As usual... Very short... Eh, this can be read as Sam or Dean's pow... This thing might be crappy, and it wasn't supposed to be a fic. I normally write down my feelings, in short drabbels, whenever I feel sad. I have hundreds of these on my computer, and when I look though them, I think all of them could be used for a drabble such as this... Since it's my feelings written down (literally) I haven't spellchecked it, so it's most likely filled with mistakes.

Here we go again.

With all the broken promises; said with a voice so soft. All the words that mean so much to me: but nothing to you. The excuses, the pathetic attempts at hiding what you really feel. The soothing whispers at night, that it will be the last time. That you will stay; never leave me again. And all I can think is;

Here we go again.

I hear you whisper, at night, when you think I'm asleep, whispering to someone; I can't see. Whit that someone, your voice is filled with laughter and joy; it makes it beautiful. Though the words you whisper is damaging me. How can it be? That such a beautiful voice, can say such horrid things? And as I lay there in my bed, pretending to sleep, I think;

Here we go again.

You watch me, all the moves I make. Guarding me, so that you can yell at every mistake I make. How come there are so many? How many fails do I have, how can I fix them? Isn't it the way I was born? A failure. And as you open your mouth I think;

Here we go again.

"I love you, you know that."

Yeah, yeah... Confusing and crappy, I'm sorry for wasting your time -_-

-Smulen