Eve: My first Haruhi story, and it's a one-shot in Haruhi POV! Read and review!

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Roses are Red, Violets are some other stupid color.

What the hell is wrong with me? How can I be in love with him? I mean, him?

Hell, I don't even remember his real name anymore.

But I have more pressing matters then a name. Namely, Kyon himself.

I really don't know what I find attractive in him. Maybe it's because he's the only person willing to face me while they're talking, and not stare at my body. Maybe it's because he complies too all of my demands. But whatever the reason may be, I'm still attracted to him. However, there's nothing special about him.

He's not an alien, he's not a time traveler, and he's not an esper. So what is it about him? I can't describe it. It's like when I'm around him, I feel safe.

Damn it. I'm starting to sound like a hopeless school girl confiding in her diary about the boy she loves. I'm a better woman than this! I shouldn't let my teenage hormones get in the way of my duties as SOS Brigade leader!

What's more, as far as I can tell, Kyon doesn't share my feelings. That's just another reason to not tell him my feelings, and just love him from afar.

Another thing I should talk about is the dream about Kyon I had last night. I know I'm not one of those girls who writes about the "wonderful dream!" and "I was with the man of my dreams!" so I'm going to stick with the details. Kyon and I were in this place we couldn't escape, meeting with these enormous blue creatures. My dreams had finally come true. At that moment, Kyon confessed his love to me, and kissed me with such passion, causing me to awake. I'm saying this because it didn't feel like a dream. I remembered everything that happened in it, for one. I can't explain it, but it was like it really happened. But that's impossible, right?

So, anyway, this morning, I had this crazy impulse to wear my hair in a ponytail one last time. I'm not quite sure why, but it must be because of something that Kyon in the dream told me. And this morning, he actually noticed that I changed my hairstyle. And not only that, he told me that it "looks good on you, Haruhi." Gag me. What kind of a cheap one liner is that, moron?

Wait, why the hell and I saying this? It's not like Kyon can actually see, right? Well, anyways, I've decided that I'll never tell Kyon my true feelings. If I do, then I'll be risking a heart break. And if he says yes, then we'll be swept up in all that lovey-dovey junk, and I'll never be able to find out about the unknown. So, this weekend I've decided to hold another city-wide inspection to find mysterious things, because there's no way that I'll ever meet an alien, time traveler, or esper without looking long and hard.

And last of all, I've gotten tired of this stupid pony tail I'm wearing. And lunch is almost ending, so I should finish up.

Signed, Haruhi Suzumiya.

I closed my diary, slipped it into my bag, pulled my hair down, and looked out the window until class started.

Eve: So, how was it? This originally came from a friends' idea of a Haruhi POV romance and my thoughts about an excerpt from Haruhi's diary. I hope I was in character, but she's so hard to write for, it's tiring. Well, it was short, but it was still a story that I think I can be proud of. And stay tuned for my next one-shot, Haruhi-chan in Disneyland.