OMG! I know, it's been forever since I've updated any of my stories. I want to apologize so bad, and so much, for that. I'm finishing my first semester of college and will be writing more over Winter Break. I'll also have more time to write next semester since I only have class on Mondays, wednesdays and no classes on fridays. I hope you guys hang in there for me, and I apologize again for not updating lately.

~Brii

"You want to do what, Lovi?"

Lovino swallowed "I wanted to date you again" he said softly as he looked up at the spaniard "I was wrong to leave you for the Potato-bastard, but...you really hurt me when you left me for Feli" he paused as he let his words sink in "I wanted you to feel what I felt"

"So you used Ludwig?" Antonio asked raising an eyebrow, before earning a nod from the italian "I knew you wouldn't really date him"

Lovino bit his lip as he was pulled into a hug, he was dreaded this plan of his and Ludwigs. "just promise me you won't leave me for Feli again" he said burying his face in the Spaniards neck.

"I won't, I never will" Antonio said holding the italian closer to his chest "I love you, Lovi"

Lovino gulped "I-I love you too, Antonio" he said softly, it was like spitting fire saying those words to Antonio. He didn't love the spaniard, he hated him with all his italian rage. The stupid bastard had cheated on him with his own brother! Why the hell would he have run right back into his arms? The italian sighed and closed his eyes, forcing his body to relax in the Spaniards grip 'Ludwig must be having a harder time with Feliciano' he thought as his mind was filled with images of him and the german...

Feliciano started wailing "How could you do that to me!" he cried into the Germans chest, his whole body was shaking with sobs "U-Using Fratello to make me jealous"

Ludwig winced slightly 'and this is the reason I left you in the first place' he thought but quickly pushed it aside "I wanted you to see how I felt when I saw you with Antonio" he said putting his hand on the italians head

"I-I didn't mean to leave you, Luddy"

"I know you didn't" Ludwig said, this was probably as hard for Lovino as it was for him. Concidering they were now getting back together with the people they hated the most. "Let's just forget it, Feli" he said gently

Feliciano nodded "S-Si" he said looking up at Ludwig with his unusually large brown eyes.

Ludwig gently ruffled his hair like he used to "How about some pasta?" he asked, knowing it would cheer the bubbly italian up.

"PASTA!"