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Stuck in yesterday- bits and pieces from Justin's dairy.
You don't have the courage to talk to me in front of him.
And I don't have the strength to walk away without looking back.
Every day I am surrounded by people and things that bear your memory- every day I'm surrounded by myself.
That smile on your lips betrays you, letting me know that you don't hate me.
That teardrop in my eye betrays me, letting me know that I don't hate you.
You say that I don't look at you anymore.
That's because you never look back to notice me staring.
You don't have the courage to stand up for me. And I keep bowing lower and lower for you every day.
I have gotten used to not talking to you.
My eyes haven't gotten used to not looking at you.
I know it's wrong.
But it never feels so.
The world decided that we can't have a chance. You accepted it.
I still couldn't.
I am disgusted with myself.
Why aren't you disgusted with me?
I'm sick.
But it never makes me sick of you.
I'm a puppet in your hands.
Stop pulling the strings of my heart.
My emotions are always on shuffle and repeat, thanks to you.
I don't like to close my eyes.
The darkness just increases my pain.
I promise myself tomorrow will be different; tomorrow will be a new day.
Tomorrow never comes, I'm stuck in yesterday.
(A/N: come on, you guys already know I'm crazy :P this idea just wouldn't leave me alone, had to do this. I'm FINALLY back from my exams, and I went on a wild writing spree. Are you going to absolutely kill me if I start a new chapter fic without updating the running ones first?)