*Flashback*
"Hey I'm Nick." A thirteen year old curly haired boy introduced himself and took out a hand.
A thirteen year old ocean eyes girl looked at the boy and smiled but didn't shake his hand. "I'm Miley but I don't do hand shakes I do hugs."
The boy was confused but soon understood and gave the girl a hug. "Bye the way I hate your shirt.." Miley smiled a sheepish smile. Nick pulled away from the hug and gave her a confused look. "Why?"
"Because it's too scratchy…" Nick laughed.
"So what brings you to this weird party?" Miley asked curios as to why she hasn't seen him in this business.
"Oh well my brothers and I just got discovered and signed by Disney." Nick replied a bit shyly.
"Oh no wonder I haven't seen you before. So do you sing play any instruments?" Miley asked him again.
"Yeah I sing, play guitar, piano and the drums." Miley was shocked to know that the boy she just met plays all those things and sings plus being cute. Miley blush at that thought.
"Wow all I do is sing and play guitar.." Miley said. Nick smiled.
"Don't forget you act too plus you have your own TV show." Nick added.
"I guess…"
*Miley's P.O.V*
I watched as Nick and his brothers preformed the song he dedicated to me. The song is When You Look Me in the Eyes. He had dedicated it to me the first time he told me that he loved me.
What happened to us Nick? We were so happy and now we are far from that. I want us to be how we used to before all of this drama. I want to have by big brothers back but most of all I want Nick back. I want to know where we went wrong. Too bad all it will be is a desire nothing more.
I heard my mom knock on my dressing room. I let out a small come in.
"Hey sweetie pie you ready?" I nodded and got up. I walked out of my dressing room only to lock my gaze with a curly haired guy I used to know. Key word used to, I don't know him anymore. I broke the gaze and looked down. I walked passed him and his girlfriend. He's still with the same girl I thought he would had dumped her by now. Like he dumped me, I will never forget that day.
*Flashback*
It was a rainy day in LA. Nick had told me he needed to talk to me about something important. He told me to meet him at the park. I got to the park a bit nervous to what was so important. As I got closer I could see Nick standing in the rain getting soaked. I laughed a bit but as I got closer my somewhat good mood soon faded.
"Nick is everything ok?" I asked worried. He looked up and shook his head. He grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes.
"Miley I think we should take a break." Nick told me in a low voice. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"You're breaking up with me? Why?" I questioned as my voice cracked. His eyes were full of regret or were the filled of sympathy I'm not sure.
"Miley I don't think we are working out." My eyes were filled of tears as soon as I heard those words. I tried to hold them back but one slipped out. Nick wiped it away. He had the never to wipe it away! My veins soon were filled with hatred. I turned my head harshly and removed my hands from his touch.
"Nick just go! I hate you!" I yelled as I fell to the wet floor and broke down crying. I think he hesitated a bit but soon I heard his foot steps fade away.
*Back to the present day*
I sighed and tried to compose myself before going on stage. I don't want my fans or what little fans I have to be disappointed that I didn't give it my best. I'm going to sing a song I wrote a while a go. It's a song no one had heard yet. I took a deep breath and walked up on stage.
"How everyone doing here tonight!" I yelled into the mike. Soon the whole venue was filled with screams. I smiled I guess I still have some fans. "So do you guys want to hear a song no one has heard before?" They screamed even louder. "Ok then here we go!"
We both lie silently still
in the dead of the night
Although we both lie close together
We feel miles apart inside
*Nick's P.O.V*
I walked away from my girlfriend and on to the audience. I need to see Miley perform it might be my only chance. I want to see her put her heart and soul in her music.
Was it something I said or something I did
Did my words not come out right
Though I tried not to hurt you
Though I tried
But I guess that's why they say
She's blaming her self for hurting someone. But who could she have hurt? She couldn't even hurt a fly.
Every rose has its thorn Yeah it does I listen to our favorite song Though it's been a while now
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn
playing on the radio
Hear the DJ say loves a game of easy come and easy go
But I wonder does he know
Has he ever felt like this
And I know that you'd be here right now
If I could let you know somehow
I guess
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar, that scar will remain
It has to do with a passed relationship, but which one?
