This is a Carly centric story. She is letting us into her thoughts.

Enjoy.

First iCarly story not mainly Seddie. :P

I'm vain. I'm cocky. I think I hate the attention I get but I feel like I'm lying. Freddie isn't in love with me and I feel jealously. He loves Sam. My best friend. My sister. She was my only hope to cry to when Freddie fell in love. Its her though. She would get mad , slap or punch me if I mention anything. She might even cry. Freddie would show disgust. He 'loved' me for three years, once he gets over it and then…

I fell in love with Fredward Benson.

My support is Wendy. She knows and she glares at the couple when they kiss, hold hand , snuggle etc…in front of me. She told me Freddie loves me and is waiting for his affection for Sam to wear off. I agreed, but that was a while ago back when I was gullible and full of life.

I could get any guy back then and now…I'm lucky if even Gibby dates me. Spencer is now known of my love. He says the same as Wendy. Freddie loves me.

If that's true then why am I standing at the atlar , maid of honour, staring at my best friend and love marry.

Freddie Benson loves me ? Yeah right.

Thank you :)