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The alarm on my phone sounded loudly waking me up. I smiled when I saw that Edward's lean body was still across mine; his head on the crook of my shoulder. I kiss him softly.

He's so beautiful. I can't believe his mine.

While kissing him, I see the huge red mark on his neck and wonder how he's going to explain this one to his parents. I want to be there when his parents are giving him the speech about gay sex; the same speech that happens every other week since they found out he was gay.

Esme might have a heart attack when she sees this.

"Edward" He stirs up at his name brushing his member against mine, making it stand up. "Baby wake up...I got to go," I pleaded

"I don't want you to," Was Edward's mumble which of course comes out sounding like "ahdonmanchatuh" because his face is against my shoulder.

"I have to," I brush my hand through his hair. "Leah will wonder where I'm at. And besides it's almost six; your sister will be here soon"

He sighs at the last part and turns over getting out of bed and going to his bathroom. "You said you would spend some time with me today Jake…"

"And I did." Did he really want me to recap everything that we did since I got here today? "But Leah started asking me why I've been spending so much time with you the last few weeks" I said getting out of bed and looking for my boxer and jeans.

"Three hours isn't enough Jake, I want more...It's my birthday," he finishes whining at the end.

"I'll be here for your birthday party tonight" I told him walking over to the bathroom. "And I promised Leah I was picking her up at six tonight" I wrap my arms around him when he frowns at Leah name.

Edward shook his head, "And you promised to spend the day with me, but of course Leah's more important than me. Go have fun with your girlfriend on your date!"

I let him go without much of a fight when he detached himself from me and walked out of the bathroom and ended up sitting at the edge of his bed.

He always thinks that she's more important than him when in reality she's not. I've been datingLeah for eight months and six out of those I've been having an affair with Edward. I have been in love with him since the day I saw him, the same day I asked Leah out because of the pressure I got from my friends.

Edward had just moved here to Austin Texas from Chicago. We had AVID together. He was introduced to the class and told to sit next to me. We clicked instantly.

But I didn't know he had feelings for me until one night we got very drunk in his room. We were celebrating us acing our very hard Physics test. He tripped me and started laughing and to pay him back I started tickling him. This led me to me kissing him which lead us to having sex. The next morning we admitted our feelings for each other.

And although he knew that Leah and I were an item we continued to meet for casual sex, casual sex that eventually turned into a secret relationship. Alice is the only one who knows about us. She entered Edward's room without knocking only to see Edward on the floor his leg on my shoulder and me pounding the living day light out of his tight ass.

We couldn't really act like nothing had happened so Alice forced us to answer her 3 gazillion questions. She never would have known if not for that incidence; I'm not out to anyone. She wasn't surprised to catch Edward getting fucked by a guy like that. She said she figured out that HE was gay, but not me.

But even though I'm not out I do more for Edward than Leah; I always buy him expensive things, I spend more time with him than Leah, and I love him way more than I do Leah and he knows all that yet despite what I do he always thinks that she's more important than he is.

"Don't say that Edward," I sighed beseechingly. "You know you're more important to me than Leah"

"Right."

"Edw-"

"You can leave Jacob" he cuts me off and calls me Jacob.

Oh he's really pissed off. He only calls me Jacob whenever he's mad at me.

"Fine, I'll call Leah and tell her we're not close to being done with our project. I don't want you mad at me baby" I much rather have her mad at me than have him be mad at me.

I know I'm jerk, but like I said before he's more important to me.

Edward shakes his head, "No Jake, don't cancel on her." He sighs dejectedly. "I'll see you tonight...I guess."

I smile sadly at his tone, "I'll be missing you so much that I won't be able to stop thinking about you 'till I see you tonight"

"Me too," He took my hand and walked downstairs.

"I love you," I said kissing his forehead.

Edward is only 6'1" while I'm 6'3" putting me at the perfect height to kiss his forehead without bending my neck too much unlike with Leah.

"I love you too Jake," and with that I kiss his lips one more and leave the Cullen Residence.

I arrived at Leah's house, my car blasting 'I'm still fly' on my radio. I love the speakers on this baby; my black f150 ford truck. Just as I'm about to get out of the car, Leah comes out wearing a black mini skirt and red tank top.

"Hey baby," She leans in to kiss me, the gloss on her lips shining.

"Leah I hate when you wear that stuff on your lips" I've told her this thousands of times, I don' know when she gonna get it.

Leah shrugged. "I forgot" Don't you always?

"Are you done with your project?" She asked while changing my IPod touch with her iPod and playing fuckin' Taylor Swift.

I hate her music, scratch that I don't like anything that a chick sings like Beyoncé, Rihanna, Alicia keys, lady Gaga, Taylor Swift, and or Beiber although sometimes I make an exception to Britney Spears because Edward likes dancing and giving me lap dances to her songs. It's fuckin' sexy.

