Okay I had a few reviews telling me I had made a mistake... they were right. I'd like to apologise for that but I have now corrected it and this is the real chapter 5 :Dlol with SMUT as a few of you wanted :D

AUTHORS NOTE: I do not own anything apart from James and the plot :)

Hope you all enjoy...sorry for the slightly long wait had trouble writing the smut. Evertime i wrote it I didn't like it took me 3 attempts to get it how it is. I still don't no if i like it or not but it'll have to do, don't think I can do much better lol

Again sorry for the confusion and mistake.

"Say bye to daddy James, It's time to go to Aunt Catherine's" Sara said as she pulled the back pack over her shoulder and watched as James climbed onto Grissom's lap and kissed him "bye daddy" he said then climbed off and ran to Sara.

"Bye bug" Grissom said and watched as Sara opened the door and shut it when her and James went out. He heard the car doors open and close, the engine start then Sara pulling out of the drive. Grissom sighed and smiled as he got up and got a small surprise out for when Sara got back.

Half an hour later Sara pulled up into the driveway. She got out the car, locked it, then made her way into the house. As she entered the house the lights were off but candle light lit up the room. She smiled and noticed a familiar smell in the air. She followed the smell into the kitchen and grinned when she saw Grissom stood at the table.

The table was set for two with a single rose in a jar and lit candles. Grissom walked up to her and held his hand out which she took. He led her to the table and pulled the chair out then pushed it back in once she was sat down. Grissom leaned down and kissed the top of her head before moving over to the stove. "So what's for dinner?" Sara asked from the table.

"Spaghetti bolognaise...vegetarian of course" he turned and smiled at her then went into the cupboard and pulled out a glass of red wine. He popped the cork and went over to the table "would Miss like some wine with her dinner?" he smiled.

Sara had to keep herself from laughing as his voice was very sweet and polite. Sara grinned and nodded her head "yes please" and he poured some wine in her glass, then his own. He set the bottle down on the table then went back to the stove, he checked the pasta and smiled as it was ready.

He plated the food up then carried both plates to the table and set them down "dinner is served" he said and bowed before sitting down.

"Thank you" Sara chuckled and Grissom joined in. As they ate they talked about work, friends and James.

"Hmmm that was delicious" Sara said as she placed her hand over her stomach and sat back in her chair ten minutes later. Grissom smiled as he placed his knife and fork down on his empty plate. He wiped his mouth with a napkin and smiled at Sara "I'm glad you enjoyed it" he said and got up, grabbing the plates and taking them to the sink.

Sara stood and walked to the sink "let me do that" she said as she grabbed the wash cloth from Grissom's hand. He pulled it away from her "ah ah ah I am not letting you do anything tonight. I've got some movies in the cupboard, go see which one you want to watch" he said as he began to wash the first plate.

Sara looked at him with a raised eyebrow we have the night to ourselves and he wants to sit and watch a movie she thought and shook her head as she made her way to the cupboard.

She scanned the contents of the cupboard and didn't really fancy watching any of the movies that where in there until she saw one that she hadn't watched for a while and was one of her favourite movies. She smiled as she pulled it out and went over to the DVD player.

The film was just beginning to start when Grissom came in. Sara smiled up at him from her lounge position on the sofa and sat up to let him sit down then laid her head on his shoulder. Grissom wrapped his arm around her shoulders and kissed the top of her head "so what we watching?" Grissom asked.

"Food for the heart" Sara replied "it's one of my favourites but I haven't seen it in a while" she added. They snuggled together and watched the movie in silence.

As the credits rolled Grissom looked down and smiled as he saw Sara fast asleep, he couldn't help but think that Sara looked a lot like Delmar Youngblood, the main character in the film. He tried to imagine a heavily pregnant Sara and smiled even more at the thought.

"What are you smiling at?" Sara asked sleepily. She had just woken up and looked up at Grissom and was confused as to why he was smiling like an idiot. Grissom mentally shook his head and locked eyes with Sara "just thinking"

"About what?" Sara asked as she pushed herself up into a sitting position.

There was a pause, then "you"

"Oh...what about me?" Sara asked teasingly.

Grissom chuckled a little "you look a lot like the women who played the surrogate"

"I do?" Sara asked, she had noticed but didn't think much of it.

Grissom smiled and nodded "yeah...I was also thinking about a pregnant you" Grissom chuckled when Sara's eyes widened and she sat up straight immediately "you're not thinking of..."

