Hey guys this is my first fanfic so plz be easy on me ... i love vampire acedemy...hope u like my story ..if u dont plz send me a review in what i can do different or anything... lol hope u like it :p

srry that its so short i just want to see how it goes

RPOV

Love Fades , mine has… the same words kept echoing in my head over a thousand times. How could Dimitri say that to me? I thought he loved me.

I ran as fast as I can away from the church to my room. I couldn't let anyone see me like this. I wanted to run away from those words but they kept echoing. When I finally arrived I couldn't help but fall on the floor crying.

" Im and idiot im suppose to be a badass guardian," I whispered to myself.

How could I let those silly words effect me like this. LOVE FADES, MINE HAS.

I cried so much. I never cried this much even when they told me the Strigoi took Dimitri.

I can feel Lissa's concern go over me. She is trying to contact me but I don't want to let her. I block out her throughout the day. I ignore their knocks at the door I just let myself cry on the floor my room all dark. All I heard is my iPod on shuffle which keeps landing into heartbreak songs. I don't know how long it was until I finally gather up the courage to take a shower. When I looked at the time I noticed I was in here for more than 9 hours.

"Oh shit Lissa is gonna give me a hell of worry," I muttered entering the bathroom, but once I felt the cold water on my skin a new set of tears made its way out.

"Damnit," I yelled . I felt a sharp pain on my hand. When I turned to look I saw that I made a huge hole in the wall. When I turned to my hand all I saw was blood coming down.

"Rose," I hear a familiar voice call me. As I heard the bathroom door all I here is a gasp and running. Then I let myself slip into the dark.