A/N: Wow guys…I feel like a traitor…Here we are trying to pass SA and I write a song fic using an SA song…lol…

I got this idea in Chem last year and just couldn't write it…Ever since I did the "How Could I Ever Forget?" scene for my acting final, I couldn't help but to notice that Dan sort of blames himself for Gabe's death. That he "was a child raising a child."

So this line from "The Mirror-Blue Night" popped into my head. "It's broken inside/I'm a man and a child." And I was like BINGO!

So yeah! Enjoy!

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Disclaimer: Don't own N2N or the SA lyrics!

Flip on a switch

And everything's fine

No more lips, no more tongue, no more ears, no more eyes

The naked blue angel who pears through the blinds

Disappears in the gloom of the mirror-blue night

They say that 70% of couples who lose a child split. So why is it that we didn't?

Why did I choose to stay anyway? Was it because I was in love? Did I feel bad for her? Did I feel obligated to?

I mean, I honestly couldn't tell you. But for some reason, I felt like I had to make things right again. When we lost Gabe…our whole world came crashing down.

But there's nowhere to hide

From these bones, from my mind

It's broken inside

I'm a man and a child

But I was just a child…A child trying to act like a man…I regret it ever since…

I mean, this wasn't supposed to happen. We were supposed to live a happy normal life. Where did that go?

I'm at home with a ghost

Who got left in the cold

I'm locked out of peace

With no keys to my soul

Sometimes I blame myself for his death. If I had paid more attention…That night…He was crying. Diana was worried about him. I told her to ignore it. Babies cry. Go back to bed. But he kept crying…

To this day that crying haunts me. It's like a ghost. A ghost who won't leave. And I can't help but to think that I'm the reason it's here. It's my fault my son is dead. My fault he'll never graduate high school. My fault he'll never have a girlfriend. My fault I'll never see him get married or have kids of his own.

It's all my fault…

And the whispers of fear

The chill of the spine

Will steal away too with the flick of the light

The minute you do it

With fingers to blind

You remove every bit of the blue from your mind

A/N: Awww…poor Dan!

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