Elizabeth, Renesmee, and Ryan are siblings, but they have no idea. Elizabeth is Edward's child and Ryan and Renesmee are Isabella's wins – a boy and a girl. During high school, Edward and Bella could not stand each other. Bella was the quiet girl while Edward was popular. While out celebrating her twentieth birthday, Bella got drunk with Edward, and Edward got her pregnant with Ryan and Renesmee. Elizabeth is Edward's biological child, her mother being a former girlfriend of Edward's. What happens when Edward finds out about Bella's twins that he fathered?
Author's Note: I do apologize for the vampire stuff, so I have rewritten the part of Bella being a vampire. I never knew that I was making mistakes with Elizabeth's mother's name, either. I hope this chapter is much better than the original one.
Chapter Thirteen: Is this what it feels like?
BPOV
It had been amazing. It really had, but I had run out of energy after the high of my orgasm had subsided. Shit. We had sex. Edward and I had sex. What had me really freaked out was the fact that neither one of us took precautions. I wasn't on birth control and he hadn't worn a condom. I put my hand on my stomach as I looked at myself in the mirror in the bathroom.
"What the hell are you going to do?"
I looked at Jasper and groaned, leaning my head against the door. "I don't know."
"You could get the morning after pill."
"Fuck no… that's like abortion and he didn't rape me. Besides, it's been a few days since it happened. If it happens that I get pregnant, it happens."
Jasper smirked as he looked over at me. "How was it, Bella?"
"God, it was so good. It was way better than the last time we had sex. I've never had that many orgasms in one sitting," I said with flushed cheeks, shaking my head in disbelief. "Have I been missing out or something?"
Jasper laughed. "You must have. Does he even know that he didn't use a condom?"
I raised an eyebrow as I looked at him. "Did you seriously just ask me that?"
"What I mean was… was it better without a condom?"
I just smiled and opened the front door where I bumped right into Edward. I breathed in his scent and I was kind of relieved that the kids were downstairs watching television.
"Hey Edward," Jasper said as he looked over at me. "I'm going to take the kids out back."
I was about to stop Jasper, but Edward pulled me right against him. I breathed in his manly scent and sighed. Being this close to Edward was so bad. I wanted to be with him, but there was that possibility of him hurting me like he had done so many years ago.
"I've missed you," he whispered against my mouth, sliding his fingers through my dark locks. "I haven't seen you lately. Have you been avoiding me?"
I sighed. "Edward, it was so nice, but you do realize that we didn't take any precautions that night, right?"
Edward's eyes widened and he took a step back, bumping into the wall. "Bella, are you saying you could be pregnant?"
"That's exactly what I am saying, Edward. I haven't been on birth control for years and we both know you didn't wear a condom," I snapped as I looked at him.
"Hey, I'm sorry," he mumbled as he looked at me, pulling me close to his body. "I didn't mean to be inconsiderate of your feelings."
I relaxed in his arms as I looked at him. "Can we ever get this right? God, what are Ryan and Renesmee going to say? And fuck, poor Elizabeth."
"I don't know, but we don't even know if you're pregnant yet."
I sighed as I looked at him. I slid out of his arms when Elizabeth came running down the hall from the backyard with Ryan and Renesmee trailing behind her. All three of them were covered in mud, but that wasn't the best part. Jasper came in, scowling where he had splotches of mud on his face and neck. He also had mud on his white shirt and jeans.
"Your daughter," Jasper began as he stared right at me. "It is all her fault. Look at what she did to me."
"Mama, I didn't do anything."
I laughed as I looked at Edward. I saw the light in his eyes just as Jasper walked down the stairs and out the front door, slamming it behind him. I chuckled as we led the kids up the stairs to the bathroom after getting their shoes, pants, and shirts off. This was going to take a while.
EPOV
I looked at my son in my arms. I was wearing a pair of swimming trunks; I had told him that taking a shower with his Daddy would be more fun. At first, he hated it, and even shed a few tears, but he eventually started enjoying the hell out of it as the water danced against his skin and hair. The mud was slowly falling from his hair. I bent down where I put the shampoo for the kids and started washing his hair.