"Jakey!"

"Yeah?"

"Are you done with your project?" She asked me that like I'm a fuckin' idiot who doesn't speak her language.

"Leah, I don't have the patience to listen to that crap, change songs!" I growl with a scowl on my face. "And no we ain't done yet" I lied smoothly.

The truth is we finished our speech project the same week it was giving to us which was last week.

"Oh I can help y'all with it," She offered. "It's do on Monday anyway."

"Nah it's cool. I'm gonna spend the weekend over at his house" I smiled thinking about all the fun we were gonna have.

"Oh but I was hopping you'd spend the weekend with me…my parents went to San Antonio for the weekend." Leah kept blinking her eyes at me. I'm guessing she thinks it's sexy, but it just makes me think that she has a twitching syndrome for eyes or some shit like that. I should ask Edward he might know maybe something actually is wrong with her eyes.

"...Monday afternoon right?" she ask me.

I had tuned out after thinking about asking Edward what was wrong with her, which led to more thoughts of Edward and now I have no fucking idea what she's talking about. Shit.

"Yea Leah," Whatever it is I'm gonna have to cancel, I've got Football Practice Monday afternoon. I cut the engine at the Apple Bee's parking lot.

An hour we make our way to the "Cullen Palace" as I've come to call this place. Edward lives in a place where all the houses are either gigantic, fuckin' huge, or ridiculously big white, grey or, Beige. How do I know what Beige is? Edward.

I parked and got out the car not even waiting for Leah. It's her fault that we're late, I mean fuck how long does it take to eat a shitty salad and drink a fuckin' ice tea? I ate more than her and I finished half an hour before her, God!

Leah laced hands with me when Esme opened the door and I couldn't help but want stronger and firmer hands in mine. But with long small fingers...like Edward's…

"Hi Jake, Lee good-"

"It's Lee-ah" Leah snapped at Esme.

"Oh. Sorry Leah, well the rest of the kids are in the back outside," Esme face was a little flushed from embarrassment or anger while she brought us outside.

I wanted to slap Leah for talking like that to Esme, and I've never wanted to lay a hand on woman before in my entire life like I did now.

"Thanks Esme." I smiled, "And you look lovely tonight" I winked at her which earned me a huge smile from her.

She gave me a smile, "Thank you honey."

"Sweetheart there aint nothing in this world prettier than you... a star wouldn't even dare compete with ya." I said with a smirk mainly to piss off Leah.

Esme and I always do that to each other…Carlisle loves it because he say "I repeat it in the bedroom just in a more sexier way"

"Jakey she's an oldy…stop flirting with her," Leah scowled at me.

"She'll be lucky to look like that at 20" I mumbled so only Esme can her. Esme laughs and turns away heading down the hallway.

"Have fun!" Esme calls laughing.

"What did you say that made her laugh that hard?" Leah asked me.

I could tell that she was pissed off. "Lee babe, did I ever tell you how absolutely drop down gorgeous you are?"

"Jakey you should complement me more often" she pouted.

"Right Leah," As soon as we got outside Edward saw us.

"Jake!" he ran toward me and hugged me.

"i missed you babe" I whispered in his ear, and earned a huge smile in return.

"Hi Leah," he said a bit more formally.

"Edward" Leah responded with a hint of a tone. She had never really liked any of the Cullens.

Everyone was here sitting in a circle. Emmett, Rosalie, Alice, Bella, Angela, Sam and Emily. I said hi to everyone while Leah immediately went to sit next to Emily. Her only true friend in the group she says.

"We were just talking about you Jacob" Bella winked at me.

"Yeah remember when you guys used to sleep on the same bed during sleepovers because Eddikens was scared of thunderstorms?" Angela smiled at Edward.

"Angela don't call me Eddiekens" Edward whined "And I wasn't scared of thunderstorms" he added with an adorable pout.

"Liar," Emmett coughed. Edward scowled at him.

"You were and still are scared of thunderstorms Edward" Alice laughed.

"Not true!"

"Is so! You come in my room sometimes"

"Pussy," both Emmett and Sam say at the same time, and looked at each other before cracking up while both Rose and Emily slap the back of their heads.

"Lucky for you Jakey didn't know that you were gay back then," Leah said. Everything went quiet.

"Leah!" she was really started to piss me off. She always says comments like that to Edward because he's gay.

"What? I'm just saying" Well you need to not be sayin' anymore woman.

"Whatever Leah" Edward said looking down. It could've been silent for seconds, minutes, hours I don't know.

Alice smiled brightly, "Well mom and dad left so let the real party begin!" Thank God for her.

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