A/N: Hey everyone! This is my first fic on this category… and my first yaoi fic at all, so I hope you enjoy it! It's gonna be a twoshot. So… as you probably noticed, I'm a My Chemical Romance-freak. I just love their song "The Only Hope For Me Is You", and since it sounds like something Usagi would say, I just HAD to name this fic like that ^.^
Title: The Only Hope For Me Is You
Pairings: Usagi/Misaki
Summary: When Takahiro finds out about Usagi and his little brother's relationship, he wants to take Misaki away with him. Misaki, angered, also says some unnecessary things to Usagi. Now, he is forced to choose between his big brother or his lover.
Disclaimer: I obviously don't own any characters. Just the idea and the writing of this fic are mine.
The Only Hope For Me Is You
Misaki's POV
Help me, Nii-chan… I have dug my own grave with this guy.
It's not that I hadn't realized this before; it's just that it's something I only remember when I'm stuck in situations like… this.
"Say it…" Usagi-san whispered to me, with that soft voice of his, before biting my ear. We were on the couch, and he was lying on top of me, holding me; holding my head.
"Shut up…" I replied in embarrassment after I moved my head as a reaction caused by his sudden movement. I was used to resisting him. He was used to me resisting him. It was the same old routine, yet every time seemed like the first time.
"Say it, Misaki…" he repeated, yet this time, he held my body closer to his. I gasped at this other sudden movement.
"Usagi-san…" was the only thing I could whisper in reply, and blushed even more than before. My eyes filled with tears from embarrassment as I put my arms around him.
"I love you, Misaki" he said to me as he slightly let go of my head, to capture my lips in a deep kiss. Of course, as always, I was captured by them and tried to resist, but ended up giving in and kissing him back. Letting my hands move through his unbuttoned shirt, I rested them on his chest, as if trying to get him off of me, but in reality, that wasn't my intention.
"Misaki…" he repeated after he pulled away slightly and nibbled on my lower lip. Some stray tears fell down my face as he kissed me again, with the same desire and passion as before. His hands started to slowly move towards my belt, undoing it…
"U…sagi…san…"
"USAGI-CHAN!" a voice suddenly yelled, out of nowhere. Usagi slowly removed his tongue from my mouth, leaving me wanting more, and looked back, only to stay paralyzed because of what he saw. It wasn't until I removed my hands from his chest to lift myself up a little, when I realized what had just happened.
"N-Nii-chan!" was the only thing I could say.
Oh crap. That was the only thing that went through my mind when I analyzed the situation. Usagi, unbuttoned shirt, lying on top of me, me, shirtless, lying on the couch, us kissing…
"What is the meaning of this?" he yelled. Oh, crap. I had never, in my 19 years of life, seen my big brother so angry. Usagi got off of me, to fall sitting on the floor, and then stand up.
"Takahiro…"
"Of course! I should've known! I should've known you would do this, Usagi-chan!" my brother yelled angrily, walking towards Usagi. The only thing I could do was to sit up on the couch in embarrassment, while watching my brother yell at Usagi-san.
"How much did you see?" Usagi -san said, trying not to raise his voice.
"Just enough to know the torture you've put Misaki through all these months! I mean, he obviously can't defend himself against you!"
"Please, Takahiro…" Usagi-san tried to talk to him calmly.
"I knew you were not straight, Usagi-chan!" my brother spat. Usagi-san looked surprised, and so was I.
"What?" I heard Usagi-san mutter under his breath.
"I knew you were in love with me, Usagi-chan! That's the reason I wanted to introduce you first to my fiancé when I proposed to her! And… even so, I trusted you with my young brother! And I just can't believe I didn't think you'd… use my little brother to get over that!"
"I didn't…" he said, and then shut up. After that, Usagi-san didn't speak; he didn't speak at all. Not a word; nothing.
Tell him…
"Usagi-chan! I can't believe you!"
Tell him I'm your lover…
"Aren't you going to say anything?"
Tell him you love me…
Usagi-san didn't say anything. He just stood there, not looking at my brother in the eye.
"Misaki-kun!" my brother said to me suddenly, looking at me. I didn't say anything; I looked at him with surprise.
"Gather your things; we're leaving" he said.
'We'…?
"…what?" I whispered softly, and looked at Usagi-san. He was still standing, like a statue, with no movement whatsoever.
"Hurry up, Misaki! Just get your shirt! I'll get the rest of your stuff back later…" he said, walking over to the front door. I sat there, without moving, and stared at Usagi-san's back. "Usagi-san…"
"Misaki!" I heard my brother yell.
I quickly did my belt, took my shirt and put it on, buttoning two or three buttons while walking towards the door. As I passed Usagi-san, I couldn't help but to look back. He was looking down, with a shocked face, and tears were starting to form on his eyes.
It hurts… leaving like this… leaving him like this…
There were so many things I wanted to say or do at that moment, but if I did, my big brother would freak out. This was definitely not how I planned to tell my brother about this…
This was not what I meant when I thought 'Help me, nii-chan… '…
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(The next day)
My brother knocked on Usagi-san's door, only to be told to 'come in and leave, quickly' by a very… distant Usagi-san.
"Wait down here, Misaki" my brother said as he left me standing on the doorway, "I'll get your stuff quickly and we'll leave", he finished as he went upstairs, knowing very well which bedroom was mine.
Look at me…
"U-Usagi…san…" I said. Usagi-san, who was sitting on the kitchen table, didn't even bother to turn back from his laptop, where he was writing something.
Talk to me…
"Usagi-san…" I repeated, walking slowly into the kitchen.
Kiss me…
"When are you leaving?" he asked suddenly when I stood behind the chair he was sitting at, not turning away from the laptop.
…and tell me those embarrassing things that you always say!
"Eh… tomorrow…" I said.
"…good" he said after a while.
"…good?" I replied, feeling my eyes get watery. I knew what was coming next. "Good?" I yelled, smacking Usagi-san's head. He turned around in response, with a surprised expression. His face seemed even more surprised when he saw my eyes.
"You… really don't care if I go, do you?" I asked. He stayed silent.
"Did you really use me as a replacement for my brother?" I asked, enraged. He looked down.
"Even after you said you didn't… You really are an idiot!" I yelled, so loud that I think my brother heard me. "But whatever! It's not like I ever cared about you!"
It hurts…
"I mean, I never even loved you!"
Saying things like this…
I felt my tears run down my face, but I left them there without a care. "I regret having met you, Usagi-san! I hate you!" I yelled, and just as if on cue, my brother started walking down the stairs.
…it's killing me.
"Only God knows how many times you tortured my little brother, Usagi" my brother said, giving Usagi-san a death glare.
No…
"And of course, he's not going to tell me anything about it…" he continued.
It wasn't torture…
"But, I can assure you, Usagi…"
Usagi-san…
"…that you will never see my little brother again…"
No …please…
"Let's go, Misaki"
…don't let me go…
A/N: Well, here is the first part of this two-shot! I really hope you liked it! And, the second chapter will be out soon! (It's already written, so…)
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