"Daddy, this is fun!" Ryan said with excitement, his dark green eyes sparkling as he looked up at me.
"Close your eyes, Ryan," I said with a chuckle, watching my son.
As he closed his eyes and tilted his head back, the shampoo began to wash away from his scalp. I slid my fingers through his hair and I smiled. The thought of Bella pregnant with another child sounded so thrilling. Was it bad that I wanted another son to spoil?
BPOV
I watched as the girls danced around in the massive tub as the mud slid down the drain. I sighed as I watched them with happiness on my face. There was no way that I could move away. Ryan and Renesmee had been asking for another sibling ever since they found out Edward was their father. Then, there was Elizabeth. She was the type of little girl I had always desired in so many ways. Sure, Renesmee was wonderful, but Elizabeth loved helping me in the kitchen.
"How was school today, girls?" I asked as I watched them from my spot by the sink.
"It was fun, Mama. Miss Rose is having a baby. Did you know that?"
I smirked at my daughter's words. "Yes, I did know. How do you girls feel about that?"
"It's exciting. She said the baby is growing so fast. Where does the baby come out though?" Elizabeth asked.
My eye widened, which soon turned to relief when the water started running and I began rinsing shampoo out of the girls' hair. "It's nothing that you need to worry about, Elizabeth."
Renesmee got out the shower and I wrapped the towel around her, drying her off. As she walked out the bathroom with the towel around her body, I watched Elizabeth turn the shower off with a proud smile on her face. She sure was something else and I found myself smiling as she stepped out.
"I wish you were my mommy," Elizabeth sighed as I picked her up after wrapping her in the towel. "My mommy's not a nice lady."
I set Elizabeth on the bed where some clean clothes were laid out for her. "I know that, sweetie. I sometimes wish it too."
When those words slipped from my mouth, I was in complete shock at my words. She threw her arms around me and I couldn't help but smile at the feeling. I turned around after setting Elizabeth on the bed and saw a smug smile on Edward's face. Hell, he probably witnessed everything.
"Is my girl all clean now?"
Elizabeth grinned as she nodded her head while I helped her slide on her panties. After she put on her shorts and tee, I watched her run out of the room. I shook my head as I tossed the towel into the dirty hamper with the other towels.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said –"
"Stop it right there," he whispered against my mouth, smirking afterwards. "I think what you said is perfectly fine, Bella. You treat her like your own."
I blushed as I sat down on the edge of the bed. "Renesmee is more into her girly dolls and books. She doesn't really like to help me cook or clean. Your daughter is something else. Anytime you guys come by and I'm cooking, she immediately comes to the kitchen. It's so… nice."
Edward grinned as he bent down in front of me, sliding his hands under my ankles. "She really likes you, Bella. You are what other mothers should be like. The first time you two baked, it was all she could talk about for hours."
I shook my head as I watched him slide my sneakers off. Seeing him in those swimming trunks was making me want him so badly. Wasn't that bad?
"I really like her too, Edward. I don't want her to feel unwelcome because your daughter is always welcome in my life. I mean, she needs a mother figure in her life."
EPOV
When I had Tanya sign away all rights of our daughter to me, it meant that I could do anything. I rarely let Tanya see her because of the fact that she was still into drugs and booze. I didn't want my girl to be around that kind of lifestyle. Being around Bella is really good for her.
"Renesmee is going to a sleepover tonight and Ryan's going to Angela's house to spend the night with her son. I am going to be all alone. The two of you could come over tonight. We could cook dinner and she can even help me bake some cookies and a cake if that's okay with you?"
I looked at her and smiled. I really thought that after we slept together that she was going to run off. This was so good. I slid up her body and then straddled her, brushing my lips against her lips. I looked down at her, then to her breasts, and then back up to her face.
"That's perfect," I whispered as I looked at her face. "I was thinking about something. If you're pregnant, your breasts are going to get bigger, aren't they?"
Bella laughed as she looked at me with a shake of her head. "God, you're such a guy. To answer your question, yes, they will get bigger. They need to because they will start collecting milk for our baby if I am pregnant."
I looked down at her with such happiness in my eyes. "I really want you to be pregnant, Bella. Is that so wrong?"
