Title: Precious Devotion
Authors: RukawaGF and MistressKiko (Collaboration! 8D)
Rating: M
Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya
Disclaimer: I own none of these characters!

THIS STORY CONTAINS MALExMALE RELATIONSHIPS. You have been warned.

Shizuo's POV
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In his eyes lay a plethora of swirling emotions as he gazes up at me, shocked, overwhelmed, and unsure. My heart slams against my chest, in a steady rhythm of bum, bum, bum... warm and wild and entirely for him.

How many times will I have to say it?

How many times will I have to prove it to you?

It doesn't matter how many times it takes. I'll say it until my throat is sore. I'll battle out all this uncertainty and aggravation until there's nothing else to give.

I'll show you you're loved.

But it's a two-way street, Izaya, one that I know you're unwilling to walk down. Letting your emotions out in the open, breaking down that mask that hides you from the world; I know it's difficult. But I need to know.

Call me selfish, call me a protozoan, whatever you need to do.

Once isn't enough for me.

I can feel his fingers dig into my shoulders when I slip a finger passed that tight ring of muscle and bury it deep inside his hot walls.

"Shi... Shizu-chan..."

I lean closer as my name washes over me, just enough to hover over his lips, breath in his air... he quivers when I rock my hand, softly burying my finger again and again, feeling him stretch easily with the aid of lube.

My gaze never leaves his, waiting.

I see defiance before I hear it.

"W-wait, that's not fair! You totally avoided my question!" He objects, looking positively frustrated with the situation. I can feel my eye twitch, that frustration rubbing off on me.

Damn it, why'd I have to fall in love with one of the most stubborn guys on the plan- no, in the universe?

Are three words that hard to say?

"Stingy," I sigh, inserting another finger and scissoring them, pressing my palm against his ass.

I was going to hear him say those words again before the night was over.

"What do you mean sti-"

Eyebrows furrowing at his one-track mind, I swing my head down and attach my lips to his neck, sucking rather brutally.

"Nngh-aaan..." His response shoots straight down to my cock, and with a barely audible groan of my own, I pull back from his neck, stretching the bruised skin until it pops back into place. Licking my lips, I raise to meet him again with a small smile.

He watches with rapt attention.

"I meant exactly what I said," I breath, ghosting my lips across his cheek, to his lips, where I lay a quick, yet loving kiss. His breathing is harsh against my face while I quicken the rhythm of my fingers, rolling and teasing, reaching deep inside. I know it's driving him crazy, because his hips are circling, pushing back into my fingers, seeking more.

My cock throbs in jealousy of the fingers nestling in that wet warmth, and Izaya looks flushed and dazed and God-damn beautiful, enough to break my will of patience. I swiftly tug my fingers out, hastily reaching for the bottle of lube. I squeeze some into my hand, kneading it in my palm to warm it, throwing the bottle some random place before wrapping the hand around my manhood.

I swallow a moan as I pump, forcing myself to simply make sure my cock is coated before I lift Izaya's ass up just a bit and press the head against his opening.

I hold my breath as I lean forward, pushing myself in. His body is shuddering, gasping, pulling me in while his fingers grip the bedsheets.

He's so sexy like this.

Needing to be closer, I lean over his body, locking eyes with him before I thrust myself completely inside.

"Shizu-chan…!" He moans loudly, the sound melting into gasps of pleasure. With my forearms and hands tightly held against his sides, holding him, feeling him move with every thrust, my hips jerk and roll wildly, my abdomen hitting the soft skin of his ass with every forward motion.

"Mmmng...!"

Yes.

Feel me, Izaya.

Know only me.

A bead of sweat trickles down the side of my face, my cock driving desperately in and out of the raven as his own engorged flesh bounces between us, and it's just so fucking good that I don't want to stop, but...

I brush a lock of hair away from his forehead, getting his attention.

"Izaya..." I call softly, between heavy breaths, "What you said earlier… I want to hear it again."

I can tell the statement catches him off-guard.

"Wh... what?" He asks breathlessly, still pushing back into my hips. With a deep breath, I slow my thrusts a bit, trying to keep my mind clear. And his, for that matter.

"Your confession," I remind him, hoping that things will just flow simply for once.

But it's Izaya. Of course they can't.

He actually has the nerve to scowl.

"What about it?"

