hiya this is my first fic so please any feedback is welcome :) please read and review please

disclaimer:

i do not own anything from one tree hill. blah blah blah

this is a really Brucas orientated fic so please be aware of that.

Brook and Lucas have a drunken fling one night after Brook is feeling quite low, how will they both cope with their feelings for one another, while trying to protec everyone elses.

when the truth comes out will they stay together or lead miserable lives to protect those around them.

rated m for sex and language mainly.

so yeah thanks :) enjoy :)

The next day, Brook woke up from a very restless sleep, not knowing what to do with herself, she dragged herself out of bed and shuffled her way into her unsuited bathroom. She gazed at her self in the mirror disgusted with what looked back at her. Her hair was in knots, her black make up smudged all over her face and a very unattractive bite on her neck.

"ugh" she said to herself as she began to brush the knots out of her hair and wipe the make up off her face. She had managed to make herself look presentable when she heard a loud thumping at her door.

"Brook, its Lucas open up" Brook was terrified she could bare to see him, she couldn't bare to see his face not after the events of the night before. She felt a lump develop in her throat her mouth dry up immediately and her whole body tremble. Without a second though Brook threw herself on the floor underneath the window, in case he might peer in so he could not see her. Another loud thumping came from the door as Lucas' fist hit the wood.

"Brook please I just want to talk" desperation filled his voice. Brook sat there hugging her knees tightly to her chest, trying hopelessly to hold back the tears but failing as they were streaming uncontrollably down her firm cheeks.

"Brook I know your in there, if you don't open up I will break in." Lucas now incredibly desperate to see the raven haired beauty. It took all the courage Brook had to stand up, compose herself and throw on a dressing gown before opening the door to a very disgruntled Lucas.

"Lucas" she said quietly, he just barged past her slamming the door behind him.

"Are you alright pretty girl?" he asked with a great deal of care. "you've been crying.." Brook wanted to speak but her voice was quiet and some words just could not come out

"not really no," she answered the blonde "I feel terrible" she could feel herself begin to cry again

"Is it about last night?" Lucas asked now bending his knees so his eyes were at the level of hers. Brook could only nod at this as the tears became too much and consumed her whole voice. "look Brook, I don't feel great about it either.." he began "but maybe we should sit down" He held Brook's arm and guided the tearful lady to the sofa in which her sat her down as well as himself. "but it has come to my attention, that well I'm crazy about you Brook Davis" he said. Brook stunned yet relieved at this revelation couldn't help but retort

"really? Because if your just saying that to make me feel better. Well don't. Because I'm hopelessly crazy about you Lucas, but I can't deal with another fake love interest," she said, Lucas took her shoulders in his hands pulled her face to his and passionately kissed her. To Brook the kiss was amazing, full of love and refreshing, it oozed passion and lust and every other good emotion she could think of

"I am not lying. I mean it, I love you. You have my word" he said with such love and affection, emotion filling his perfectly blue eyes. Brook's heart filled with joy

" I love you too." she said before kissing him with as much passion as she could. This was the start of a very dangerous affair. One that would change their lives and the ones they loved forever.

The night before

Brook Davis, considered herself a very independent women. She was in a sense but whenever she was on a emotional low her friends would always surround her to pick up the pieces of her broken heart. On this occasion, her company clothes over bros has suffered a minor set back and some financial difficulty which knocked her confidence and her self esteem a hell of a lot . She was usually bubbly, happy and confident instead on this particular day she was a nervous wreck, she hid in her house, drinking glass after glass of wine. While frantically sketching new ideas. Something she usually did when she was upset. But this time no amount of alcohol or sketching would help her feel better. In her drunken frustration she threw her glass at the wall of her dining area and ripped up the sketches she had recently drawn. Her head was heavy and her vision hazy, she reached for her phone and went through the list of friends she had who could save herself from wrecking anything else she owned. She scrolled through the names until she hit the name she was looking for and without hesitation she pressed call. It rang a couple of times until she got an answer

"Hello" a voice said, husky and questioning

"hey Luke, is Peyton there?" she asked hopefully, Peyton was Brook's best friend and she always called her when she was I need of attention or love.

"no but I can leave a message?" he said

"oh no its okay, I'll call Haley" she said disappointedly, tears filling her eyes and emotion suppressing her voice

"are you okay Brook?" he asked caringly

"not really" she said honestly

"would you like me to come over?" he asked worried about his friend

"yes please" Brook asked.

"I'll be over in ten" he said then putting down the phone. Brook took the phone from her ear and just stared at it for a while, she was bewildered as to why she asked Lucas to come over when she knew she could not control her feelings whenever he was around. Brook Davis was very much in love with Lucas Scott. And nothing she could do or say could change that, she was devoted to him in every single way, he was her prince charming that hadn't found her yet. But there was a catch, he had found his princess Peyton. And it broke Brook's heart to know that her best friend the person she could tell almost everything to was married to the man she loved and she couldn't say anything about it. In all honesty because of this Brook was depressed and rather than socialising with her friends from tree hill who all had coupled up except her, she buried herself in her work to distract her from her breaking heart. But now work was also going down hill she could hide her emotions any longer. She was going to tell Lucas tonight, that she was in love with him and that would be that. She slowly made it over to the counter where a half empty bottle of wine sat, she carefully took the cork out of the neck of the bottle and poured herself a glass.