Bella shook her head as she sat up; I slid off of her to look at her. "No, it's not. I mean, I wasn't expecting to have another one so soon, but you missed out on the beginning stages of Renesmee and Ryan. I wanted to come back so much, but I didn't. I was afraid if I came home, you'd be with someone, or you wouldn't believe they were yours."
"I wouldn't have thought that at all, Bella. Renesmee is a mix of us too. Besides, Elizabeth and her look so much alike. Ryan looks just like me when I was his age," I told her with a smirk on my face, sliding my hand across her stomach. "When are you going to see the doctor?"
BPOV
Everything was moving so fast. As I looked at Carlisle, I felt my cheeks get warm when he told me I was in fact pregnant. I was sitting next to Edward in front of Carlisle in his office. I was very surprised by the amount of details of what he knew from the day and time of the conception. He even estimated the right date. How did he do that? Usually, doctors were a few days off with the conception date. With the Cullen family, it was special. I couldn't really explain it.
Then again, with Carlisle and Edward being father and son, he probably knew the exact date because Edward probably told his parents. I rolled my eyes at the thought. God, I was so mortified because he was my boss. As I listened to Carlisle tell me that I needed to start on prenatal vitamins and to make an appointment with a gynecologist, I grumbled. This was real. I was expecting a baby.
"You're okay, right?"
As we walked out of Carlisle's office, I forced a smile in Edward's direction. I really wasn't sure how I was supposed to feel about this. We pretty much had another one night stand and I was worrying that it was going to end up just like it had when I became pregnant with Ryan and Nessie.
"I'm trying to be," I said with an adorable pout, running a hand through my hair as we walked to the nurse's station.
As I made an appointment with Dr. Angela Weber, who had been one of my best friends in high school, I forced a smile when the two of us walked out of the hospital. I wanted to be hopeful about this, but I honestly didn't know what to do. I was pregnant again and for the first time ever, I just didn't know what to do.
EPOV
I ran a hand through my messy hair that I tugged at once again as I looked at everyone. My parents had decided to throw a party, saying congratulation to Emily, Rosalie, and Bella for being pregnant. The girls thought that it was strange because all three women were still within the first two months of their pregnancies. Even though Emily wasn't technically family, I considered her to be one of my closest friends that was a female.
"Your parents throw one heck of a party," Embry said with a grin as he placed a hand on Emily's flat stomach. "I mean, there's enough food here to feed a whole army."
I laughed as I nodded my head. "Yeah, my mother actually cooked it all. With her running her own bakery, it shouldn't surprise anyone though."
I watched Bella sit down on the grass with Rosalie as the kids surrounded them. I still couldn't believe that she was pregnant. I wanted to do things right this time around. I just wasn't sure it was going to be easy to get Bella to trust me again. Yeah, we had made love and had ended up creating a baby, but I wanted her to see that things could be so much better.
"How are the two of you?"
I turned my head at Emily's words and I frowned. "Huh?"
"How are things between Bella and you?"
I sighed as I ran a hand through my hair, shaking my head. "I don't really know. She's been avoiding me. Well, she hasn't been avoiding me, but I have a feeling that she's not too thrilled about the pregnancy."
Emily frowned as she placed her hand on Embry's hand that was rubbing her belly. "What do you mean?"
I sighed as I took a seat by the edge of the pool. Embry sat down and then pulled Emily right into his lap while he was eating a burger. The man was always eating whenever he wasn't at the hospital.
"Well, ever since she made her appointment with Dr. Weber, she's been avoiding me like the plague. I know I'm not that great of a catch or anything special. Don't argue with me, Emily. I hurt Bella over five years ago," I said with a shake of my head as I looked over at her. "But it would still be nice if she could talk to me or return my phone calls and such."
"Man, I don't know," Embry grumbled as he finished eating his burger, looking over at Bella. "Maybe you should get her friends involved like Alice or Rosalie."
"I don't want to involve them in my petty bullshit because it's nonsense. If Bella wants me, she can come to me. I am not going to try to fight for someone that obviously doesn't want me."
In the corner of my eye, I swore I saw Jasper walking away from a tree towards Bella. He hadn't heard me, right?