A/N: The story takes place before the beginning of All Together Dead before Sookie sleeps with Quinn. In the book she mentions she has met with him a couple of times and is the night after one of those meetings. I thought of this story while listening to some songs and it wouldn't leave me alone. It is a very short story only four chapters but I hope you enjoy it.

Eric is tired of waiting for Sookie to come to her senses and leave the tiger so he takes matters into his own hands after learning that Sookie had gone out with the tiger again.

I don't own anything Charlain Harris does.

Chapter 1 – I want you

Pam was just opening Fangtasia for the evening when she heard the noise she was waiting for, something was being torn to pieces. She sighed even though it wasn't necessary. She began counting mentally 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 and…

"Pamela," Eric's furious voice called.

Since Sookie started going out with the tiger and Eric found out they were together this is what happened. He got enraged; he broke something in his office. He yelled furious threatening either to kill the tiger or the telepath, but wouldn't do either.

So like a good child Pam sat on his leather sofa listened to his ranting and then she would leave. However, this was getting old. She couldn't take this anymore. She walked in his office and closed the door locking it behind her. She stood in front of him with a hand on her hip giving him an I-had-enough-of-this-shit look.

"Eric either kill both of them or talk to her," Pam suggested before he even began with his threats. Eric stared at his child. Though most of the time she would enjoy his ranting teasing the hell out of him, he sensed this night she was doing none of that. Yes, kill them he wanted to kill them both, but…he couldn't bring himself to see Sookie hurt or hurt her for that matter. These fucking feelings were nagging at him and Sookie would not take him back.

He was tired of this, he wanted her to tell him that she loved him that her life was meaningless without him or at least that she wanted to be with him again, but no she preferred the fucking tiger. He hit his desk again. His day man told him that Sookie had gone out with the tiger again. They didn't go out often, but his blood boiled every time they did. If he killed the tiger even if it was an accident Sookie would know it was him. The fuck he wanted just to forget about her and he couldn't do it.

He was lost every night missing something, her body, her smile how much he needed her even if he couldn't remember. He felt he was lifeless without her, without her warmth and her…love. Yes he wanted her to love him.

Pam was right he needed to do something about it. He was going to end this as he once told her…

should I just bite you and end it all…

"You are in charge tonight," he told her as he checked himself on the mirror. She felt his rage.

"What are you going to do?" She asked.

"I'm going to end this once and for all…this nonsense ends tonight," he promised as he left Fangtasia.

Pam was going to warn Sookie, but decided against it. Sookie had dug her own grave by rejecting her master and by playing games with him. Pam was sure that if Sookie didn't take Eric back she would not live another day to play with the tiger. If it was up to Eric she would be a vampire and following his orders…oh maybe that's what he is going to do…Turn her.

Pam smiled, she always thought Sookie would make a good vampire. As she exited Eric's office she prepared herself mentally to welcome her new sister or go to Sookie's funeral because Sookie was hard-headed. Pam doubted Sookie will leave the tiger to go back to Eric and then she wondered why. They looked happy when they were together while he was cursed; they looked…like they were in love. She knew at least Eric was…is.

"Poor Sookie," she whispered as she stood ready to greet the vermin.

Sookie was at Merlotte's walking around waitressing with her crazy smile as always. Life had been peaceful for some days now. The only thing exciting in her life now was when Quinn came to visit which was not as often as she wanted. She started thinking on what happened earlier.

The only reason she got to see him was because she met him at some warehouse while he was packing some supplies. It wasn't even a date. She sighed disappointed. She liked the company, she couldn't deny that. He was a good listener and they both shared their troubles, but Sookie hid many things from him. The only person she had shared more with had been Eric while he was cursed. She groaned. She hated thinking about him all the time. Why couldn't she stop thinking about him?

She refilled two drinks and walked to the kitchen to retrieve two of her orders. She lowered her shields to distract herself. People were worried about their bills, work next day and nothing important to distract her mind. Andy was going over the details of his wedding with Halleigh.

She knew she will never have that with Quinn. He was always traveling. She had been thinking about that lately and while she liked Quinn very much, she didn't love him. No, there was only one man who refused to leave her heart, Eric. The handsome Viking who wondered in her dreams, who will invade her mind more often than he ought to and the one she had rejected multiple times.

"I'm taking a break," She called out to Sam as she went out back. She couldn't take it anymore. She missed him so much. She told herself that she will not go back to him. All he wanted with her was to fuck her and he already did that multiple times though he didn't remember. She felt tears on her face, why couldn't he wanted her for…something other than sex, though the sex was really good. She felt as though her cursed life was worthless. She couldn't find someone to love her.

Bill who she thought loved her had been ordered to. The truth was that she never got passed that. Her heart had been broken and although she thought she could fix it by going out with Quinn she knew it wouldn't work. She knew by their last kisses. All she thought about when they kissed was chores she had to do and not being in Quinn's arms that had to be signal that their relationship was not going to work out. She sighed. She should probably tell him that.

She often thought that the Eric who had stayed with her was a different person and yet she wondered if deep within him it was really him. She thought Eric was not for her or that it was wrong to have him and that is why she sentenced both to this life. Was she wrong?

Now that she was being honest with herself there was something else she wanted to do. She wanted to apologize to Eric for being so stubborn all the time. She wanted to tell him why she pushed him away. She wanted to tell him to come back to her that she often thought of him, that she suffered without him and cried. She wanted to tell him that if felt almost impossible to go on without him that her path was dark and unclear without him. She wanted to let him know that he was the one who owned her heart that she needed him, that she wanted him.

She had cried often as these thoughts invaded her mind, however, she resolved that night that she will talk to him. She was going to go to Fangtasia after work and tell him everything. She would risk it all and then she would know if he would take her back and if not than she had to forget about him and move on. At least this way she'd know.

She returned to work, one more hour and then she would go home and get ready to see Eric who would decide her future, their future.

A/N Let me know if you liked it or not :)