Aurthor note : I don't own Alice in Wonder... I hope you will enjoy my story and please Review :-).

Dear Alice.

How is it in your world? Is it going good? I hope so.

Whenever you come back you will have to tell me all about it,

About the things you said you needed to do and questions you needed to answer.

But I have something I wish to tell you...

Sometimes I wonder what went wrong, why I'd let it slip away over and over again.

Was it I? Was it you?

So many words I wanted to say, whisper, yell and scream...

They never left my mouth.

I missed my chance, I screwed up and now you're gone.

You're gone, nothing left.

Just like the wind on a hot summer day,

The water in the desert, and my heart you took with you.

Tell me where you are, I need you, can't you see?

My muchness is gone.

Now only nothingness is keeping me company but I don't think that counts.

I think time has stopped on me once again cause it feels like forever here in wonderland, which in my mind is only underland now cause you were the wonder in my eyes.

I can't remember the last time I drank tea because I haven't left my chair at the end of the tea table since you left, you said you be back before I knew it, so I planted myself here, so you could find me.

Oh Alice, I am only a hatter, a mad one if I might add...

But I can make you happy if you will let me, I'll give you all of my love, I love you.

I wonder if you could ever love in return, please love me back.

Mally and Thackery sometimes come to check up on me if I should need anything, Thackery even leaves some scones...

Thank you again for saving underland from the bloody bighead.

Please come back Alice, save me from this new madness that is taking over me, madder madness, madness that makes me angry, sad and more in love with you, I need you Alice, I love you Alice.

Come back Alice.

- Yours Tarrant Hightopp, MH.

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