"Shhh no I'm not" Grissom said and then chuckled at Sara's sigh of relief "although it would be good...ouch" he said and held his arm where Sara slapped him.

"Gilbert Grissom you will not, I repeat NOT, be getting me pregnant any time soon. Do you hear?" Sara said. It wasn't that she didn't want to have another baby with Grissom it was just that they'd only got together and it was way too early to be thinking about having a baby...even though they already had a two year old son but that didn't count as that was a complete misunderstanding that was now sorted.

"Loud and clear dear, loud and clear" Grissom gave her his goofy grin and Sara couldn't help but smile.

They stared at each other for a few seconds before Grissom leaned in and kissed her softly, running his fingers through her hair. She let out a soft sigh against his lips as she kissed him back, placing her hands on his chest and running them slowly up to his shoulders.

After a minute Grissom pulled away and leaned his forehead against Sara's. Sara opened her eyes slowly and smiled when she saw Grissom looking at her with love filled eyes. He leaned in and began to kiss her again, this kiss being a little bit more harder and passionate than the first. Sara wrapped her arms around his neck and brought him closer, deepening the kiss.

They continued to kiss in a sitting position for a few moments until Grissom gently and slowly pushed Sara down into a laying position. He laid half his body over Sara's, so not to squash her, and moved one hand under her t–shirt to feel her skin. Sara let out a soft pleasurable sigh as she felt Grissom's hand run along her stomach then up to her bra covered breast. Grissom pushed her bra up with his hand then cupped her breast and gave it a small squeeze and smiled as Sara let out a small gasp.

Sara ran her fingers through his hair then moved her hands down his back, gripped his t-shirt and pulled it from his trousers before pulling it all the way to his neck. Grissom reluctantly pulled away from her lips and allowed her to pull his t-shirt off. As soon as the top was over his head he immediately crushed his mouth against hers in a searing kiss while Sara dropped his –t-shirt on the floor and began to run her hands over his back, round to his stomach, up to his chest then round to his back again.

Sara continued to run her hands all over his back, chest and stomach while Grissom pushed her t-shirt up, pulled away from the kiss, lifted her up slightly and pulled her top over her head and threw it on the floor where it landed on top of his. He then stood up and pulled her up with him so that they were both standing.

He ran his fingers through her hair softly and leaned in to kiss her. Sara wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back. Grissom deepened the kiss a little and Sara let out a surprised squeal when Grissom wrapped his arms around her waist and picked her up. Sara giggled as she wrapped her legs around his waist and grinned at him.

Grissom chuckled at her and began to walk towards the bedroom, when they were half way there he began to kiss her again. He continued to kiss her as he walked into the bedroom and gently laid her on the bed, he went down with her but leant his weight on one side so he didn't crush her.

He kissed his way towards her neck where he began to gently kiss and suck on the skin causing a soft pleasurable moan from Sara. She moved her head slightly so he could getter better access and moved her hands towards his belt so that she could undo it.

At the same time Grissom lifted her up slightly so that he could unhook her bra, he then slid it down her arms slowly, Sara moved her hands away from unzipping his trousers, and dropped it on the floor.

Sara lay back down and finished unzipping his trousers and pushed them down his legs as far as her arms would reach. Grissom stood up and pushed them the rest of the way then climbed back on the bed, resting himself at the side of Sara.

Sara looked up at him and watched as his eyes ran over her stomach then up to her breasts where they stopped "beautiful" he whispered and Sara gave him a shy smile. Grissom leaned back down and gave her a soft kiss on the lips before he kissed his way down to her right breast and began a slow suck on her nipple while he used his hand to alternate between caressing and gently squeezing her left breast.

Sara arched her back and gasped loudly from the pleasure of Grissom's mouth and hand and grabbed his hair and held his head to her breast.

"Gil" she whispered in pleasure and moved her other hand down to his boxer shorts where she pushed her hand inside them and took hold of his erection and began to caress it. Grissom groaned against her breast and bit her nipple softly which caused a sharp gasp from Sara.

Grissom moved over her again and moved his hands down to her trousers where he unbuttoned, unzipped and pushed them down her legs. At the same time he moved his mouth from her left breast to her right breast.

Sara lifted her hips and allowed Grissom to take her trousers off. He took her pants with her trousers so that she was fully naked beneath him.

Grissom began to lift himself of the bed and Sara pulled her hand away from him as he did.

Sara watched as Grissom took his own boxers off then climbed back on top of her. Sara sighed as she felt his erection near her entrance but he didn't make any movement to push into her.

