First Kiss

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Miharu X Yoite

By: Loveless22Beloved

Beta'd: Emi-Chan 18

A/N: Written between episode 6 and 7 Yoite comes to see Miharu again. This was

uber fun to write because my friend xXxMiharuxXx is Miharu lol and I have taken

the role of Yoite. The funny part is I was dubbed Yoite before I started

watching the anime or reading the manga which I started today.

Miharu entered his room and shut the door behind him; he looked up to see none

other than Yoite standing beside his bed

"Yoite, what are you doing here?"

"I wanted to see you it's been a while since we've spoken. I don't have a lot of

time."

"Oh, right…" Miharu sighed his face emotionless. He had actually been hoping to

ask Yoite something but now he was having trouble asking it and for the life of

him Miharu couldn't figure out why. "Yoite, the other day Raimei and Koichi were

talking about their first kisses." Miharu said his face betraying him with a

small look of fear mixed with curiosity.

"So,"

"Well, Raimei said hers was with some guy when she was like five and Koichi said

he got his first kiss from a guy in middle school."

"A guy?" Yoite wondered where this was going but kept the confusion off his

face. "What about you Miharu? What was your first kiss like?"

"I haven't had my first kiss yet."

"Oh…"

"Yoite…" Miharu worked to make his face emotionless as he spoke. What was it

about this guy that got him so worked up? "…would you be my first kiss?" Miharu

looked up at Yoite and surprised him with that cute look that Miharu used to

persuade people. Yoite blushed unconsciously and his eyes grew wide with

surprise his emotionless facade fading instantly.

"You want me to be your first kiss?"

"Yes, I really like you Yoite."

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why do you like me?"

"I…I like you because you're you. Because you try to hard to look indifferent,

trying to do so to hide the pain in your eyes. I like that you have secrets from

me and yet I still feel for you. I like you because I am not afraid to be myself

around you Yoite I'm, comfortable with you. That is why I want you to be my

first kiss, because I can trust you with it."

Miharu watched as the older boy carefully sat down on the bed and Miharu came to

sit next to him. "Yoite, will you kiss me or are you really that opposed to

this?"

"Y…Yes, I will kiss you, Miharu." Yoite felt venerable this was not a situation

he was used to part of him wanted to shove Miharu away and scream no but the

other part was perfectly willing to let this boy in to let Miharu hold him close

like a lover. That was the part that was winning in the silent battle of Yoite's

mind. Miharu cautiously scooted closer to Yoite and gently turned his face to

his own. Miharu's fingers traced gentle circles on the kira user's cheeks and

his green eyes connected with the half scared blue ones. Miharu was sure of

himself, sure of his decision. Miharu looked down for a moment to take one of

Yoite's hands in his own.

"Yoite, can I take these off?" Miharu asked referring to the tan gloves covering

Yoite's hands.

"I…no…I mean…you can but…"

Miharu ignored the stuttering and removed each of Yoite's gloves tossing them to

the floor. Miharu looked down at the ashen and pale skin of Yoite's hands and

gave no emotion in his face or his voice. "Is this because of the Kira?" Yoite

nodded in response as Miharu looked at his hands curiously. Then Yoite's comfort

zone was tested. Miharu gently but swiftly took one of Yoite's hands in his own

and put the other around his own torso as he pressed himself closer to the older

teen. Yoite gasped and a look of fear flashed across his face but he quickly

relaxed realizing that he liked the feeling of Miharu's touch, that he could

feel Miharu's touch. Miharu kept one hand now twined with Yoite's and slid the

other up Yoite's arm to the back of his neck as he pressed himself even closer.

Miharu leaned in and stopped less than an inch from connecting their lips the

imaginary black wings protruding from his back he whispered. "What are you

waiting for Yoite? Kiss me."

Yoite nervously leaned forward so that his lips brushed against Miharu's. He

expected Miharu to push back and deepen the kiss but instead Miharu sat still as

stone letting Yoite do only as much as he was comfortable with. Yoite let his

lips move against Miharu's slightly and he pulled himself closer to the younger

man. Miharu's tongue cautiously swept across Yoite's bottom lip and Yoite almost

unconsciously opened his mouth to allow Miharu access. Yoite moved his arms so

that he was enveloping Miharu in a warm embrace. Their tongues gently pressed

into each other swirling around in each others mouths and then slowly the two

broke apart. Miharu's head fell to Yoite's shoulder and his eyes closed their

arms wrapped around each other.

"Miharu, why did you want me to be your first kiss?"

"I already told you, because I like you Yoite. I've realized that I like helping

you because you need me to be here for you and I'm going to be…no matter what."

Miharu leaned forward and gently kissed Yoite's lips again, "In short because

I've fallen in love with you Yoite." Suddenly everything changed the moment was

shattered and Yoite's face went from calm and complacent to terrified.

Yoite pushed Miharu away and was on his feet again in a second.

"Don't touch me!" He yelled tears streaming down his cheeks. "Don't be kind!

Don't love me!" He fell to his knees and Miharu stayed where he was knowing that

if he tried to touch or comfort Yoite in any way it would only upset him more.

"Yoite, is it so impossible to admit that someone cares for you?"

"Yes, everyone has their own agenda."

"But…Yoite"

"No!" Yoite grabbed his gloves from the table and got ready to leave again.

"I'll contact you when I know more about what we're going to do." With that

Yoite left.