I just can't go back. I just can't go back. No matter how much they influence me, they're too many memories, too many faults and too many dangers for me. Sure people know me, but do they care? No. They don't know my story. For the longest time of staying invisble during school, people allways congratulating and clapping for my brother. Don't get me wrong i love my brother, but i just wished that sometimes people would actually know what really did happen that night. Maybe they wouldn't be so cruel. Of course i had my group of friends but i always stuck with them.

Too many dangers were trying to get to me and my brother, the other students didn't know about my true identity, but i did. I know that i am part of why he's back. I know that he's after me. But the other students do not know. I can't go back, this is for my life. I just can't go back. No matter how much i want to. My brother told me to leave just so he could protect me. Pft, even his friends think that's a bad idea.

I mean, who was the one that was there to help him through all those battles, whose the one person who lived the same thing he lived. ANd whose the one who knows what he's going through because I have the same thing going on. Yeah. Me.

But now, it's been too long since i've been back there. My home. Hogwarts. Too many dangers and Dumbledore wants me to stay away, in case Harry doesn't make it. I know he will, but i guess i'm the secret weapon. Who am i? That's easy.

I'm the girl who lived. Harry Potter's invisible twin sister. Nobody knew about me being there. Only the staff and family know about Harry's sister. Okay even Ron and hermione. But that's it. I don't care because i can't go back. I love my home here. With Edward and the Cullens, they're my true family.

Currently i'm in the woods by myself. Looking at the moon and thinnking that i could just get to Hogwarts, but i can't. Harry would know and i can't let that happen. I need to stay here in Forks. When they need my help, they'll call me. I'm just watching out.

The Cullens don't know i'm outside by myself. They're constantly looking after me, when in fact i'm stronger than them combined. But they do go hunting often now. So it leaves me awhile to think.

As i stare at how beautiful the moon is i hear a rustle in the bushes. I take out my wand in defence and ready to say the words Bombarda, when my uncle lupin comes out. Oh thank god he's in human form.

"Hello, dear Bella." Lupin says.

"Hello Uncle." I say. Still staring at the moon.

"How've you been? no mishaps?" He asks. I laugh softly.

"A few, but i've handled them." I say.

"Good. We need you back." I tunr my attention to him.

"I can't Uncle. I just can't."

"Look, what happened at school then doesn't matter now. The school needs you. I need you. Harry needs you." A sharp stab was in my heart.

"Uncle listen, i can't. School is too dangerous for me right now. I just can't, i'm sorry. You can deal without me."

"Is this because of the spell Harry put on you? The spell that keeps you out of Hogwarts? We can fix it." Its not that only...

"I can't Uncle. Though tha tis part of the reason, Harry is too stubborn to let me get hurt. But i need to protect my family here if something goes wrong. In case V-"

"Don't speak his name Bella."

"Voldemort. In case he might come. He might know about me already."

"Wrong, he doesn't. He never will. You need to come back and help us defeat him."

"Many deaths, many faults, many losses. I just can't handle that. Not after what happened to Cedric." Cedric was like my brother. When he died i died as well. But Edward picked up the pieces.

"Cedric? I'm sorry. But you need to help! Please. We need you."

"Listen to my words, Remus. I. Can'!" I shouted at him. He cowers back.

"My life has just turned normal. Some people at school don't know me but they still hate me. I just can't deal with it anymore. Perhaps another time."

"ANOTHER TIME? If you don't come back. WE ARE DEAD! DO YOU WANT THAT BELLA!" He says.

"No. Of course not. But i can't. If i leave so suddenly my family will get suspicious, what am i to do then huh?"

"I understand, but Dumbledore wants his little girl back. Harry wants his sister back. Your friends wants their friend back. Everyone misses you. The school has changed when you left."

"I'll think about it. But right now, my answer is no. Tell Dumbledore i apologize."

"I will. But think about it Bella. What are we going to do without you?" He says.

"I'm sorry." I say. Then he leaves.

I start crying right on the spot. Until day time.

It's a good thing it's summer time. I drive all the way to the Cullens with a new set of clothes. Maybe i should go back. I want to, but i'm afraid what everybody will think when they see me. And what about my family? It's obvious i can't tell them. Maybe i should go back. I miss everyone. But what about this spell. Lupin did say something about fixing it. Maybe i will.

I end up at their door. No matter what my mouth stays shut. I open the door to see my uncle lupin, uncle sirius and harry keeping my family all cornered. Sirius was in wolf form, Lupin had his wand and so did harry. The room was destroyed. I was beyond angry. The Culllens looked scared.

I take serious action i rip my wand out and jump in front of my fiancee.

"Bella. get away from those monsters." Harry says.

"THE ONLY MONSTERS HERE ARE YOU GUYS! THIS IS MY FAMILY!" I scream at them.

"What are you talking about. I sent you here to have a normal life away from him. And you come to vampires? Your insane." HArry screams in my face.

'YOUR INSANE FOR KEEPING ME OUT OF THE PLACE I WANT TO BE AT MOST!" I scream.

"ONLY FOR YOU!"

"NO IT WASN'T. IF YOU HURT MY FIANCEE I WILL KILL YOU." Harry put his wand down and so did Lupin. Sirius turned into his regular form. They look into my eyes which was already tearful. They they look at my family.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." Lupin said.

"This is how you recruit me? I was thinking i should go back, but now i'm having second thoughts." i threaten.

"Please Bella. We need you." Lupin said.

"WHAT? NO! WE DON"T NEED HER! I cant risk her getting hurt." Harry says.

"Harry, it's that. Or Hogwarts and everyone dies. Which one?" I smirk.

"Fine. But i will protect her from everything. If she comes." He looks to me.

"I'm still thinking, but send some floo powder and get out. It was nice seeing you again, all famous Harry Potter." I say mockingly.

"It was nice to see you too sister. The girl who lived. All famous Bella Swan Potter." He says. My eyes popped out.

"Yeah, everyone at school knows about you. They know what i did to keep you safe. They want you back." He says.

"Nice to know. Goodbye. Don't hurt my family again brother. Or i will do something." I say.

"Oh by the way Bella. Your curse. I just fixed it." Sirius said. I guess he did while i was venting.

"Thank you. Uncle."

"Oh man. Please stay safe Bells. I love you." Harry says.

He smiles and walks out the door with Lupin and Sirius.

i sigh and say, "Repairo" and everything in the room is back to a way things were.

I start to walk out the door when somebody grabs my waist and looks into my eyes.

"What just happened?" Edward furiously asks. I just shake my head. I can't let them get involved. So i grab my wand and he backs off. But i miss his arms around me.

"I'm sorry, i'm a freak. But i can't tell you. I don't want you to get involved. I'm sorry. Goodbye." I point my wand at them and say, "Obliviate" They instantly forget everything that just happened, i think.

"Bella? When did you get here?" Edward smiles his crooked smile and comes over and kisses me.

"Oh bella, i didn't know you were here. C'mon, let's talk about wedding plans." Alice comes over. Edward still has arms wrapped around my waist. Everything seems happy. I like it. BUt little do they know that today is the last time they will see me. Time to make most of it.