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Ok, so just as my other one, I got the inspiration for this one from . I am in love with fan art and I am completely and utterly obsessed with it. So here we go!

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, but the story is mine.

Hope you enjoy it!

Letters to Lily

Dear Lily,

How are you doing?

Why is it that every time I think of

you I want to cry? I guess I did love you.

And I guess I still do.

Well of course I still do. I always will.

Don't forget me,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

Dumbledore has let me choose my path,

and I've chosen you and what you wanted

from me. And as for the man you knew, you

are allowed to hate him. But please don't hate this

man.

Forever and always,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

Why do I feel like you are watching

me?

I guess that maybe you are.

Today, I was thinking about you.

I remember when I was so worked up

about that Potter and his friends

acting like stupid idiots as always,

and you comforted me.

You're in my heart,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

I saw you today.

You looked so lovely, but that

mirror did not do you justice. You're

so much prettier than that, and I was

a fool for not realizing how the mirror

would only cause me more pain.

What I really need is to feel your

heart beating against mine

when we would hug.

You would smile up at me

and I would long to kiss you

on those lovely lips of yours.

But I guess it's too late.

I love you,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

This feeling is so wrong and I

hate it!

I was in the great hall

And I thought I saw your eyes.

They were fierce green just like

yours. But they weren't. Your son

looks just like him and I despise that.

If only it was my features with your eyes.

Would you be alive right now? Would

you be happier?

With all my love,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

There was a Quidditch

match today. Your boy was

the seeker and they won.

I'm sure you would've been

proud. We used to go to

Quidditch matches

and secretly make our own

commentary about the players.

You'd say things about Potter

and I'd laugh. They were always

moments that I wouldn't forget.

Love from a man you loved,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

Just a second ago I dreamed

that you were in my arms again.

Do you by any chance hear me

wherever you are?

Oh I pray to God that maybe you

do. Just for a moment, it seemed

like you could understand me even through

death.

But it's probably a long shot.

Missing you,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

I saw a lovely field of flowers

Today and they reminded me of you.

Why? Because they were lilies.

There were hundreds of them

and I just wanted to stay there for

ages. But there isn't ever any time

any more for waiting around.

Dumbledore needs me now

more then ever. And you should

hear what he's having me do, but

if these letters were ever

intercepted his plans would

surely be foiled.

Just know I won't forget

you and I promise that

I'll stay safe.

Yours to remember,

Sev.

Dear Lily,

I miss you so damn much and

I pray to heaven above that you miss me.

God, all I had to do was stick by your side.

All I had to do was not listen to the oafs

who told me you were bad news.

Things would have been

perfectly okay. But

of course, I didn't do that.

It's my faultand I'm

sorry.

Forgive me,

Sev.

One year later…

Dear Sev,

I have never forgotten.

The letters you wrote put a smile

on my face every time I read them.

I love them and I promise to keep them

forever. It's good to see you again and

I'm glad you finally get to see

what this amazing place

is like.

I have been waiting for you and I've

never been more joyous in my life I

don't think.

And just know that all the

past pains you've caused me have been completely

forgotten.

I think you will like it here.

Love the one who has never stopped loving you,

Lily.

Soooo? Ya, it's just like the one about Fred I know, but I figure I could make this one different because Severus was actually in love with Lily. So yea!

If haven't you already caught it, go back and read the bolds in order. I think that's the best part.

Make my day and READ AND REVIEW!

Happy writings

Caroline.