Unexpressed Emotions


This story isn't about a girl whos life had a horrible beginning and a beautiful ending. It's not about a girl who is pompous and gets whatever she wants. Not about a girl who changes the heart of a cold person. Not about a girl who is gifted with an amazing kekki genki or is strong and smart. It's simply about a normal teenage girl who lives everday believing it's an adventure. About a girl who wants to enjoy it while she can.

This girl is me. My friends call me Chishio because of my blood red eyes. I'm not sure how to explain myself so let us just say my closest friends are Tenten and Ino. Strange friends huh? I guess, I mean all Ino talks about is Sasuke Uchiha this and that. But all Tenten talks about is Neji. So I guess it's normal for an average teenage girl. My problem is I don't have a guy to brag about. Not that I'm looking. I just feel... I don't know, odd? Well, that doesn't matter at the moment really - I guess.

"Chishio!"

"What?" I said opening my eyes from my once day dream.

"Stop day dreaming," my sensei Misa comanded.

"Sorry," I said standing up and brushing off my shorts.

"Chishio!"

"What!" I yelled annoyed.

"Oh sorry, is now a bad time?" Tenten asked twidling her fingers. Heh, didn't know it was her...oops.

"Nah, not at all, what's up?" I asked sitting down.

"Well, Neji he was all like-"

"Yes, she is busy training," Misa said annoyed, emphasizing the word training.

"Oh, I'm sorry Misa-sensei," Tenten said sitting up.

"Aw, Misa-sensei, can't we just train more tomorrow?" I asked. She sighed rubbing her forehead, she probably has a headache.

"Yes, I need some rest anyways," She said before disappearing.

"Well, that was easy, you should show up early more often," I said with a smile to Tenten.

"As I was saying, Neji looked over at me during training today!" she squeeled.

"Oh my gosh! That's awesome!" I said jumping up and down with Tenten.

"I know! He keeps sneaking looks when he thinks I'm not looking!" she squeeled happily.

"Before you know you'll be married and have millions of little rascals barfing on your shirt!" I said still jumping up and down with her. Her facial expression changed.

"Huh?" she questioned.

"You'll be married in no time!" I said. She did a high pitched squeel.

"I'm so excited, when's he going to propose?" she asked and I inwardly sighed.

"You're sixteen Tenten, you're not even old enough to marry yet," I stated.

"Oh, yeah, right," she said. I giggled, and she's a chunin!

"Well, I have to head to granny's shop before three," I said pulling my bag over one of my shoulders.

"I'll talk to you later, Chishio," she said waving. Why do the other girls in Konoha always come to me for guy advice? Although I might seam like the guy specialist, I've never had a boyfriend. Strange huh? Yeah, I know but hey it's what is and I'm fine with it. I headed out to the herb shop. Not much has been happening in Konoha resently. Sasuke left three or so years ago. That ended up with a lot of visits from Ino and even a couple from Sakura. Sasuke was kind of cool. I mean he was cute but had a horrible personallity. I'd never be able to marry or even date someone that quiet and mean.

"Ow," I said after running into someone.

"Sorry, I wasn't really paying attention," I said looking up to see a bunch of blond a orange.

"Naruto?" I questioned.

"Chishio!" Naruto said hugging me.

"Hi Naruto, what's up?" I asked pulling him off of me.

"I haven't seen you in months. We got a new member on our team," he replied.

"Yeah it's been months. A new member?" I questioned.

"Yeah, his name is Sai," he responded. A boy with black hair came walking up to Naruto.

"Naruto?" the black haired asked.

"Sai? Oh this is him now," Naruto said pulling Sai infront of him so he was inches from me. He had a completely emotionless face. So the Sasuke replacement is as bad as thefirst.

"I've got to be going," I said turning around from them and heading to the herb shop. Naruto stood there dumbly.

"What's wrong with her?" He asked himself. After I was out of their sight I ran the rest of the way. No, I didn't hold anything against the Uchiha

...or so I keep telling myself.


A/N: I started this story a while ago, but never did much with it until the past few days. Please tell me what you think!