I know I could saved a love that night and now I hear you found somebody new
If I'd known what to say
Instead of makin' love
We both made our separate ways
and that I never meant that much to you
To hear that tears me up inside
And to see you cuts me like a knife
I guess
Is she singing about our relationship? Did I really hurt her so much that she still feels the pain? I thought it was the best for us to break up. I mean I didn't want to hurt her more if I cheated on her with Selena. but I still hurt her so much. I didn't tell my brothers why we broke up. They just assumed she had hurt me that's why Kevin wore that team Demi and Selena T-shirt. Joe didn't believe Miley would do that but soon Kevin convinced him. I didn't even try to tell them other wise. I knew I had to but I just couldn't face them looking at me with disappointment.
I walked to Miley's Dressing room and waited for her there. We need to talk I miss her as my friend maybe more than a friend but that is long gone.
*Miley's P.O.V*
I walked off stage and headed towards my dressing room. I walked in and closed the door. I sighed and fell to the ground holding back tears. I heard someone clear their throat. I got up shock and looked up. I met the gaze of the chocolate brown eyes I have missed for all of these years. I shook off all of the thoughts that were forming in my head. I gave Nick a death glare.
"What are you doing here?" I hissed. He looked taken aback. What did he expect me to be a happy that he was here? Well he was mistaken big time.
"Uh I-I-I just wanted to say…congrats on your performance.." He stuttered. I soften up a bit knowing that he changed what he was going to say because I snapped at him.
"Nick…We both know that's not what you wanted to say" I said in a nicer voice but with an edged. "So what did you want to say?" He looked at me and I saw mixed emotions in his eyes from sadness to regret.
"I wanted to ask you if that song is about our relationship." He asked looking down. I sighed.
"Nick does it matter?" He looked up but I avoided his gaze.
"Yeah it matters to me…" I looked at him in disbelief.
"Nick how…Why now?" I asked him holding back tears. He looked at me mystified.
"Why now? I don't understand…" I rolled my eyes.
"Why does it matter so much what I do or sing now?"
"I-I …. You have always been important to me…" I scoffed.
"Yeah right…if I have always been important to you why did you break up with me for Selena? Why weren't you there when I needed you? Huh? What you just said is just a bunch of BS. So please just leave me alone Nick! Why do you want to open up the wounds that have just barely healed? Just go Nick!" I screamed. Nick was almost out the door but he stopped and turned around. He walked over to me really fast. I backed away but I soon hit the wall. He corned me in the wall. I looked down avoiding his chocolate eyes. He lifted me head and touched my cheek. Oh how I longed for his touch.
"Nick please just go." I begged not wanting to fall again. I turned me head and he let his hand fall.
"Miley tell me you don't want to kiss me as much as I do and I'll leave." I looked at him in the eyes and took a deep breath. This is going to kill me but I have to say it.
"Nick I don't want to kiss you so please just go back to your girlfriend." I looked away; I can't see his eyes full of hurt. He backed away and walked out I fell to the ground and broke down. Why did he have to show up in my dressing room? Why? After I calmed down a bit I got up and fixed my make up. I was a bout to walk out when a white envelope caught my eye. I walked over to it and picked it up. I opened it and started to read it.
Dear Miles,
If you're reading this it means you hate my guts. I know what I did can't be forgiven but please know that I still care deeply about you. I wish I could turn back time, so that I'd never made you cry. I thought I wanted Selena but I was just being so stupid that I didn't see what I had until I lost you. I never wanted you to feel like if you weren't important to me because you are important to me. I'm just stupid. I hurt you too much that I hate myself. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me the most. I just want you to know that I know you hate me but I just can't stop but hope you still have feeling for me. But I know that that's not the case. So this is the last time I'll bother you.
Sincerely,
Nick Jonas
P.S I still love you and I'll always loveyou….
"I still love you too Nicky." I sighed and hugged the letter close to my heart. I miss Nick but I just can't forgive him that easily he had to fight for my forgiveness. It's the least he could do after breaking my heart right?
Little did she know a curly haired guy was thinking the same thing…..
So what did you think? Should I continue?
Though I might not update often cuz I have to worry about my other story first. This will just be a passed time…not my first priority…
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