Instead he began to kiss her on the lips then moved down her body to her breasts, then to her stomach. Sara knew exactly where he was heading and her stomach did a flip and her legs automatically opened for him.

Grissom lifted his head from her stomach and moved his body down so his head was in line with her womanhood. He looked up and smiled at the sight of her, her eyes were closed and her chest heaved as she breathed heavily.

Sara felt herself being watched and opened her eyes as she lifted her head and saw Grissom smiling at her. She smiled back but before she could do or say anything else Grissom dived between her legs and began to suck hard. Sara screamed and gripped the sheets from the pleasure his mouth was creating.

Sara thrashed her head side to side and bucked her hips as Grissom used his tongue to lick at her entrance but didn't allow it to enter her.

"Gil" Sara moaned.

Grissom knew exactly what she wanted but wasn't going to give it to her just yet. He knew that she'd probably get him back but right now he didn't care he wanted to show her just how much he loved her. He slowed his movements down to a slow kiss and ran his tongue round and round her womenhood, he moaned as he tasted her juices and Sara moaned at the same time from pleasure as well as disapproval.

Sara moved her hand to his head and gripped his hair and tried to push his head closer to her but he fought her strength and continued his slow ministrations.

"Giiiiiiiiiilllll" Sara whined and bucked her hips towards his face.

Grissom smirked against her clit and grabbed her hips to keep her from moving then moved down a little more and sucked near her entrance. Sara moaned and thrashed her head from side to side again then screamed loudly as Grissom plunged his tongue into her entrance.

He twirled his tongue around inside her causing Sara to moan loudly, her breathing quickened and she gripped his hair tightly as she felt the first signs of her orgasm surfacing.

Grissom felt her walls beginning to tighten and pulled himself out, Sara groaned loudly in disappointment but was soon silent from Grissom's lips on hers. As he kissed her he moved between her legs and rubbed his erection near her entrance.

Sara gripped his shoulders and bucked her hips to try and get him inside her but he wouldn't allow himself to enter her. "Gil please" she moaned against his lips and bucked her hips again but instead of entering her he pulled away from her.

Sara began to panic but was soon calmed down as Grissom ran his hands through her hair and looked down at her "I...I haven't got any...protection" Grissom said sadly and Sara let out a breath that she didn't know she was holding and chuckled then grinned up at him "It's okay..." but before she could finish her sentence Grissom spoke "but you could get pregnant again. As much as I want that, now isn't the right time" Grissom looked at her and she chuckled again.

"You didn't let me finish Gil, it's okay I'm on the pill" Sara smiled and Grissom smiled back before taking his erection and guiding it to Sara's entrance and pushed in slowly.

They both moaned at the same time and Grissom watched as Sara closed her eyes.

Once he was fully inside her he stayed still and let her adjust to his size. Sara opened her eyes but shut them again as he began to kiss her and move his hips slowly. He pulled out, almost all the whole way, before pushing back in causing another moan from Sara which was muffled against his lips.

He continued the slow pace for a few minutes then sped up slightly. He found the right rhythm and kept to the same pace for a good 10 minutes before Sara wrapped her legs around his waist and was awarded with him going that little bit deeper.

"Oh Gil" Sara moaned and bucked her hips. Grissom sped up slightly and leaned his head on her shoulder and thrust his hips a little harder.

Sara held onto him tightly as Grissom continued the new pace for a few more minutes but soon Sara wanted more which she voiced and Grissom complied and thrust faster and deeper.

A few thrusts and he began to hit that special spot which caused a loud moan from Sara that sounded more like a small scream.

Sara felt her orgasm surfacing and scraped her nails along his back as she moaned in his ear "Gil... coming" she panted.

Grissom lifted up to look at her and slowed his pace "not yet" he said and kissed her lips.

Sara moaned from disappointment, she didn't want him to slow down, she was nearly over the edge but now she could feel her orgasm subsiding. She moaned again and bucked her hips to try and get him to go faster but he didn't comply.

Grissom kept his slow pace as he moved his mouth to her neck and began to suck the flesh, leaving his mark. He moved to the other side of her neck and did the same to that side before he began to kiss her lips again.

Then he began to move faster and thrust harder, Sara moaned and scrapped her nails along his shoulder blades "yes...Gil...deeper"

Grissom penetrated deeper and thrust harder as he felt Sara's walls tighten around his throbbing erection and felt his own orgasm rising. But he was damned if he was going to allow himself to come before Sara so he held his own orgasm in as he thrust faster.

