told her.

"Billy Black," Kara said. "I haven't seen him in years."

"I know," he said. "So do you want the help or not? Those boys are really strong and will be a lot of help moving in the furniture,"

"Sure send them on," she said. "Thanks Charlie," she said.

"I'll get Bella to bring them over."

"Thanks Charlie," she said and hung up.

"So Charlie's friend Billy Black who lives at La Push, the Indian reservation is going to send us some help tomorrow, his son Jacob and some of his friends." she said. "Bella is going to bring them over."

"Well at least it will go quicker with help." Lilli said. "Did you happen to bring any sleeping bags for tonight?"

"Actually I did," her mom said and Lilli smiled.

"And if you're going to have a bunch of boys over tomorrow morning you may want to get some food, you know boys like to eat." Lilli said.

"You're right, plus we need to get some groceries anyway," her mom said. "Lets go try out the new car."


Lilli and her mom went to the grocery store and bought food to get them through the week and stuff for breakfast tomorrow and enough to feed the guys when they came over,
her mom wasn't sure how much they ate but Lilli told her they were teenage guys and she was sure they ate a lot.

After getting home and putting up all the food Lilli and her mom went to bed knowing they would have to get up early in the morning to get everything settled in their house.


Lilli and Keaton were in her room talking and Lilli was breaking up with him because she found him cheating on her with another girl.

"You are not breaking up with me," he told her.

"You obviously don't want me you were fucking another girl," Lilli yelled.

"You will not break up with me," he said grabbing her arms. "You're seeing someone else…"

"No I'm not," she said. "You were the one doing that," she told him and he squeezed her arms "Let go of me, that hurts," she cried and he threw her down on the ground and pulled a knife out of his pocket.

"If I can't have you I can make it so no one will want you ever again," he said and pushed her shirt up and brought the knife to her side.

Lilli sat up in her sleeping bag with a yell, she looked around the room as if Keaton might pop up somewhere.
She finally laid back down and drifted off into an uneasy sleep still plagued by her nightmares of Keaton.


Ok there's chapter 1. Hope you like it. Please review. I'm still working on my other story The Rich Girl and the Werewolf and should have the next chapter up tomorrow but I wanted to go ahead
and post this as well.