Ugh, you little-

Rearing my hips back, I slam hard into him to show my frustration. He doesn't seem the least bit concerned with my words, however, as his mouth opens in a silent scream, looking downright euphoric. Despite myself, I smirk at the expression, knowing I must have hit a sweetspot. Regaining the rhythm I had lost, I leaned down, my lips tickling his ear.

"'I love you', wasn't it?" I prod, moving my head to follow the curve of his ear as I lick the skin. I shiver when his insides tighten around me.

"You'll have to joggle my memory, Shizu-chan~ I don't quite remember it."

Son of a-

Maybe I shouldn't have let you continue to think rationally!

Towering over him, I stare down, taking in that damned little smirk on his face. He's doing this on purpose. It's riling me up and he knows it.

Well, sorry to disappoint, Izaya, but things are a little different now.

"I love you."

The words flow from my mouth like they are the most natural things in the world. It's enough to make that infuriating smirk falter, and those gorgeous eyes widen. By the distress on his face, I know he's about to say something... deny something...

"I love you," I repeat, trying to avoid such a thing, grazing my teeth across his jawline.

"Y... you cheater! This is..."

I trail my tongue across his smooth skin, causing his sentence to falter.

"... cheating..."

"I love you," is all I can reply with, nuzzling against him as I snap my hips forward without abandon. He writhes in my hold, moaning, rolling along side me, wrapping his arms around my shoulders.

"Sh-... Shizu... chan..."

I breathe harshly against the side of his face, muttering those three words and his name, over and over... it's all I can wrap my mind around. He feels so incredible, tightening around me, warm and wet, sucking me in over and over...

"Aaaah...!" He cries, arching against me, his hips jerking wildly, "S-Shizu-chan... I.. I think..."

With his trembling body in my hands, I know he's close.

And that's why, with an extreme amount of control on my part, I reach down between us and grab hold of his throbbing cock. I squeeze the base, slowing my movements until I'm pumping in and out of him agonizingly slow.

I can feel his body screaming at me, and I smile fondly when he curses out loud. Bleary eyes are revealed when he blinks his eyes open in confusion, before they turn to slits. I know he wants to say more, but all he can do is swallow gulps of air.

"Not until I hear it," I state firmly, knowing he'll understand.

He bites his lower lip, looking near in pain as he clings to me. But even in such circumstances, he refuses to give up.

It disheartens me just a bit.

"You want this too," he accuses, and I can hear the soft plea behind those words. I just wish he'd be more honest with it. I'm tired. I've been in love with this man for so long, been on an emotional roller coaster ride, and now I want at least a chip of a sense of security.

I feel my head fall until my forehead rests on his, and I close my eyes, feeling the warmth all around me. I sigh, whispering words almost desperately, because I want to hear his response so much...

"Will you stop being difficult?"

Just for now.

I need this.

It's almost comical, how completely taken I am by you.

So I wait.

In the dark, in the silence, I wait with a nervous heartbeat.

"F- fine," he says, his breath puffing against my face. I open my eyes expectantly, seeing his own gaze drift somewhere else even as he says the words I've been wanting to hear in a mere whisper, "I love you."

Izaya's POV

I can hear him smile as he says, "Took you long enough."

A growl forming at his words, I snap my eyes back at him to retaliate when he leans forward and kisses away my retort. He lets go of my cock and my body immediately swoons as he thrusts into me again.

"Aah-aaah…" I gasp as pleasure ripples through me, my small frame unable to retain it inside.

"S-Shizu-chan…!" Moaning his name, I tighten my hold of this beautiful blond I don't want to let go, my body arching to meet his.

There's nothing and everything in this moment as the world turns blinding white before me. I shudder, the glorious euphoria capturing me as he delivers me to heaven. There's nothing but ecstasy as I unload my seed exploding out as he continues to thrust inside. My toes curl around the sheets, my fingers claw at his back as Shizu-chan too comes, his muscles trembling with the passion. I close my eyes as the warm mess fills my inside and shiver some more at the elating sensation.

I'm caught in this rapture, ensnared in his protective arms and his hard body. My eyes flutter heavy with the afterglow and my body feels the pounding of his chest on top of mine.

I'd give up everything to be in his arms forever and there's nothing else I want more than just him.

Shizuo's POV

I can feel my chest swell in happiness when those words are finally muttered, finally confirmed. I smile at him fondly, though he's still being stubborn and avoiding my gaze.