Sara held onto him tightly and flew her head back against the pillow and practically screamed Gil's name as her orgasm rippled through her body harder and more powerful than she had ever felt.

Grissom let his own orgasm flow through his body once Sara had started to scream and groaned against her neck. He gave a few more hard thrusts to ride out their orgasms then collapsed on top of her, both breathing heavily.

Sara held onto him and let her feet drop to the mattress as she kissed the side of his head and ran her fingers through his sweaty hair. Grissom lifted up slightly and smiled down at her and moved a strand of hair behind her ear that was stuck to the side of her face. "You okay?" he asked.

Sara nodded and grinned "more than okay...that was..."

"Amazing" Grissom finished and they both grinned at each other.

Grissom slowly pulled himself out and laid beside her. Sara snuggled up to him and rested her head on his chest and Grissom ran his hand up and down her arm slowly. Sara sighed contently and closed her eyes. Grissom smiled down at her and they stayed quiet for a few minutes.

"I love you" Grissom said and Sara opened her eyes quickly and looked at him. He'd told her before but she still found it hard to believe that those words that she'd longed to hear for so long where actually being said.

Sara smiled at him "I love you too" she leaned down and kissed him softly then resumed her position on his chest.

There were a few minutes silence again as Sara twirled her finger around Grissom's chest and Grissom rested his hand against Sara's waist. "Did you mean it?" Sara asked.

"Of course I did, I love you more than anything in the world..."

"No I meant about having more kids?" Sara asked not moving from her position.

"Oh that...yes I did mean it..."

"You paused" Sara said a slight sadness in her voice.

"I'm sorry?" Grissom asked.

"You paused then said yes...you don't have to lie Gil. If you don't..."

"Hey, I'm not lying Sara. Another James or even a little Sara would be amazing. I didn't mean to pause, I was thinking of a mini Sara" Grissom explained and Sara sat up to look at him again.

"You really want a mini me? I would have thought one of me would be enough for you to handle" Sara chuckled slightly and Grissom smiled.

"Nahhh, I'm sure I can handle another one of you. Just like we can handle another one of me" Grissom grinned and Sara laughed and lay back down on his chest again. A few seconds silence then "we'll see anyway, it might not happen" Grissom said.

"It will...I never thought I'd ever get pregnant, especially with your child but it happened" she paused and took a breath before speaking again "I was really scared, I had no one to help me or turn to. I didn't know a single thing about looking after a baby let alone being a mom, I mean I never had the perfect childhood or the love of any parent. I was scared I was going to ruin my child's life..." she sniffed and Grissom lifted her chin and saw unshed tears.

He kissed her forehead then looked into her eyes "but you're a great mom Sara and James loves you with all his heart. Don't ever doubt that, just because your parents ruined your childhood doesn't mean that you will do the same to your child or children"

"I know" Sara wiped her eyes and nodded "the moment I held him and saw his little face I knew I would be okay... but that wasn't the first time I knew I loved him" she added.

"Oh..." Grissom said, asking the question with his eyes.

"It was the first time I felt him move inside me" Sara grinned and Grissom grinned back.

"Maybe one day I'll get to feel our baby moving" he said and Sara's eyes shone and she nodded her head.

"Definitely, but maybe in a couple of years?" she asked and Grissom nodded in agreement.

They stared at each other for a few seconds before Sara leaned down and kissed him softly. The kiss soon deepened and Grissom rolled so he was on top of her.

Sara squealed in delight and laughed as Grissom pinned her hands at the side of her head and stared at her seriously "what?" Sara asked.

"I've always wanted to do this...since the case where you asked me to pin you down" Grissom said softly and Sara was confused at first but her eyes brightened with excitement when she realised the position he had her in and what case he was referring to.

She looked from one side to the other then back at Grissom and smiled "I guess it's a fantasy you want to make reality?" she asked a slight challenge in her voice and Grissom smiled before kissing her.

Before she knew it Grissom was getting his fantasy and even though she'd never admit it to him it was one of her fantasies too.

Whayyy SMUT so what you guys and girls think...good? bad? never do it again? lol

Let me know :)

Not entily sure when the next chapter will be up as I haven't started it yet (usually I like to get half way through a chapter before posting the one before) but i'll try and get it posted as soon as I can :)

Think the next chapter is going to skip a few months or the story is going to be very very long haha

CSI-loz x