I do not own DGM or any of it's characters. This is strictly for fun and for the good use of my perverted brain. :D

Summary: When Kanda finds himself with feelings for Allen, how will he cope when he finds that Allen is now going to the Black Order party with Lavi? The twisted love triangle keeps getting more and more complicated. Rated M for heavy lemon in later chapters.

Author's note: As some of you might know, this is the first fanfic ive ever written, (I felt a little dirty writing this XD haha ) so don't be hatin on my sex scene! Lol

Jealousy: A Yullen ; Chapter Six

Allen's eyes flicked open slowly. He could feel the sleep in them and rubbed them, but when he pulled them back, black smears covered his knuckles. He looked at them curiously before remembering it was just left over make up from the night before. ….Wait. Last night? The party? The corridor? It all came back to him in an electric jolt that shot him upright position in a comfy bed in…Kanda's room?

Allen swung the sheets over his body, revealing his body, not dressed in the emerald dress he had last remembered himself in, but in an oversized button-up shirt, he assumed to be Kanda's. Allen-blushed at the thought of how he came to be in it, but continued rising from the bed, still halfway wishing he could continue nuzzling in those cloud-like pillows… Allen's bare feet made soft patting noises as he crossed the hardwood floor, though he had no idea where he was going to go, seeming as he only had the shirt he wore and the torn green dress he had spotted in the corner. He decided to wander towards the bathroom.

He looked in the mirror at himself. He looked like a friggin panda. A combination of smeared makeup and the dark half circles under his eyes from hard sleep completed with his pale-ish complexion and hair just topped it all off. Allen turned on the faucet and waited until the water was warm. He then leaned over and washed his face with the comforting flow. He scrubbed particularly in the areas of his eyes until he was sure that most of his animalistic resemblance had gone down the drain. He reached over with his hand without looking, out of habit, in the direction of where he kept his towels in his own bathroom. When he found they weren't there, or anywhere else, he decided he could stand being a tad damp. He just needed to figure out how to get back to his room and he could fix up there.

Allen headed out of the bathroom, to the living room. He circled around the simple, yet charming room before taking a seat on the couch. He felt sort of uncomfortable, but in a giddy sort of taboo way. Kanda's apartment was a total mystery to Allen up to this point, he had always imagined it and wondered about it, and now he had seen the whole thing in a matter of minutes. Yet, he felt sort of uneasy that he was clueless to what had happened after Kanda had saved him, and why he was here, and why Kanda wasn't. Where was he anyways? Right on cue, Allen heard the click of a door on the other side of the room. He stood up, trying to make himself look un-idle.

Kanda stepped into the room, a brown paper bag curled to his chest by his left arm. He looked at Allen, his naturally scowling face softening a little at the sight of the snow-haired boy before him. Allen's hair was a little wet near his face, causing the sun from the window to the side of him to reflect off it, making his face seem to glow almost angelically. His cheeks were lightly rosy and his stance was so innocent in Kanda's shirt, which cut off just below his knees, that it made him look cute and feminine. Kanda was a bit struck and stared dumbfounded a little longer than he thought he had, making Allen fidget with the bottom of his shirt a little.

Kanda snapped out from his daze and cleared his throat. He approached Allen with that paper bag of his. He held it out to him, implying for Allen to grab it, which he did sort of reluctantly.

"I brought you you some clothes from your room." Kanda said in his sexy voice that made Allen melt inwardly.

"Thank you. Kanda-san…" Allen said, flicking his steel eyes up at the taller man, causing him to melt inwardly as well, in return. "I…," Allen started, looking down at the long white shirt he was wearing, "I….was wondering…" Allen was blushed furiously. He didn't know exactly how to say what he was trying to, or how to start. He had so many questions.

"You fainted." Kanda assumed Allen's question. "I carried you to your room, but it was locked and I was in no position to find your key with you in my arms, so I just brought you back here. I found it this morning on your…dress though"

Another question still floated around in the atmosphere, just waiting to be caught, and answered. There was an awkward silence before it was.

"What about…these clothes?" Allen said almost inaudibly, feeling so intensely embarrassed.

Kanda knew what Allen meant by this and smirked a bit at Allen attempting to be casual to cover up his blatant modesty. It was hands down adorable.

"I think I can manage dressing you with out seeing "anything" if that's what you mean." Kanda said, trying to contain his laughter. It was amazing how much Allen had an affect on him.

Allen smirked back at him, but gave up trying to contain his own laughter and slipped out a cherubic giggle. The two smiled at each other a few moments longer before the silence set in once more. Kanda studied Allen's face, the perfect ivory skin, the big life-full eyes, and the light pink scar that trailed downwards from the left one. Before he could process what he was doing, Kanda lifted up his hand and traced the scar lightly with his fingertips. His face sobered and Allen blinked twice in surprise. Kanda finally realized what he was doing and trailed his hand down Allen's cheek and back to his own side. He started to turn to walk away, but Allen grabbed his hand back.

"Wait.. "Allen breathed. Kanda turned back to Allen. Allen raised the raven-haired man's hand back to his face and looked at him in the eyes. Kanda hadn't seen such a serious look in them in a long time. Allen took a step closer to him.

Kanda looked downward. "We can't Allen…last night…your so confused." He tried to pull back again, but Allen had a firm grip on his hand still and he felt that if he pulled any harder, it would be like pulling a petal from a white daisy. He remained.

