Prologue: Who Knew

The bright sun, shimmered across the sparkling river.
I sat by the edge, just skipping little stones. Counting each, as they skipped over the water, making it's way through..
Then like we all know it, it drops.. Like all good things in life..
He was gone.. like I always expected it.. Of course he still loved her, of course he still thought she was an angel.
A girl who was perfect, with perfect hair and perfect skin, body..
Who couldn't love her? Who couldn't deny her presence in a room?
I knew it all too well, every time we were together, he was thinking of her.
It was all expected, I should've known it..
I felt tears run down my cheek, sticking to my skin, as the sunlight warmed my face..
A cool breeze, ran through my body, and hair. Hitting my face, as I inhaled the summer air.
Sometime, in my life things would change.. It had to, I needed to forget him, forget his love, forget his kisses, and forget all his embraces and the way he held me at night.
I had to forget the way he.. held my love in his hands..
He held everything in my life..
I loved that man, with every inch of my being, every beat of my heart was dedicated to him.. all of it was his..
I began to sob, each tear was a memory of every moment of love and tenderness. I held my face in my hands. My heart felt low, and my head throabed with pain...
'Leave it, Bonnie! Just move on!' I yelled in my mind.
Here I was a girl that was bubbly and always cheerful, optimistic and happy...
Now, i'm just a heartbroken, depressed, feeling as if the world was ending, girl.
I changed, with Damon I felt... powerful and beautiful, he was the man that helped me back up whenever I was down.
He was the love of my life.. The only one, that I gave my love, heart and mind, and body to..
Only him...
I had a big pile of grief in my heart, but yet that fury kindled in my mind.. That fury that burned my soul.
The fury, of him leaving.. going back to the dark dimension, to get Elena..
I knew that my friend was in danger, I knew she was locked up with Stefan, but.. how he left is what pained me.
How I woke up one morning only finding a pathetic note, that made my heart stop, and my world shattered.
Who knew? Who knew, that once we were in love, everyday and night together, holding eachother..
I missed him, I couldn't deny it, everyone knew I was falling for him, as he changed right before my eyes...