A/N: Pardon the OCness – w –"" I just had to do it XXDD

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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN KUROSHITSUJI

The weather took its turn for worst. It was unexpected. It's like the weather was being one with Maximilien's emotions, his feelings… Going wild due to the pain he is feeling. Depression … Loneliness … Anger all mixing up.

"I'm not loved… I've been abandoned… I have no one…"

Maximilien couldn't take it that he screamed and held his head. He was in turmoil. The brown haired boy looked at Ciel and asked "How… How did you manage to endure all this pain…?"

Ciel wasn't able to endure it either. He was just good at hiding it from the sight of the people. His memories give him nightmares up until now. It won't let him rest, won't let him break free from his trauma.

'I was lucky…' Ciel thought as he approached Maximilien feeling the need to comfort him because he knows how much pain he was in. But as he was about to lightly hug Maximilien,, Sebastian grabbed his arm.

Ciel's eyes widen in shock but Sebastian quickly lets go of Ciel's and silently said "My Apologies, my Lord that was unusual of me"

Maximilien looked at the both of them and said "I'm sorry… But could you leave me for a moment?"

"Take your time" Ciel said as he goes out of the room followed by his ever loyal butler

When they reached the master's bedroom, Ciel turned to Sebastian and said "What the hell was that for?"

"…." Sebastian remained speechless unable to find the words he was looking for.

"There's nothing bad in comforting someone who has endured something much more painful than you right?" Ciel angrily said

"You're too soft to be a demon." Sebastian said coldly.

Those red cold eyes were staring back at him. Those eyes that make him shiver and feel fear, but at the same time those eyes fascinate him. Ciel feels that sebastian's eyes suck him in, melts him he feels weird whenever he looks at it.

"Wh-What are you angry about?! It's not like this involves you or might you be jealous that I'm paying more attention to Maximilien than you?" Ciel jokingly said as he looked away but his butler's answer surprised him.

"What if it does?"

The room fell silent the only thing that can be heard was the rain pouring heavily outside and the sound of thunder. Until Ciel decided to break the silence.

"You're… jealous? Are you serious?" Ciel couldn't believe on what he heard. It can't be right his butler was jealous on paying too much attention to the person who called him.

Sebastian approached Ciel "Pardon me" He quietly said as he hugs Ciel.

"This will be the first and the last time I will say this things to you...Did you think that I just did everything you asked me to because of the contract? Before yes, but as I spend time with you… I grew attached to you. I didn't realize that I love every single thing that you do even if it's just to tease me. I never knew that I could feel something like this since I'm a demon… Not wanting to give you to anyone… It was a first to me, and since that brat showed up, you never took away your sight from him. I was worried since he did try to save you once when you were together in that occult… before I did, he was there for you. And just a while ago I feel that if I let you close to him and comfort him he will fall deeper in love with you. I suddenly get these annoying feeling. I'm one hell of a possessive demon you know? What is mine stays mine… I was denied you of your soul… Will you deny me your heart too?"

Ciel just stood there as he heard what Sebastian has been feeling. It was quite a shock for him since this was the first time his demon ever acted this way. It was so just not like Sebastian. He wasn't sure how to respond since his mission with Maximilien was important as well a contract binds the two of them and the symbol is the proof of it.

'Who knew Sebastian was feeling this way towards me... he who have been on my side the whole time... Why didn't I notice this?'

He thought as he placed his hands on Sebastian's back... What should he do?

A/N: Correct me if I'm wrong but according to my research, Claude wants ciel's love and Sebastian wants ciel's soul (or they both want to have it? XD) which has been denied to them since hannah's contract requires her to never allow any demon eat Ciel's soul and that ciel will awaken as a demon.

why i underlined that phrase is just because it looks really good in my eyes. :)) jaa~ thanks for reading w