Bella's P.O.V

"I can't believe they left again." I choked out through my sobs.

Flashback

"Bella, we're leaving. My family and I are moving to Alaska. I don't love you anymore. I have found someone knew and she is way prettier then you." He said and I couldn't help the sobs that escaped.

"But you said that you loved me. You promised me you wouldn't leave me again." I said, my voice breaking.

"Yeah, I say a lot of things." He spat at me. "But not all of the things that I say are true." He said with an evil smirk. And I couldn't stop the flow of tears that came. Then suddenly, the sadness turned into anger.

"Just go!" I yelled.

"Bye Bella." He said with that damn smirk again and left.

End Of Flashback

(A/N In case all of you haven't noticed, I don't really like Edward all that much.)

As I was crying on my bed, thinking about the memory, I made a promise to myself. I wasn't going to put Charlie through the same thing as last time. I then remembered what Edward said. 'I don't love you anymore.' Well, its better then me thinking he loved me and me marrying that ***hole. So, I am actually glad that he let me go. As I was thinking that, words for a song came to my mind. I grabbed my guitar and started singing and playing what came to mind.

Love me or let me go, go go

Love me or let me go, go go!Stuck, stuck in your picture perfect fantasy world.

Keep run in circles in your merry go around

So for once, dont try to tell me which way to go,

Whoaa oh

I'm gettin tired of trying to fit your description

Of that girl, shes so barbie shes so fiction.

Wake up, your mind is somewhere stuck in a dream

Whoaa ohI'm suffacating I need to knowChorus

If this isn't real, gimme back all my kisses

I shoulda kept them for somebody else

Baby I'm real, I'm not your plastic princess

Maybe you need to get over yourself

I'm not that naive

Theres more underneath

Love me or let me go

Oooh love me or let me go

Ohh Love me or let me,

Go go, i'm over your charades so,

Its game over, unless your coming to your senses,

So, step down from your pedestal, oh whoaa

Love me or let me go

Your sellin lies by the dozen I'm not buying them,

Your stores goin out of business so you better (better)

Make up, make up your mind oh whoaaa

I'm breaking down and I need to know

Chorus

If this isn't real gimme back all my kisses

I shoulda kept them for somebody else

Baby I'm real, I'm not your plastic princess

Maybe you need to get over yourself

I'm not that naive

There's more underneath

Love me or let me go

And you know there's been 2 many wrongs so,

Boy get down on your knees if you want me,

Yeah you better treat me right if

You wanna kick it with me.

(Love me or let me go, go go)

You wanna kick it with me

(Love me or let me go, whooa oh)

Boy get down your knees

(Love me or let me go, whooa oh)

I'm lettin you know.

Chorus

If this isn't real gimme back all my kisses

I shoulda kept them for somebody else

Baby I'm real, I'm not your plastic princess

Maybe you need to get over yourself

I'm not that naive

There's more underneath

Love me or let me go

And that is exactly what he did. He didn't love so he let me go. I felt so much better after that song. After a little while, I went downstairs to cook. I cooked fried chicken with mashed potatoes. I was just finishing cooking when Charlie walked into the house. I set his plate in front of him and sat down with my food.

Charlie kept looking at me like I was going to break down any minute like last time. Well I got news for him: It aint gonna happen so stop staring at me like that. When we were done with dinner, I washed the dishes. When I was done with the dishes, I went into the living room and sat on the couch across the room from Charlie who was watching football.

"Hey, Bella. I was thinking. Maybe you should go live with your mom for a little while. I really can't handle seeing you depressed again." He said.

"NO! I don't want to live with mom. She is happy with Phil right now and I don't want to ruin that for her." I said. "But if you really want me to move then I will think of something." I said.

"Its not that I want you to go, I just can't handle seeing you that depressed again." He said.

"Yeah, whatever." I said and went up to my room. When I got to my room, I laid down on my bed thinking. Where could I go? Well all I know is that I want to go far away from Forks. The only people I can think of are mom(No) Jenny(No) Karen(No) Hmmm….I got it! Katelyn. I got up and grabbed my phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Katelyn. How are you?" I asked.

"BELLA!" She said, well more like yelled. I laughed.

"Yeah, its me." I said. "Hey, can I ask a favor?" I asked.

"Sure. What do ya need?" She asked.

"Do you think that maybe, if its not to much trouble, I could move to Australia with you?" I asked her shyly. I didn't want to be rude.

"YES! YES! YES!" She yelled. "Wait a minute. Not that I'm not like totally happy that your coming, but why are you coming?" I sighed and got into the story of how Edward left.

"That ***hole." She said.

"Yep. So, is it alright if I come down i a couple of days?" I asked

"Yeah, that's great!" She yelled yet again.

"Thanks." I said. We talked for a little while longer and she told me she has a boyfriend which I was so happy for her about. After a while, she told me she had to go. I said goodbye then we hung up. I needed to see if I had any money for the tickets. I checked my purse and saw that there was a credit card there. I looked at it. It was the unlimited credit card that Phil gave me. I had never used it so now was the perfect time. Time for SHOPPING ! Wow, where did that come from. I hate shopping. But I want to go so bad right now. I decided to go in the morning and then after I would get the plane ticket.

A/N I hope you guys liked it. Please tell me what you think. I don't have a beta so I don't really know. And I am also working on the new chapter for Finding Love .

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