My attempt to do a Kames theme. I'll do a real story about them some other day. For now is a music shuffle (: I DON'T own Big Time Rush ): or any of the songs
P.S. They each tell a DIFFERENT story.

Love Letter - Heffron Drive

Kendall Knight sighed and tossed another piece of paper in the trash. He was the only one in the apartment, Everyone else went out, but he wanted to stay so he could write his love letter. You see, Kendall is in love with one of his best friends. The perfect tall gorgeous brunette. He decided it was time to let James know. The only way he thought would work was to tell him through a letter. He picked his pencil up and started on a new piece of paper.

'Dear James,

I honestly have no idea how hard this is.'

"No!" Kendall grumbled and crumbled the paper, throwing it into the trashcan. He leaned back in his chair. He was so completely lost into space that he didn't even realize his love had entered the room.

"Kendall?"

"…"

"Kendall!"

"…"

"KENDALL!"

"Wha-what?"

"Something wrong buddy?" James sat at the end of Kendall's bed because it was close to the desk Kendall was sitting at.

He smiled at James, "I'm fine. Just think about how to do something."

"What?"

"You'll soon know."

"Okay then? If you're okay then I'm going to take a shower."

"Okay," as soon as James was out of sight Kendall had a brainstorm and started on a new paper.

'Dear James,

I'm in love with you baby, so I'm putting it in this love letter. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to tell you. Do you feel the same? It's a yes or a no not a maybe. I've been going crazy when I think about you. I'm infatuated with the way move and how you sway. I can't breathe when your eyes shoot me a glance. I've never met anyone else like you. I love how you get everyone's attention when you walk in the room. I stutter around you. You blow my mind. I'm sorry if you don't feel the same. I just had to tell you. So here's my love letter.

Love,
Kendall'

Kendall folded the letter and placed it in a envelope. He neatly wrote James' name on the front of it and laid it on James' bed. He bit his lip and left the room to go to the roof top.

I'm in love with you baby
So I'll put it in a love letter

DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again - Usher

James entered the loud club. He had no idea why he was here. He just felt like getting everything off of his mind. He walked over to the bar, taking out his fake ID. The waiter didn't even look at the idea. She just kept her eyes on James' body. She smirked and asked, "What can I get for you hun?"

"A beer."

"Coming right up, babe."

James rolled his eyes, "Tramp," he muttered to himself. Gladly taking his beer when said tramp came back.

Kendall on the other hand knew exactly why he was here. He wanted to get away from Jo, Gustavo, and everything else. He had broken up with Jo along time ago and she still would not leave him alone. Gustavo was pissed at him for ruining 'everything' for Big Time Rush. Even though he knew his friends were happy he finally broke up with her, especially James.

Before moving to L.A., Kendall and James were a wonderful couple. They were in love. But when they moved here, James said it was best if they acted straight, and eventually they called the relationship off. Truth be told, Kendall never stopped loving James. To him James was perfect, even when he gets out of the shower, wakes up, gets back from death practice with Gustavo, and pretty much any moment when James thought he looked terrible.

He made his way through the crowd of people dancing, grinding, and making out. He stopped when the sight of a perfect brunette hair caught his eye. He turned to see James dancing with some random girl. By what Kendall could tell, James was drunk. He sighed and made his way over to his ex-lover. He saw the girls hands making their way down James. Kendall was steaming with anger. He grabbed the woman's shoulder and pulled her away from James, "Back off, whore," he growled at her. She rolled her eyes and went to find another drunk guy. James beamed at Kendall and through his arms around the smaller man.

"Do I (hiccup) know you?" James smile fell as it turned into a thinking face. Kendall finding this face irresistible. "I think I'd remember those amazing eyes you have," James smirked.

Kendall rolled his eyes, "Jamie, your drunk. Lets just go."

"No!" James pouted. He was about to run away from Kendall, but suddenly the songs changed.

"Okay, everyone, grab someone special and lets get this started," the DJ blared through the mic.

"I love this song!" James exclaimed and pulled Kendall to the other side of the dance floor and made him dance. Kendall chuckled at his friend. He decided to go along with it though. So here they were in the club, bodies rocking from side to side. That was until James stopped dancing and looked Kendall in the eyes, seriously.

"Kenny?"

"Hmmm?"

"I love you."

Kendall stopped moving as well. He stared at James. His eyes wide with shock, "Wha-what?"

"I mean it."

"No, you're still drunk."

"Kendall!"

"What!"

"I love you!"

Kendall couldn't take it anymore. He crashed his lips on James'. Both smiling into the kiss. James pulled away, "I told you so."

Kendall chuckled, "Thank you, DJ."

