Here's the redone first chapter of 'He Loves Me, She Loves Me Not'. Sorry it took so long guys. If you weren't affected by this wait – lucky you.

I glanced over at the fairy like boy, floating around the room complaining about the problems in his life. His lilac purple hair held perfectly straight and seemed to set around his face and he had skin paler than the sand on a Caribbean beach. He wore a very old fashioned and stereotypical king outfit – blue puffed pants and a red cape adjourned with white fluff all the way around. To top everything off, on his head was a gold crown. No gems, no jewels – he didn't need them. He was perfect. He was the kind of person I wanted to be – my shugo chara.

"That idiot Ran!" he complained with a royal tone, "How dare she ignore a king like me! She should learn to have some manners. So what if she's positive? Words aren't actions! She's absolutely useless!" His tiny hand bundled up into a fist as his rage seemed to grow. I swear I could see the veins popping on his forehead.

"And if that wasn't enough, you've got that Pepe! Now she's a peasant that gets on my nerves. Not only is she ignorant but she's rude! Ruder than Ran. She even thinks she can outclass me. Ha! As if she could! She is nothing more than a puny peasant." He continued; the rage at its peak. "And of course you've got that KusuKusu! What does she find funny? Does she find my authority funny? I'll show her what's funny! Being locked in a dungeon, yea that's funny!" He yelled, his tiny voice echoing through the empty room.

Then as quickly as it had come, the anger dissipated.

"Why can't they just be like – oh, I don't know – like, Rhythm and Suu. They at least listen to their king - like servants should." He then released his grip on the tense air.

"Then there's Miki," he spoke with a fond smile this time, "she's a chara fit for a queen. She has a creepy smile, I must admit, but she's a loyal and obedient girl - definitely someone of worth."

After a minute of silence, he spoke up again – this time directed at me, "Tadase, a king mustn't mope. It's bad for your reputation." He simply stated. That was the kind of chara he was. He didn't like to show that he cared, but he did - just like me.

I stood up and walked over to the tiny king and stroked his head, "Thanks Kiseki." I simply said before walking into the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and made sure it was locked before letting out a deep sigh. I looked at the mirror and at myself. I looked drained. My red pink eyes had shadows underneath them and looked as though all the life had been sucked right out of them. I took in a breath and slapped my face a few times before taking off my clothes. Most of my golden hair fell gently around my face whilst the few strands that weren't tame pointed in random directions.

"Amu..." Was the single word that slipped from my mouth as I turned on the hot water. The water fell from the shower and hit the cold tiles causing steam to rise and obscure my vision. I took a cautious step into the shower, testing the water. The sensation burned my once cold skin. My breath came in with a hiss as I gradually got used to the new temperature.

The water ran over my face and down my body as I now enjoyed the nice warm sensation, my thoughts somewhere else. My hands roamed my body, playing with different parts depending on my imagination. I leaned against the tiles and stroked the hard part of my body, whispering her name over and over before finally leaning forward in ecstasy and letting the feeling overcome me.

I imagined her. Her tongue, her lips, her saliva, her body – everything about her excited me. Her pink hair always tied in that side ponytail, her golden eyes that matched my hair, her rosy cheeks filled with emotion constantly, but most of all – I loved her. Just her.

What would she do if she were here with me right now? Would she kiss me with those lovely pink lips and let me taste her? Would she let me hold her against my body? Would she even let me look at her? My actions matched my thoughts as I pretended to kiss her and as I pretended to hold her – my eyes closed the whole time.

I stopped as I heard knocking on the door and then the voice of my mother, "Tadase! Stop wasting the water, we've only got so much you know." He listened as her steps slowly began to fade before vanishing altogether. I sighed and chuckled before shutting the water off.

"Poor Kiseki must've had a fright with that." I said with another chuckle. I grabbed a towel of the rack and dried my hair so that it frizzed everywhere before wrapping it around my waist. I walked back in front of the mirror and wiped away the condensation. I looked a little bit after the shower. My eyes didn't look as haggard and the shadows seemed to have lifted. I smiled my signature smile and I was sure that I could pass that off at school.

"Okay, good. Now she won't have to worry." I said to myself before stopping and looking at the white porcelain sink, "Even if she did, it wouldn't mean anything. It's obvious she doesn't love me. No, she loves Ikuto-niichan. I'm sure of that much. She might love me, but the possibility is low. Not even worth hoping for." I simply told myself. I took in a deep breath before leaving the room and looking at Kiseki who just shook his head.

"A king should never wish. A king should always get what he wants."

"You had your chance, Little King." A man with slick purple hair and black cat ears said with a luscious tone. In his arms was her – my only true love. I tried to reach out but my hands were tied down by some kind of rope.

"Hinamori-san?" I tried to call. She didn't speak. She didn't even look my way, "Amu-chan?" I tried instead. This time, her eyes glanced towards me, but nothing more as the man began to lead her away.

"No, Amu-chan!" I called, pulling at the rope holding my wrists down. He watched as they slowly disappeared, but before they did he noticed one little thing. The man leaned down and pressed his lips against hers. He kissed her. Gently but passionately.

Rage filled my body as I broke from the rope restraints and began running, but I never got any closer, "No! Amu-chan! I love you, Amu-chan! I love you!" I continued to call, but I couldn't see them anymore. All I saw was darkness.

Then in the darkness, a red light shone. I saw a bed – but it was occupied. Under the purple blankets all I saw was movement. Then I heard it – the most dreadful noise to ever enter my ears.

"Ikuto..."

"Oi Tadase!"

I opened my eyes and saw worried filled ones looking back at me, "Kiseki?" I questioned whilst steadily trying to sit up. I looked down at my sheets – they were soaked with my sweat. The little king let out a sigh of relief.

"Don't scare me like that, Tadase! You were screaming and sweating and I didn't know what to do!" He yelled frantically. I focused on trying to breathe, processing my dream and telling myself that that was all it was. Just a dream. Nothing more.

I touched my face and noticed that amongst the sweat there was something else. Had I been crying? I tried to listen to Kiseki again, "King's shouldn't cry! They shouldn't have nightmares! They're kings! They should get whatever they want and not have to worry about it! Don't you understand, Tadase?" He asked me. I simply nodded quietly before swallowing the dryness in my mouth.

I pulled off the blanket and sat up properly this time. I hadn't slept with a shirt last night – the night time weather around this time was too humid for that. I stood up and began slipping off my pants and my sweaty boxers, and threw them into the washing basket. I heard Kiseki behind me spluttering.

"N-Nice body! V-Very well suited for a k-k-king!" He yelled. I turned around, and the only thing left of him was an egg sitting on the chair. I chuckled and got dressed into my school uniform, getting ready for another day of school.

I thought about the dream from the night before. I looked at the cape that was rested over the chair and sighed sadly, "Amu-chan."

As promised! I'm re-writing all the chapters. Because of the new rules in place, I can't make things as smutty anymore, but that shouldn't be a problem. We'll just have to bypass these rules in whatever way we can, right?

Sorry it took so long. I've had a lot going on, and I'm just lazy. Plus I'm not into smutty much anymore. I've gone from smutty lover to a cheesy love fan.

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