"I know what I want…" Allen breathed, his face downward, pressing his head to Kanda's mid-stomach,(which is about all he reached to) before looking into those deep blue eyes again. "I've…dreamed of you…" Allen started to tear up and Kanda could hear it in his voice. "You don't even have to—to love me, I don't care anymore, but I love you just the same. Your all I've wanted all along, and I—I [tears rolling down] I want you."

That was all Kanda needed.

Kanda leaned into Allen, kissing him passionately, releasing all these packed up feelings he had bottled up inside. Allen gave into the sweet release and parted his lips slightly so that Kanda could slide his tongue into his mouth and explore the sweet cavern of his mouth. The lips split only for brief seconds, making the two pant heavily with excitement. Kanda used his free hand to wrap it around Allen' pulling him closer. Allen wrapped his arms around Kanda's neck and untied the hair tie containing all those silky ebony locks.

Kanda rose Allen upward, returning to his normal height and taking Allen with him. Allen tangled his legs around Kanda's torso, who started off towards the bedroom, passionate kisses still continue to ravish.

The brown paper bag was left abandoned on the living room floor.

Kanda laid Allen down gently, his legs parted with Allen's in between. Allen's arms sprawled out above him as Kanda trailed kisses down Allen's face to his neck, to his clavicle. The suspense was killing Allen. He could feel himself swelling up southward, and he began to moan with more pleasure at the new sensations of his body. This was right. This was how it always should have been.

Allen's shaky hand lifted Kanda's face back up to his, and Kanda followed it. Allen kissed Kanda on the mouth before lowering his hands to Kanda's chest, feeling the toned, hard muscles there. Allen shakily unbuttoned Kanda's shirt. Kanda sat up briefly and whipped it off before leaning back down to his younger lover and ripping the shirt open carelessly.

The warmth off the two bare chests radiated into each other, making a seemingly boiling hot combustion. Kanda's cool hands glided down Allen's stomach, then thighs, before reaching back up to Allen's hips. Allen shut his eyes as Kanda slipped down the fabric there down the length of his legs. He shuddered a little at the sudden chill of the air.

Kanda admired the boy below him. Allen's partly opened bedroom eyes and beautiful body drove him mad with desire. He was perfect right now in his eyes. Kanda reached down slowly, grabbing Allen's member in his hand. Allen purred and wriggled a bit under him. Kanda began slowly stroking up and down Allen's shaft. Kanda wanted nothing more but to take him now, but he needed to take this slowly.

Kanda leaned down, his face level with Allen's awaiting sex. He gave the tip a kiss before taking Allen's length fully in his mouth. Allen wailed out in intense physical pleasure, his hands gripping desperately at the sheets surrounding him. Kanda bobbed his head up and down on Allen for a few minutes before he felt Allen convulse from beneath him.

Allen felt deep pulses of overwhelming feeling scatter up and down his body beginning at the source of it. With a grinding moan, Allen came with his first orgasm. Kanda gulped down Allen's cum as it exploded from his—his Moyashi-chan. Allen was panting heavily as Kanda rose up from his hips.

Allen looked so weak and tired from beneath him. He felt that he would break the poor boy if he went any further.

"Please, *pant * Kanda, *pant * I want *pant* all of you." Allen breathed almost pleading, trying to pull Kanda back his elder lover by the waist of his pants.

What could he say, Allen's wish was his command.

Allen helped Kanda undo his belt and unzip his pants, then Kanda finished pulling his dark blue jeans off, and his boxers with them.

Kanda leaned over Allen, one hand leaning on the mattress above Allen's head and the other nearing his member to Allen's entrance. Kanda had never had sex with another man, so he didn't know at the time the almost necessary precautions to take before actually performing gay sex. He didn't think about lubrication or preparation, so as Kanda slid slowly inside and Allen winced in pain, Allen was so tight around him, that it took a few minutes before he was fully inside.

Allen and Kanda lay still, panting for a moment while Allen adjusted to Kanda's size, whimpering like a puppy every few breaths.

"Please, move~" The chime of Allen's voice was intoxicating. Kanda began slowly gyrating his hips slowly back, then inward again. Allen made soft moans as the breaths passed his pink lips. Kanda eventually sped his thrusts and Allen bit his lip and the pain began mixing in with a delicious pleasure that curled his toes and made his eyes squint. Then, Kanda hit the spot; that one sweet spot that made his Moyashi-chan cry out in a pleasure-thick way. Kanda hit it again and again until Allen tightened around him and tossed his head back in forth in ecstasy. Kanda could feel himself throbbing inside Allen, desperately needing to release himself.

"Cuh—CUM WITH ME ~" Allen pleaded. The elder felt himself building up and he yelled out his lover's name for the first time.

"ALLEN!" hollered Kanda as he exploded into Allen until he felt himself soften inside the boy. Kanda pulled out, and a small dripping stream of his seed trickled from Allen's opening.

Kanda collapsed on one side of Allen, and the white haired boy snuggled up to him, his head lying upon his broad chest, and they sat, just breathing. Eventually, Allen's breathing slowed to a steady-beated murmur, indicating that Allen had fallen asleep. Kanda gently reached down and pulled up the covers over the two, wrapped his arm around Allen, before kissing him on the forehead.

"I love you too…" Kanda whispered, staring at the ceiling, feeling the most loved as he ever had for a few minutes longer before his own eyes flickered and he drowned into a calm slumber.

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