"Took you long enough," I tease, waiting until his irritated eyes flash back to mine before swooping down and stealing a kiss. Releasing his throbbing flesh, and dig my hand into his hip and desperately rock in and out of him. The pressure builds again rapidly due to holding myself back all this time.

"Aah-aaah…" His rushed moan replaces any sharp retort he had ready to fire at me, and I hold on tighter to his wracking frame, because it's so hot and so close and just a bit more...

"S-Shizu-chan...!" He cries, my name loud in my ears as he arches up and trembles, spilling his seed between us. I gasp at the sensation of his walls tightening around me, only able to stand the compact heat a couple more thrusts before I dive deep inside of him and explode, white spots dancing in my vision.

The moment I'm spent, my muscles relax and I carefully lay on top of the one I love, burying my face in his neck as I try hard to catch my breath. The smell of sweat and sex assaults my nose, and I sigh contentedly, the faint taste of salt from his skin lingering on my lips.

Izaya's POV

"Shizu-chan's heavy..." I whine, despite the fact that I do want him to continue to hold me... it's a bit embarrassing to let him know I actually like his company.

I'm not planning to be that easy just because he forced me to say some stupid words, hmph.

"Too bad."

I blink as he smirks and tightens his hold on me. The fuck! Hey! Brute! Get off!

"Shizu-chan!" I whine some more, pushing him away with my hands and my feet until he chuckles and rolls off.

That's when I realized something. The drug must have worn off.

Finally!

"Oh hey, I can move!" I curl my fingers then unfold them as a test.

Before I can celebrate, Shizu-chan wraps on arm around me pulls me back in, saying, "Well you're not going anywhere right now."

What?

Oh no you don't!

I struggle and slip underneath, easily escaping his monstrous clutches. Instead I get on top of him, straddling my legs around his waist. Licking my lips, I lower my gaze and purr, "Oh no you don't big boy. This time, I'm going for a ride."

Shizuo's POV

"Shizu-chan's heavy..."

I almost laugh. The bubbly sensation of excitement dances in my chest, and paired with the afterglow fogging my senses, it is one of the most amazing feelings in the world.

Incredible, how good mere words can make you feel.

Even when the stubborn little raven tries to act like they are no big deal.

"Too bad," I say challengingly. Tilting the corners of my lips upward, I do the exact opposite of what he wants and tighten my hold on him, keeping his lean body stuck underneath my own.

My grin only widens when his nose scrunches up in annoyance.

"Shizu-chan!" He whines, attempting to dislodge my body from his own. It's a useless endeavor, so I decide to play nice and let him off the hook by rolling to his side.

I immediately miss the warmth of his body.

"Oh hey, I can move!" He spoke suddenly, flexing a hand out in front of him.

I'm tempted to make a sarcastic remark, something that would insinuate I wasn't happy about his mobility. Hey, I kinda liked having the almighty Izaya depend on me. But that might lead to his stubborn ass getting prickly on me, and I was quite content with the way things were right now.

So instead, I reach over and wrap my arm around his torso, dragging him closer to me.

"Well you're not going anywhere right now," I answer, and am not surprised at the immediate struggle.

I am surprised when he pushes me on my back, crawling on top of me. But it's a good kind of surprise, especially when that little pink muscle darts from his mouth to wet those thoroughly kissed lips, eyelids half-mast over searing ruby irises.

"Oh no you don't big boy," he all but purrs, and I'm pretty sure a bomb could explode outside the apartment building and I would be none-the-wiser with how much he's grabbed my attention, "This time I'm going for a ride."

Izaya's POV

His caramel eyes stare up at me, his expression melting from slightly stunned to one of his gorgeous smile I rarely see, and already I could feel my limbs falter at the sight.

Swallowing hard, I lean forward, my fingers brushing past his cheeks and curling into his golden locks as my lips meet his.

How I love him. Words I know I will always have difficulty saying, but at least I hope he'll feel with my lips on his.

Shizuo's POV

I ghost my fingers down his arms, responding to the kiss with a loving fervor reserved for him and him alone.

I love him almost too damn much.

Izaya's POV

As our tongues mingle my mind continuously whispers over and over again.

Shizu-chan.

Shizu-chan...

Shizuo's POV

Izaya.

Izaya...

Izaya's POV

You are...

Shizuo's POV

You are...

Shizuo's and Izaya's POV

So precious to me.

THE END. :3

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