So I have never started a chapter with an intro but here I am doing one now! :D I am so sorry about making everyone wait for an update to this story. Just think this chapter was sitting on my laptop done for over a year? Sorry if it doesn't fulfill your needs but it's something to hold you over. Thank you for the gentle reminder someone sent me Monday August 26! Friday is My Birthday! Yay! So the reason I posted this intro is if someone wants to draw me fan art to go along with this story I would Love U FOREVER! LOL So I won't make you guys wait any longer here is Chapter 6 Enjoy!

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"Love, whether it strikes at sixteen or sixty always brings with it a rush that is hard to capture in words".-Unknown.

Noll laid there in the dark as still as he possibly could. Thinking of the reasons he had for not trying to hold his breath.

Survival; Yes a big one. Oxygen intake is nothing to take lightly but really was it necessary? If his body knew the information his mind knew about his reactions to this breathing thing maybe it would forgive him for trying to stop it for breathing? Maybe?

I don't care who you are the actually act of having sex for the 1st time ever or just the 1st time with a new lover is one of the most awkward moments of your life.
All you want is the feeling of your bodies touching each other the skin to skin contact without any restrictions in between.

To hear your partner moan and scream your name and to please them more and more. Push them to the point of pleasure overload.

But it's never as graceful as people make it sound. You kiss and bump teeth.
You bite or lick something that makes the other giggle, scream or tell you that they don't like it.

Being with your special someone for the 1st time is a learning experience to the max.

I already knew that Mai likes it kind of rough. But I was trying to conceive in my actions to her that my feelings for her where more than just sex. But the said woman was making it very hard not to shag her brains out.
We were on my bed any I did have Mai laid out with me on top of her caressing her body giving it all my attention which was now I'm favorite pass time. And she sits back up so now I'm sitting and she straddling me 'Hmm seems like a pattern is repeating here.' I thought to myself.

I couldn't keep my hands off of her for sure.

I lived 2 whole years without seeing this woman and wondering if she would still want anything to do with me if I did return to Japan. I was thinking I would just have to give up on us being together soon because she was starting to catch on to my outings with her that were starting to probably look more like dates if you thought about it.
See it was kind of what I was going for. For her to figure out this and know that I still wanted to be with her and for her decide if she wanted me.

Being together with Mai means a lot. There is a change if we have children that all of them will have some sort of psychic powers. And who knows if they will be dossal like Mai's or life threatening like mine.

And that one of the other reasons why I was always against Masako (the other was I was just not into her at all). She didn't get it that her family is using her and her gifts as a cash cow without her having a say in it. That wasn't something I was happy about I guess because my parents always thought of Gene and I as their children first and being psychic as just apart or our personality nothing more or nothing else and not something to use as a tool to help them to wealth. And I know that would never be they way Mai thought she always treated everyone with respect no matter who they where or what they did. Children and adults alike. She's so kind and caring no matter what life sends her way.

I know I might seem uncaring and cold heart to the world but Mai was the one person who saw me as something else without ever having to let my guard down. And that weakened my resolve even more. How could she know that all I wanted was someone to love me as I was and not try to change me? And I would give them whatever they wanted for the rest of their life just to feel that way from that person. I know it might of hurt me a little but it didn't even matter if Mai and I ended up together in the end as long as she continued to love me the way she did I would make sure she was taking care of, to know that she was out there in the world caring for me was enough.

You know I never ever thought in a million years I would be thinking about marrying someone let alone having sexual relations with them. Because of the trauma of living through peoples past and futures was a lot for Me. Rapes, insect, beatings, murders, all at my finger tip when I touch things or people.

But with Mai she was so simply easy in that way that if you got her going on a train of thought and I touched her all thoughts after or before where lost. All that was left was a touch of passion mixed with loving she wanted to give me and the wanting of more. It was like Gene found her on purpose for me. He knew of my problem why I shied away from people. I didn't want to always be forced to feel what they were feeling. But with Mai it was like she never forces anything on you. Yeah her thoughts feeling are there, the want and desire but then there was another feeling a stronger one. The feeling of being able to take or leaving those feelings wrapped in what I could only call contentment. She was happy with whatever she got from anyone. So she was always happy.

And to be blessed with that I don't know what I did to deserve to get that but I was never going to let her go again.