Don't own GA. Warning: This story contains abuse and foul language. If you don't like it then please don't read. Also some characters are a bit OOC.

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Na na na na na
I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad.

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly.

[Chorus]
The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh

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Na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss yo
uGoodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly

[Chorus]
The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh

I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking I can't take it
It wasn't fake itI
t happened you passed by

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

[Chorus]X2
Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you...

Chapter 1: New Students

I woke up to the blaring of my music. I quickly pulled my head phones out and put my ipod on pause. I looked down at the song and smirked to see which song woke me up. It was my favorite song, Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne. This song never lets me forget what I lost.

A screech stopped me from going down memory lane. "Mikan! Get your lazy ass down here right now!" I sighed as I looked around my 'room'. It consisted of a broken dresser, a door that lead into a bathroom, a few blankets and clean clothes in the corner, and a broken mattress that goes into a V-shape when you sit on it.

I quickly got dressed in my usual attire which is a baggy long sleeved shirt, black baggy pants, and comfortable worn out, black sneakers. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could and was greeted with a punch to the gut. I fell backwards as the wind was knocked out of me, then I was slapped hard across the face.

I didn't scream nor did I whimper. I just looked up at my attacker to see Kokari seething at me. She flipped her fiery red hair behind her shoulders with her finely manicured fingers as she glared at me with her cold coal black eyes. "Your late!" she yelled. "Go make breakfast then get out of my house!" She stormed away after she said that.

I got up off the floor and brushed the dirt off my clothes. I winced as I lightly touched my cheek. I just sighed as I walked into the kitchen. I saw Daisuki sitting in a wooden oak chair at the long wooden oak table, drinking his coffee while reading the newspaper. He just ignored me as I walked by, but at the last second he stuck his foot out making me trip. "Get off the floor, you piece of trash." he said harshly. I pushed myself up and headed towards the stove. I turned it on and proceeded to make eggs, bacon, and toast. I served them their breakfast when it was finished. When I was done, I grabbed my bag and walked out the door, heading to my one sanctuary: my friend's house.

I got to her door and started ringing the door bell like crazy just to annoy her. She yanked open the door and glared hard at me. I smiled a cheerful smile, trying not to wince from my cheek. She saw the bruise forming on my cheek and her glare softened a bit. "Hotaru!" I said. She just grabbed my arm, making me wince as she dragged me to her purple Porsche. I got into the passenger side with out a word. When she got in, she turned to me with make-up in her hands. How she got it I don't know, but I know not to question her for fear of the Baka gun.

She started to apply it to my cheek then under my eyes to where dark circles lay. Now my face is caked in make-up to hide my bruises. " I feel like a sl-" I started to say until I got hit with the Baka gun. "Language Mikan." Hotaru said while blowing the steam off the top of the gun. Deciding to change the subject I said, "How's Ruka?"

"He's fine. Him and his friend are moving down here and attending our school." she replied. Ruka is Hotaru's 1 year boyfriend. They met two and a half years ago at a café. They bumped into each other causing Ruka to spill his coffee on her. Since then Hotaru used his pictures as a way to get money or blackmail. Ruka lived in France before coming to this school. He is part Japanese and part French. He has blonde hair and blue eyes. Hotaru showed me a picture of him and I must say he looks good as little bow-peep.

"I bet Ruka moved here just for you, Hotaru." I said with a sly smirk as I saw a faint pink tint on her cheeks. She glared at me and said "Shut up."

We pulled into the school parking lot and got out. Everyone ignored us as we walked by. Oh yeah, did I mention everyone hates us? I didn't, well now you know. I'm the 'emo freak' and Hotaru is the 'Ice queen'. Since our school is mainly preps and rich people they look down on people who they don't like. Mainly us.

I only have two friends in this school. Hotaru, as you know, is my best friend since childhood. Her family is mainly made up of geniuses. Hotaru is the inventor of the family. Her father is really good with money and he owns the Imai bank. Her brother, Subaru-nii, is Japan's best doctor, and their mother is a simple house wife. Their family is the only one that knows about my abuse, but I made them swear to never tell a soul until I'm 18 and out of the house.

The only other person who knows is my best friend, Persona. He is 18 and a senior. He found out by complete accident. He walked out the back of the school and saw me bandaging my arm. He looks familiar to me but I can't remember why. Well anyway he and Subaru act like older brothers to me.

We walked into the classroom 2-B and headed towards the back of the room. It was where we normally sat with two chairs besides us. We sat down and Hotaru immediately pulled out an invention that looked like a horses hoof. I just folded my arms on the table and rested my head on them, trying to sleep. I didn't get a good nights sleep last night so this is compensation.

I heard our homeroom teacher, Mr. Narumi, come skipping in, but I fell asleep after he sad something about new students.

NPOV

Me and Ruka were listening to this gay teacher go on and on about how much we are going to like it here at Gakuen Alice High. Personally I don't care. I only came here because Ruka wanted to be closer to his girlfriend. We finally stopped in front of a class room that read 2-B. The gay said to wait here until he tells us to come in. We heard him babbling away in there about who knows what.

Finally he told us to come into the room. Ruka went first then I followed. I could see the girls forming hearts in their eyes while the boys swam with jealousy.

The gay told us to introduce ourselves. "I'm Ruka Nogi." Ruka said with a smile. I just glared at everyone while saying, "Natsume Hyuuga." The gay got a creepy smile on his face as he said, "Ruka your partner is going to be Hotaru Imai and Natsume's is going to be Mikan-chan. You will sit by them in the back."

We could hear the complaining of the girls as we walked towards the back. Ruka sat down next to his girlfriend while I sat down next to a girl who is sleeping. Oh great, when she wakes up she'll be all over me.

She slept all through first block with the gay and now we are in math class with Mr. Jinno who has a frog on his shoulder. Frog man is his new name.

He was pointing at a problem that read: 4d+7≤23 when he spotted the girl next to me who was still sleeping. "Miss Sakura." she didn't hear him. "Miss Sakura!" she is a heavy sleeper if she can sleep through his voice. Frog man started to get red in the face as he yelled, "MISS SAKURA!"

She woke with a start as her chocolate eyes looked around blearily.

MPOV

I heard someone call my name, then a loud voice yelled "MISS SAKURA!"

I awoke with a start as I tried to focus my vision. It was a bit blurry at first but then I saw Jin-Jin down at the front resembling a tomato. "Mikan Sakura! Since you decided to sleep in my class while I'm teaching, I want you to do this problem." he boomed.

He turned to the board and started to write: 5c+4(c-1) ≥ 2 + 5(2+c). It wasn't that difficult to figure out. I got up and walked down the isle hearing snickers, giggles, and "dumb emo." Well this 'dumb emo' will show you! I walked up to the board, stared at the problem for 5 seconds and wrote c≥ 4. I put the chalk down and smirked to myself. Jin-Jin looked stunned as I walked back to my seat. I sat down and looked toward the window on my left and saw a boy with raven hair and crimson eyes staring at me. "Who are you?" I asked, looking at him skeptically. "Baka Mikan. He is your partner, Natsume Hyuuga." Hotaru said to my right. "Oh." was all I said before I laid my head down in my arms and fell asleep.

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