Hey, all I'm saying is patience is a virtue. Note that this is a response to an anonymous review I received. It might spoil you of you check it out, but I didn't remove it.

Who am I?

She doesn't concern herself with the answer. It's a rather disturbing (and not to mention, cliche) question to wake up to, but fpr some reason, she decided that she couldn't be bothered with things that seemed so.. irrelevant. Besides, it started to rain, and she's too busy concentrating on the pitter-patter sound it makes. She loves the rain, Blair thinks-

Oh right. She was Blair.

"Blair!" She felt arms engulf her in a tight embrace.

"Yeah, I figured it out already." She said in an irritated voice, she already knew who she was. Wait, what was she thinking about again? Rain..

Selena pulled away, but still kept her hands on Blair's shoulders.

"What?" Selena looked confused for a second, but that was easily replaced by a bubbly smile that seemed unnaturally bright. "Anyways, you're finally awake!"

Finally? Surely she wasn't asleep for thar long. She just fell asleep while watching.. that movie with.. someone.. Blair tried to get a grip on the hazy memories that was quickly slipping away from her. Maybe she was asleep for that long. Maybe she was just drea- no, it's too real to be a dream. She was getting more confused every second, and it's even worse that this blonde kept suealing about how worried she was, and how happy she is.

"S-Selena, could you keep quiet for a second." Blair held up a hand to her temples. She was eating something cold, right?

"Selena? Blair, it's me, Serena." The blonde looked at her sternly.

"Yeah, yeah.. Serena, right." Blair closed her eyes tightly. That movie she was watching.. was about a movie..?

"Blair Waldorf?" The nurse came rushing in, clipboard and medicines in hand. "Dear," she said to Serena, "I need to be alone with your friend here real quick, you can call her family and tell them the good news."

Serena nodded, although a little bit hurt, and did as the nurse told.

Blair watched the retreating figure of her friend, and something dawned on her. She feels as if she's watching on slow motion as the hospital room materializes before her.

"Wait.. what?" Blair half-groaned as the questions in her head multiplied. "Why am I in here?" Blair asked politely, which surprised the nurse as she was expecting a tantrum of sorts from her, having done what she's done to herself.

"You would have to ask the doctor that. I'm sorry, dear." Blair frowned, she racks her brain for an answer but still, nothing comes up. The nurse sighs as she looks at Blair sypathetically. "You seem to be such a sweet girl."

Blair looked away guiltily, feeling like she's done something horribly wrong. She busies herself with staring at the IV that she just realize was stuck in her hand, she doesn't even bother thinking how she was sure that it wasn't there before Strange things have been happening and she feels as if she can't trust her memory anymore. She notes the rain splashing against the window. She likes the rain, it makes her feel as if-

"Oh my baby!" A familiar voice pulls her out her train of thoughts, and a new set of arms wrap themselves around her. The nurse left already?

"Yes, Mother." She replied weakly. She can see the eyes on her. There seems to be a lot of people but the only ones she could recognize are Serena and her mother. She'll just try to figure it out later, with the rest of the unanswered questions. "Where's Dan?" She didn't even realize she asked the question.

Everybody in the room froze but Blair didn't notice, she was too busy recalling a memory. She remembers soemthing about Dan and her laughing at her bed while watching a movie. What an odd memory.

"Dan Humphrey.." She heard someone say, and she pulls away from her thoughts. She looks up and see the miserable expressions in their faces, as recognition springs up in her mind. The anger in Serena and Nate, the hatred in Chuck, and the face of Erik, who is devoid of life.

"Humphrey's dead." Chuck spat out through gritted teeth. Everybody looked at him with disbelief ethced on their faces.

"What the hell, Chuck!" Serena shouted.

"Well, isn't it true?" he replied angrily.

"She didn't have to know this way!" she responded, eager for a fight. Just anything to take out the pain she's been feeling for weeks.

"Why? 'cause she'll be jealous? He succeeded and she's still here pretty much alive!"

"Shut the fuck up, man!" Nate finally spoke up.

Blair looked at them, seemingly unaffected. She just stared dumbly Nate and Chuck take it to the floor, exchanging punches.

Humphrey's dead.

The nurses came in and pulled them off of each other.

Humphrey's dead.

Blair's eyes widen.

Humphrey's dead.

"Hey Blair, are you alright?"

Blair turned her head to the side. There, she finds her boyfriend's face looking back at her with sleepy but worried eyes.

"J-just a bad dream." She replies shakily. Dan pulls her to him and rubs circles on her back.

"They're back?" Dan kisses her on the lips. "Hey it's alright. I'm here." Blair rests her head on his chest. "Don't think about that anymore, okay?"

"Okay." She mumbled.

"Good."

"Mhm."

Thank you for reading, really. If you want to ask questions, sure, but beware, it might spoil you. Please review.