This is going to be a long night

She thought to herself as she sipped away at her alcoholic beverage, now it was time to make decisions. Was she going to clean herself up and make herself look presentable for Lucas, or was she going to leave her appearance alone so she looked desperate and could make him feel sorry for her. She decided to make herself look presentable for the dashing blonde and made her way to her mirror. She looked pretty much fine apart from a little smudged mascara which she quickly wiped away. She applied some rouge lipstick and messed up her hair a little before Lucas arrived. Brook certainly looked good with her messy long bob and tiny facial features, her body was voluptuous and curvy, yet slender and slim. Her clothes hugged her perfect figure while her heals gave definition to her toned legs. She was stunning. Brook took more sips from her wine when there was a knock at her door and a gentle voice came from the other side

"Brook its Lucas" Brook walked cautiously over to the door and unlocked it. She then began to turn the handle and open the door to let Lucas in.

"hi Luke" she said nervously. She smiled and looked into his beautiful blue eyes.

"sooo.. What's up?" he asked tenderly, this brought Brook's wondering mind back to reality she began to explain the situation to Lucas.

"oh yeah, um well thanks to some former staff of mine" she said putting the emphasis on the word former something she always did when upset or angry or ranting to one of her friends. "I may be made bankrupt." she continued. Lucas looked shocked at this and sat down on one of the breakfast bar chairs.

"what? How?" he asked frantically and confused

"some dimwit thought it was a good idea to buy shares or something. I DON'T KNOW. I have never done the financial side of things I just let people do that for me. And now look at me" she complained almost brining herself to tears again.

"shit, are you okay though?" Lucas asked concerned standing up moving to hug the distressed Brook.

"no I am not okay, my company is the only thing I have to be proud of, I'm 25 years old and while all my friends are coupling and having lots and lots of babies I'm alone with a failing business." Brook was most defiantly crying now , tears streaming down her face, all Lucas could do was comfort her.

A few hours had passed and Lucas promised to stay with Brook until he was satisfied she was okay, they were sat on the sofa drinking vast quantities of wine. Her head was laid in his lap while he stroked her hair, they reminisced they're past rendezvous and high school relationship. They had connected again.

"whatever happened to us Brook?" Lucas asked

"I really don't know, I guess we just let go of each other" she replied "wish I didn't though" she said

"what do you mean?" Lucas asked, his head perked when she had said that, his heart skipped a beat, Lucas had always had feelings for Brook but he wasn't sure if they were reciprocal.

"I mean, I love you Lucas, always have and always will" Brook said rising her head to look at him, she stared lovingly into his big blue wondering eyes as he started back into hers. She couldn't tell weather it was the alcohol in his system or true feelings but Lucas leaned in for a kiss, and Brook leaned in closer to him slowly kissing his bottom lip, biting a little before slipping her tongue into his mouth. He kissed her back tenderly moving his hands lower her arms and around her body so he had hold of her. His embrace was warm and safe, and for the first time that entire evening Brook felt happy. A few minutes of kissing had gone by before Lucas felt confident enough to make the next move, he slowly moved his arm around her body towards her breast area where he cupped her perfectly pert C-cups in his hands, while she gently stroked her hand up and down his thigh, at this point Lucas was very erect, his bulge desperate to be set free from his suffocating tight jeans. Brook began to un button his jeans and attempt to pull them off, but the awkwardness of her alcohol induced clumsiness and how tight Lucas' jeans actually were prevented her from achieving her goal. A smile grew on her face as she continued to kiss him and as she broke away from the kiss just said quietly

"Dam jeans" then continued to kiss Lucas more, he smiled as he removed her top to reveal her very sexy very lacy black lingerie. He stared at her breasts for a while

"they've grown since high school" and continued to gawp at the sight of her womanly curves. She arched an eyebrow and had a rather playful and cheeky grin on her face

"the pill has done wonders" this was a rather suggestive comment, insinuating that protection was not needed and they both could get straight down to business. They once again continued to fumble about the sofa kissing all parts of the body caressing every inch of skin with their lips, the pleasure was electric and the danger made it feel even better.

"Shall we take this upstairs" Lucas suggested and with a small nod from Brook they began they're journey to her bedroom. He lifted her from the sofa and carried her up the stairs her legs wrapped tightly around his hips. Once they had reached the bedroom Lucas threw Brook onto the bed and began to take every item of clothing she had one off and throw them in any direction, he was desperate to be inside her he needed to release the build up of pleasure he had encountered from the past half hour. She felt the same, the need to have Lucas' huge manhood inside her was driving her crazy. After their clothes had been removed It only took one swift movement and Lucas had entered Brook, the sheer movement drove her mad, he began to thrust and thrust as she bit his neck playfully and blowing hot air onto his earlobe, he continued the thrusting, needing to pleasure Brook more, he moved his hand to her clit where he slowly began to massage it with his thumb, the pleasure erupted from her body as she shuddered with enjoyment, she climaxed right there and then screaming every obscenity she could, while gasping for air, Lucas gained much satisfaction from this and began to thrust harder and faster so he could get his release and it was only a matter of time before Brook climaxed again, her walls tightening around his cock, it felt too good, Lucas couldn't control it anymore and with one last thrust his juices exploded inside her, her walls squeezing every last drop he had out. Lucas just lay there for a while ontop of Brook smiling in satisfaction, they're bodies hot a sweaty the room stinking of sex. He finally got off of her and lay next to her for a while, Lucas just stared at Brook and her magnificent beauty realising he had missed out on the best woman he had ever had. Brook got under the duvet and Lucas joined her, he held her close while she fell asleep, she drifted in and out of consciousness every now and then mumbling a few words then falling back asleep. Lucas looked at his phone to check the time.

5 missed calls from Peyton, it was now 1am, he had been with Brook for a good few hours, he didn't want to leave her but he knew that if he didn't return home Peyton would suspect something was up. So he quietly let go of Brook, snuck out the bed and found each item of clothing which was his, quietly go dressed trying not to wake the sleeping Brook and left the house. It broke his heart leaving Brook but he would resolve things in the morning, if he could and make sure she was okay. He began to short drive home thinking of one thing. Brook.