Someday - Nickelback

James slammed the midnight blue suitcase on his and his lovers bed. He yanked the wooden dresser drawer out and threw random clothes into the suit case. Kendall sighed. They had been fighting for days. James said he was leaving. Kendall just never believed him. He stared at the back of James' body. He was standing on the opposite side of the room.

"Baby, please don't do this," Kendall whispered.

James glared at the suitcase. His hands were shaking violently. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep the tears from falling. His voice cracked in a low mumbled, "K-endall…W-we can't keep th-is up… All we ever do is fight. I c-can't take it anymore. Don't you get it? I-I want something… Something real."

Kendall's eyes shot wide open, "W-what? You don't- what we have- what do you- what we have is real."

Crystal clear tears started to flow from James' eyes. He looked at the clothes. He spotted a blue/white beanie. He cried harder. His hands grabbed the beanie. They stood in silence for seconds, minutes. James wiped his face some and turned to face Kendall, who was closer than before.

"C-Can I… Keep this?" James sobbed. Kendall bit his lip and nodded. James turned back around and laid it on top of everything else. 'I wish you would clench your trembling fists and unpack your suit case, please,' Kendall wished to himself. He slowly moved closer to James. He noticed that his lover's body was shaking out of control.

Kendall stood behind James. He slowly reached out and slid his arms around James' waist. He pulled the taller boy as close as he could to him. Kendall rested his head on James' shoulder, and James placed his hands on Kendall's, leaning onto the shorter guy. Kendall took in James' sent, hoping it wouldn't be the last time. He slowly made the two rock. He could feel the tears coming to his own eyes, thinking this would be his last chance to hold James.

"Someday, some how, I'm going to make it alright, but not right now."

I Know You Know - Big Time Rush

"Hey, James?"

"Yeah?"

"I know you know."

James stared at the blonde as if he was the craziest person he had ever met, "I know what?"

"You know," Kendall smirked.

"No, Kendall, I do not know what you are talking about."

Kendall's smirk grew bigger as he stepped closer to James. He gently took the taller man's hand in his. He placed James' hand on his heart. The brunette blushed a light shade of red, "I know you know you got my heart thumping."

"What do you mean, Kendall?"

"Jamie, we both know that we got something."

"I… Well… We… Okay," James' blush got darker.

"Good. So you'll be mine?"

James stayed quiet for a moment, in shock. Before he beamed and nodded his head rapidly, "YES!"

Kendall smiled and place a small peck on James' lips.

Stuck In The Moment - Justin Bieber

The four Big Time Rush boys were currently sitting on the bright orange couch in 2J. Logan was lecturing them about wheat they learned at the Palm Woods school today. He knew his three best friends didn't pay attention. Topic? Romances that took a turn for the worst. Example, what Logan was talking about now: Romeo & Juliet.

James and Kendall would sneak a lovingly gaze at each other every few minutes. This would go on without Carlos or Logan noticing. No one knew the two were dating. They didn't want to harm Big Time Rush's reputation. Kendall knew how bad James had wanted to be famous and he wasn't going to let anything get in the way of his secret love's dreams.

Kendall smirked and send the taller brunette a text, trying to keep Logan from seeing him. 'I bet Romeo & Juliet never felt the way we feel ;)' He glanced over at James, who was trying to hide his phone as well. He saw James smile and roll his eyes. James put his phone away and listened to Logan's lecture so he could get a come back for Kendall. When they finally were done with Romeo & Juliet, they moved on to Bonnie & Clyde.

James sighed and hid his phone behind a blue couch pillow, 'Bonnie & Clyde never had to hide like we do :\' When Kendall read this, he too sighed. He glanced over at James, who was staring into space. Kendall bit his lip and looked at Logan. He slowly stood up, "Logan, we get it. Break time. Please?"

Logan rolled his eyes, "Fine. Ten minutes."

"Thirty!" Carlos yelled as he ran off so he did not have to hear Logan object. Logan let out a frustrated growl and walked to the kitchen.

Kendall stood up and waved his hands in front of James' face, "Huh? Were did Logan go?"

"Break time."

"Why?"

"Because I asked."

"Again, why?"

"You know why," Kendall winked at him. James beamed and stood up too. Kendall causally said, "Let go hang in our room," loud enough for Logan to hear.

We walked to our room and I opened the door for James. He locked the door once they were both in the room. Kendall grabbed James' hand and pull him to James' bed. He slightly leaned over James and pressed his lips to the brunettes in a sweet, but passionate kiss.

"James, you know there is never a place I'd rather be than to be stuck here in this moment with you."

James smiled and leaned against Kendall, grabbing the collar of his shirt and kissing him again. As long as they were together at moments like this, then he had no problem keeping their love a secret.

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